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He had an agreement with her.

He told her that he would marry her after returning to China after four years.

She told him that she would only wait four years and then let it go completely.

When he said goodbye, he found that her smile was extraordinarily gorgeous, like a sunflower in the summer, but he didn't understand why she resolutely said that she had only waited for four years? Is her love for herself not as deep as it seems or feels?

originally thought that four years of human time was just a snap of his fingers, but he was wrong! He almost survived in pain, and, in the third year, he suddenly felt a dull pain in his chest, followed by a long period of daze. This happens over and over again. The people around him were concerned about whether he was unwell or if there was something on his mind. He just squeezed out a smile and shook his head helplessly.

The day of returning home has finally arrived!

He, unprecedentedly happy, walked briskly, pulled the suitcase out of the airport, the taxi was ready to call her, he, holding the mobile phone and thinking for a moment, finally put it in his pocket, thinking: Or go home first to change into clean clothes, buy a bouquet of her love forget-me-not, go to her house!

Holding a large bouquet of blue forget-me-nots, he rang the doorbell of her house, and the bright smile that only she had in his mind came to mind. However, no one answered the door, and he rang again, and then the door was slowly opened.

"Is that you?" The old woman who opened the door was puzzled and sad.

"I'm here to find Huan'er!"

"I know!"

"What's wrong with your old man?"

The old woman did not reply, but closed the door and motioned for him to follow her.

He wondered why he didn't go to Huan'er's house, but went outside? Soon, he got the answer. He was taken to a cemetery, and, looking at the tombstone in front of him, Huan'er's name was engraved, and there was indeed a smile on her one-inch photo. The blue forget-me-nots were scattered on the freshly renovated dirt floor, and the brown paper that wrapped the bouquet was wet with water on the ground, hiss, the bouquet actually dispersed, and the forgetfulness spread out in an instant, a faint blue, a thick sadness!

He, his eyes were soaked with tears, he looked up at the sky, grief spread from the top of his head to his feet, tears, still couldn't withstand the weight of heartbreak, big ones dripped down, he lowered his head, "Why did Huan'er die?" ”

"Because of cancer...... Advanced! ”

"When will you know?"

"A week before you leave the country."

"When did you die?"

"A week ago, it was already a miracle to be able to hold on for four years, but ......"

"I see!"

In an instant, everything was clear to him! Why did she only wait for four years for herself, and moreover, it was ten, thousand, ten thousand times more painful for her than him...... However, he scolded himself loudly: You don't even fucking notice!

He squatted and held her monument in his palm, looking at the photo of her smiling, crying heartbreakingly. The old woman stroked his shoulder, "Huan'er doesn't want you to be sad, so she hasn't contacted you all the time, insisting on waiting for you to come back, and she finally wants to tell you that her agreement with you is in the past!" ”

"The past...... How can I think of Huan'er as the past? ”

"Silly children, all silly children......" the old woman cried with him.

He took her and his child, Soybean back to his apartment that day, sat on the floor, stared at Soy and wanted to cry when he thought about Huan'er, and Soybean licked his palm as if to comfort him. A man and a dog began a new life with the past.

Soybean was given to her for her eighteenth birthday, and now, the dog is still there, but the dog's mother has passed away, he smiled bitterly at the soybean, I don't know whether to scold God or be grateful that he at least has soybeans?

When he brought back the soybean, he told himself that he would take care of the soybean until it died, and then start his real life.

He did what he said, every morning and evening he would take soybeans out for a walk, like a demon, not listening to the advice of family and friends to let go of the past, intoxicated with the life with soybeans, as if he was with Huan'er, he always knew that Huan'er regarded soybeans as his own child, so he wanted to take care of his children recklessly and give up the new life he should have. He has no complaints and no regrets, on the contrary, every day because of soybeans by his side, he is very relieved.

However, the dog's life is also limited, and after Soybean was 16 years old, he died peacefully. If converted according to the age of the dog, the soybean lived to be sixty-four years.

At that time, he was just forty years old, and he had been single all the time, and he had been a dog dad.