On October 30, 2011, Chiba made a phone call to his parents about computers. My father started by asking, "How much does it cost?" The mother said: "If you need it, you can buy it, and your father also bought a TV to watch here, and the hard work of life is to catch up with others, and it is good to be happy and satisfied." ”

After that, Chiba consulted several classmates at this time.

Du Leyue admonished him: "If you just want to watch cartoons, I advise you not to buy them, you won't be able to resist the temptation." ”

Xiao Fengya told him: "It's okay to watch anime MP5." ”

Chiba felt that Xiao Fengya was a little autistic, her space was locked, she didn't want others to understand herself, and she didn't want to understand others, so she rarely spoke. She also told Chiba: "You don't have to tell me this, I don't need and I don't want to know too much about me." Chiba realizes that the reason why he himself pays attention to Xiao Fengya, Que Xinyue, and Yang Feiyan is because they have beautiful, weak, and petite appearances and figures, and he really knows too little about their hearts.

Chiba's values are the concept of connection, and he believes that the meaning of life lies in connection and interaction with others.

Although introverted, he is very cheerful and communicative. This can be difficult to understand or misunderstood. So, we can put it another way, first, he likes to be alone, likes to examine himself, communicates with himself, especially likes to lie on the grass and look at the sky and think, or sit under a big tree to think; Second, he was very shy in the face of girls, afraid to look at girls' faces, dare not look at girls, and did not dare to ask girls' names; Third, he doesn't like social situations where there are many strangers; Fourth, he doesn't like noisy social situations, preferring one-on-one communication, or group communication between three or four people; Fifth, he likes to exchange inner thoughts and opinions, and does not like to talk about daily life and gossip.

So the aforementioned Chiba's cheerfulness and willingness to communicate sometimes have occasional limitations.

After listening to the advice of his friends, Chiba decided to put off the matter of buying a computer a little longer, and then buy it when he reached his senior year, and now he is only in the first semester of his sophomore year.

Chiba's new plan: restore the original state, open up the space, the original plan is implemented, you have to think about the flying wing colleague Du Danqi, people's emotional things are directly written in the talk. There are also all kinds of people around me, absorbing the parts they need from different people and assimilating them into their own things.

On November 13, 2011, Chiba bought an old-fashioned diary (hard cover, with a combination lock) that he used in his previous high school, only to find out that it was outdated. He thought that using this journal to write a diary would take him back to his previous life patterns and go back to his high school days. But he gradually found that it was incompatible with his current life, that what had passed away could never come back, and that the times were always advancing.

Nowadays, they look the same as they used to, but in fact they are different, what is going on? Is it just because they are a few years older? No, not just the result of the passage of time, but something has passed away from them, from their lives.

Gone are all the things that once had been a place of prosperity, and with it the excitement, the joy and excitement that pervaded this corner, the traditional charm of their way of life.