From beginning to end, she only felt that she was born to interpret the word cheap, so she has lived for so many years.

Now, everything has to be drawn by herself to an imperfect, but very complete end.

At that time, she was only sixteen years old, everything was at the age of ignorance and understanding, and the people and things around her were covered with a veil of dreams formed by a girl's heart.

She, like all girls, began to dream of love! Hovering between idol dramas and romance novels, during class, you can also fantasize about your love story by looking at the blackboard, and, naturally, laugh out loud, who saw it, or, no one cares at all, I don't know!

How wonderful it would be if such years were just a fantasy!

Next, a man appeared in her life, not a boy of her age, but a man with a mouth full of scum, but his face was also handsome, and the traces of time made him even more intriguing on his face, a man in his early thirties.

The first time she saw him, she hid behind the door, not daring to take a second look! At that time, she finally knew what it was like for the deer to crash into the novel!

I don't know how much time has passed, she opened the door again, saw the number on the elevator is one, and immediately wanted to rush down, but she didn't dare! She was frightened by her own thoughts. I don't know that at this time, the thing called, love, has begun to breed in my heart!

The second time she saw him, she was also at the elevator door, but she didn't dare to step into the elevator with him, so she hung her head shyly and chose to take the stairs. When I got home, my face was already red, because my heart was accelerating, because the sweat was constantly falling, because the stairs were so long...... Because she knew! Ha...... The love has begun!

In the past fifteen days, she did not see him again, and the gradual lovesickness spread to her whole body little by little, gradually disrupting her life and her studies, even if all this was not noticed in other eyes.

If there is no later, maybe there will be no later sluts......

People are determined by one eye for life, but he and her are three-eyed.

An accidental and inevitable conversation, he said to her very casually before leaving: "Your appearance is really beautiful!" ”

Thus, the frequent conversation between the two began.

She, knowing that he was married, but because the relationship between the two became worse and worse after marriage, they separated three years ago, knowing that he was a painter, published a picture album, was somewhat famous, and also taught art teachers at key universities, but left school in order to create freely to find inspiration.

Although he listened to her tell her story, however, he only enlightened her as an "uncle", gave her encouragement and comfort, as for it, like? Loved it! Love? Not at all!

She liked him more and more, and even wanted to go deeper and deeper, because when she was with him, she was not only happy, as if she was read by him, no matter what she said, he seemed to be able to speak to her heart.

Later, he invited her to be his model, and she happily agreed!

Although it was not the first time she had been to his house, she was still very shy, and she really liked the layout of the room. When he took the sketchpad and walked up to her, he spit out, "Can I draw a nude sketch of you?" Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't agree! ”

His tone still felt very casual, and she, stunned, relieved, hurried home, locked in the room. The whole body seems to be surrounded by a ball of fire, burning.

He paused, reluctantly pulled out a sketch sandwiched in the innermost, and smiled helplessly.

Three days later, without an appointment with him, she rang his doorbell, and when she saw him, she immediately buried her head in the collar and said slowly: "I would like to be your model!" ”

He led her into the studio and locked the door. He prepared the pen and paper, set up the easel, she looked at him quietly, took a breath, took off her shirt, blue jeans, and the clothes underneath. He looked at her naked, his head half-hung shyly, and a few strands of hair naturally fell to his white shoulders, revealing a smile she had never seen before, without a trace of color, as if admiring a beautiful carving.

After the end, he helped her put on her clothes, and every movement was very gentle and warm, which made her nostalgic, and he said thank you! When I saw her off, I said: I'm sorry! She looked at him in astonishment, and after three seconds, she smiled when she saw his smile, forgetting his last words of sorry.

This scene was seen by a fashionable woman who had just closed the elevator door, very angry, very angry, obviously, she was his estranged wife!

After he divorced his wife, he seemed to be very lost, and every day he liked to paint and drink late at night, and she looked sadly at the window at him who was haggard. The only thing was to comfort him, so he secretly took the canned beer and knocked on his door again, but the door was open. She walked in, approached him, hugged him, and gently stroked his hair.

That night, the two became one. She was nineteen and he was thirty-four.

……

Everyone was against her being with him, and she still threw herself into his arms without hesitation.

Two years later, the two secretly registered their marriage.

He, because of her passionate love, thought that he would be infected and would be able to bring her happiness. She, because he was by his side, felt that she was the happiest thing in the world.

She learned to cook for him, cooked cakes, and took care of household chores. He just painted, and kept on and on, but he repeated the same picture, which was his favorite.

She thinks about how to be good to him every day, but he is cold and cruel to herself day by day......

Married for three years, two without children, she wants, he says no.

Even, later he actually said divorce, I still can't treat you as a wife, I can't waste your time anymore, after speaking, put the signed divorce agreement on the coffee table, and since then, I have never come back.

Her world has become a ruin, and in the ruins of her home, she accidentally found a sketch, and when she looked at it, she thought it was herself, and then took a closer look, hehe...... Give my favorite little grass heart......

Since then, she has not returned there, she wants to cut off the past completely.