Chapter 213: The Same Admiration
Recently, there has been a craze for computers in the dormitory, and he originally planned to buy one. Today, he went to the library to surf the Internet, and unexpectedly found that the computer in the second electronic reading room was much faster than the first electronic reading room that he had known before, and it only took five or six minutes to download an episode of anime. He remembered that he used to go to the Internet café in Beiyuan once a week to download animations because he hated the library's slow internet speed. He plans to stop buying a computer for the time being, and in the future, he will go to the second electronic reading room to browse the web, type text, and watch and download anime, instead of going to Beiyuan.
Xia Qianye began to analyze the advantages and disadvantages of going to the Beiyuan Internet café and library. First, it takes half an hour to walk from the dormitory to Beiyuan, half an hour to come back, and only a few minutes to the library. Second, the psychological state of coming out of the Internet café is different from the psychological state of coming out of the library, the library is the feeling of returning from self-study, while the Internet café is the feeling of coming back from being tired of playing, the former is motivated and complacent, and the latter is decadent and self-blaming. Third, the library is so close that not buying a computer is almost equivalent to buying a computer, so that you can better continue to apply for poor students in the class without buying a computer, and you can also increase the time you spend in the library.
He went to the second electronic reading room of the library to do four things every day: watching and downloading anime and comics, watching some copies of courseware, learning common office software and chemical software, and writing some articles in word documents.
On the evening of October 17, 2011, her sister Hong Yinghui made a phone call to Chiba, mainly asking some questions about learning, and she chatted with Chiba for a long time. Someone is interested in him, enthusiastic about himself, and very recognized himself, and Chiba feels very comforted in his heart. He didn't want her to get close to him because he was afraid of losing, and he was afraid that the other party would only be interested in him for a while, but after getting to know him, he walked away, ignoring him and not paying attention. After chatting many times, he found that Hong Yinghui is not that kind of person, she may admire herself as an idol in some conveniences, just like he does to the girls in the second class, the difference is that he is introverted and does not dare to know the second class, while she is outgoing and asks if she is interested. It was the same way, he asked Chiba a lot of things. It was also after discovering that Hong Yinghui would not ignore him, pay no attention to him, and no longer care about him, that he opened his heart to communicate with her.
Chiba was rejected by Lu Junya successively, dumped by Ao Chuxue, rejected by Que Xinyue, and slapped in the face by Yu Xinxiang. He has no expectations for love at all, and his life is gloomy and miserable.
The main things that made him sad were Lu Junya, Ao Chuxue and Yu Xinxiang, he attached great importance to them, but it seemed that this attention was superfluous, and he spent a lot of energy and time on them.
Lu Junya refused many times, he was still unwilling to give up, subconsciously thought that the man was pretended to be his brother, and then buried his head in "digging the foot of the wall", like a mouse that was stealing the farmer's house, from time to time he raised his head and pricked up his ears, listened to the movements around him, worried about being discovered, and "dug up" intermittently for nearly half a year, but the man was really her boyfriend, helpless, and left alone. His affection for her should be affection, unrequited love.
Ao Chuxue came like an angel when he was rejected and showed his heart, on the one hand, he found that his partner's identity was too heavy a burden on him, on the other hand, he found that he chose himself not out of love but out of his inner need for himself, and unexpectedly found that he still liked Junya and didn't care much about who he was with in this life, so he had no choice but to dump it, giving him happiness but making him more painful, he redeemed it many times, but he couldn't get it back, so he had to not put his hope.