She is the only person he defines as "himself", and only when facing himself can he say anything to him. In addition, after the breakdown of the relationship with Chu Xue, he would occasionally think about things with her, but because he came from the countryside and knew that the gap was too big and impossible, he rarely thought about it. His feelings for her are complex emotions, first of all, the positioning is very high, close to himself, he can say anything, he is afraid of losing and has scruples after being dumped by the previous one, he is afraid of being snatched away, and there is a little bit of family affection, such as the same emotion as treating his adopted daughter; Secondly, he will occasionally think about things that are good with her, how it will be with her, and when he sees the boys in the class who are better than him with her, he will be jealous, uncomfortable, jealous, and equally afraid of being snatched away, with a little bit of love. If the former has a significant presence, it may develop into a close relative; If, the latter is significant, it may develop into love; But the gap in the countryside makes him rarely dare to think about the latter, so the proportion of family affection is higher than that of love.

And Que Xinyue's rejection didn't cause him much harm, just lost a person he thought was more suitable, he only asked others if he had any hope for the future, others said "impossible, you are not my dish", he ran away, no entanglement, therefore, his heart did not hurt much, just uncomfortable and embarrassed. This is just like what was mentioned in "The Little Prince", it takes time to be tamed, and the loss after being tamed will make people feel sad.

A person who has just been rejected or has fallen out of love first thinks about his inner need for comfort. Therefore, when Ao Chuxue appeared, Chiba didn't think about whether he liked or admired her at all, but prioritized his inner need for her, so he immediately agreed to her. Chiba thought, isn't it normal to give up the person you love and choose the person who loves you? Isn't that how happiness can be achieved? However, what he got was not happiness, but pain, which hurt his heart! His heart was shattered and glued by her, glued and crushed again, and so on! The main culprit of the tragedy is that their relationship has developed so quickly, and she has been promoted directly from an ordinary classmate whom he knows very little and does not pay much attention to all of a sudden to a lifelong partner. This illusion of "accepting the other out of sympathy" had been blinding him, making him completely blind to what really attracted him to her. They were two people who were attracted to each other, but at that time, he couldn't feel her attraction to him.

Hong Yinghui's appearance is equivalent to letting him see a torch in the dark and cold rainy night, he relies on her to show the way, and he relies on her to get warmth. He saw in her lively enthusiasm that life was still in color, not black and white.

On the evening of October 18, 2011, Pu Yudie made a phone call to Chiba to find him to run. This may have been in the previous chat, she learned that Chiba was more miserable now, and she couldn't bear to see her good friend in such pain, so she called him out to comfort him. Chiba chatted with her while running, she said a lot of comforting words to Chiba, and then told her own experience, there was a man who first took her to dinner, then invited her to play, and finally said that he liked her, she told the man that he already had a boyfriend, he thought that the man was very good, and now she and he are also very good friends. Chiba and Pu Yudie said that they were different, when he saw irreparable hope in Ao Chuxue, he felt that Zhao Shuidan was very good to him, and after surpassing his good friend, Zhao Shuidan didn't tell him that he liked it, so he told the other party that he still wanted to get his ex-girlfriend back.

Chiba thinks that Pu Yudie's approach is too cruel, so obvious, and he has to wait for others to say he likes it before refusing. But it's understandable to think about it, girls may like this feeling of conquering others, someone confesses to themselves, what a happy and beautiful thing, how can you not feel good, be happy, be romantic, enjoy a sense of achievement, and refuse it, and girls need to pretend to be a lady in front of others, and they need to be reserved. However, compared to these, Chiba may feel that he is more worried about the amount of damage that may be caused to others, but he is also selfish, if he thinks that he may still get together with the other party, he will not tell her like this, and when he doesn't know what to do, hide it in his heart, just like he did with Yu Xinxiang.

When we think about it, we can be more sure. In the past, Zhao Shuidan really liked Chiba, and that day she released Chiba's pigeons, she may have seen some kind of imagery, and felt that the possibility was very small, and she was afraid that she would be rejected. But if she confessed that day, Chiba would not refuse, just like she proposed to him in the little game in Pixel.