Chapter 043: The Disadvantages of Forming a Group
His mission wheel: You are not just yourself, but the mission of everyone, I have lost a lot, I don't want to see the people I cherish leave me one by one, you must learn to guard, live well with your friends and relatives, even if everyone in the world hates you and despises you, you must learn to suffer silently, learn to fight for them silently. I am just a link point in the multidimensional web of human time and history, and all I can do is to pass on what I have learned from my predecessors through my own transformation.
He began to get in touch with the animation Qin Shi Mingyue, and some of the words spoken by the characters in it were very philosophical and intriguing.
A new girl in the class, Pu Yudie, who talked to him more openly, appeared. Here's what they had to say.
Xia Qianye: My theme for this stage is "Silence...... I don't know what I can do for you? I've been bothered since that day, I was going to ask you that question, and I'm going to give you back the money I used for your money, but I know it's not good, and if it were me, I wouldn't want my good friend to do that, and a good friend shouldn't be bothered by it. I've thought for a long time that I should buy you a birthday present, but I'm afraid to do it now, what will I do in the future? Although when I called my parents tonight to report the fees for this semester, my mother said to me, "You have grown up, you can't be too frugal when you should use your money, and you can't be too ...... in front of your classmates." Besides, I don't really like people giving me things, and when I see them in the future, I will only be more sad, I just need others to care about me all the time. However, I haven't done anything like this, and I feel very sorry for you. What's more, I use silent words to describe myself. In fact, I have always kept it in my heart, through QQ, you often comfort me and teach me a lot of truths. In fact, I also know that the path I have chosen is wrong, but I must go on unswervingly, knowing that it is not possible, knowing that it is impossible, and knowing that I will be sorry for many people who care about me. From now on, "silence" will represent the blankness of all my lives. Yudie, I want to ask you, now and in the future, what should I do for you? What do you think?
Classmate Pu Yudie: Chiba, if I am a classmate and friend, don't say that, friends shouldn't be like this, don't say sorry, I didn't do anything, hehe, friends don't ask for anything in return, just cherish the friendship between friends, don't think so much, money is important, but you can never buy family, friendship and love, I had a very happy birthday this year. Because of your company and blessings, I just hope that you live every day happily, live a good life, and make friends well.
After the first college exam, he discussed going back with his high school classmates in another teaching area. They met at a bus stop in Tiancheng as agreed, and when he got there, he sat on the side of the road and looked at the book he had borrowed from the library, regardless of what the people around him were doing, he liked to do it. After a while, they came over and went to the Zhubin Railway Station in Zhubin City together, which was due to the fact that in the year they came, the railway station in Tiancheng City was being expanded and could not be opened to traffic. After arriving at Zhubin Station, although everyone lined up together, they all handed the documents and money to Tong Xiuyuan near the window, asking him to buy tickets to get a seat nearby.
In the waiting room of the train station, he sat in his seat and read a copy of "Les Miserables" there, and the two girls, Ao Chuxue and Du Leyue, were watching a movie. The boys are playing with their phones.
Lu Junya, a girl in the same class, saw Chiba reading a book in front of her across a few rows of seats, and she greeted Chiba several times, but Chiba couldn't hear it at all, one was that he was too engrossed in reading, and the other was that the noise around him was relatively loud. Helpless, Lu Junya had no choice but to call him on her mobile phone. Chiba answered the phone, only then did he notice Lu Junya's classmates in the rows in front of him, Lu Junya looked at him while talking on the phone, he began to look up too, and immediately looked away, looking elsewhere, first, he was more shy and afraid to look at the girl, and secondly, there were several high school male and female classmates around him, afraid of being discovered by high school classmates, after they chatted a few words through the mobile phone, Lu Junya hung up, and then Chiba looked down at his miserable world again, when he looked up to find Lu Junya for the second time, he found that she was gone, He felt very sad and lost in his heart, and regretted why he didn't look at it a few more times and say a few words just now.
Due to the Chinese New Year, the train is very crowded, and it is difficult to do things due to the large number of people, you wait for me, I wait for you. They bought tickets for the 17th section, but they could only get on the 9th section, and after walking to the 14th section, they couldn't squeeze through, and after the train ran for one stop, two students arrived at the 17th section, and the others stood until about 4:00 a.m. before they had seats. The people together were Tong Xiuyuan, Du Leyue, Ao Chuxue and two other boys who also came to their city.
He felt from this that society was very cruel. If you feel that you don't have the strength, you really can't save anyone; I also found that group activities were very inconvenient, and one was troublesome to death, reducing efficiency. He secretly made up his mind that he would come back alone in the future.
After arriving at the county seat, he walked quickly alone, and a classmate came up to talk and laugh with him, and he just dragged his face and answered twice.
He is a very affectionate person, he planned to go to their high school after arriving in the county, when he was in the car, he made a phone call to the high school head teacher Xing Chihong, the head teacher said that he was taking the exam, on the other hand, he felt that going to his alma mater now would only be a shame for his alma mater, he wanted to wait until he graduated from college and was admitted to Tsinghua University before going, he has been guilty of his bad university.
Originally, he planned to take a look at Bo Bogong Ruyun, who lived in the county town and helped him choose to volunteer, but he had to buy a lot of gifts, and he didn't want to eat anywhere, so he didn't go, and there was a classmate who went back to Qiangongping with him. His parents told him that it was not good to go to his uncle's house to buy only fruit.
He wanted to show up only when others needed me.
Life is like a chocolate box, you never know what the next one will look like!