Chapter 044: Judgment on God
He begins to get in touch with the tragic world of Hugo. Some of the words in it melted into his heart.
People who are overwhelmed by fate do not look backwards, they know very well that it is always bad luck that follows them.
He set up a tribunal for himself. He first judged himself, and people have extremely strong endurance and endurance in their spirit and body, and they are not so easy to die.
He asked and answered these questions, and then proceeded to pronounce the verdict on society!
Only when one is convinced that one has a point in one's own right, one can be indignant.
Everyone who approached him wanted to hurt him. Every time I associate with them, it is a blow to him. No one ever said a kind word to him, whether it was his mother or his sister, no one looked at him once with kindness.
The pain again and again made him slowly believe that life is a battlefield; On this battlefield, he is the vanquished. He has no other weapon than hatred. He was determined to sharpen it and leave the hard labor field with him in the future.
He was one of those self-motivated people who found that he increased his intellect and also increased his hatred. In some cases, education and knowledge can be a helper to do bad things.
Sadly, after judging the society that brought him misfortune, he judged the God who created the society.
He condemns God!
Thus in nineteen years of torture and servitude, his soul rose and fell. The sunlight enters from one side, and the darkness enters from the other.
His essence is not bad, but while condemning society, he feels that he has become evil; While condemning God, he felt that he had become lawless.
Is there not a little spark in the human soul, is there no sacred thing that will not deteriorate in the earthly world and will remain forever in another world?
Frustrated, serious, silent, contemplative, looking at people with angry eyes, looking up at the sky with stern eyes, being excluded by the law, creating the punishment of civilized society......
A bleak and rapid flash of light illuminated his whole soul, and it was the terrible prospect of his fate that he suddenly saw in the terrifying abyss of front and back, left and right, in the eerie and terrifying light.
In the face of such a strong temptation, reason is gone, only instinct remains, and only animal nature acts.
Souls lost in deep calamity, unfortunate people abandoned at the bottom of hell that no one cares about.
This kind of premeditation has to go through three stages that only a fairly strong person can complete: argumentation, determination, and persistence. He is motivated by the anger that accumulates day and night, the sorrow of his heart, the pain of injustice, and his resistance to others and even to the good, the innocent, the upright.
He heard some voices that were very unfamiliar, as if they were from another part of the world
On one side, a terrible place out there.
Leaving the prison is not freedom, and leaving the forced labor field is not the same as innocence.
He will carry the label of a hard servant to his old age, like the branded warrior Gus in the legend of the sword wind.