On April 11, 2016, Chiba worked hard to write "Sequel, Heartwarming History Revision" from a very objective point of view on the topic of his own heart-warming history.

"Heartbeat History VI" to prove the facts of this situation are: very, very many, endlessly, mentioned some in this diary,——20160301 if anyone still asks me, have you ever been in love, in addition, there are many more, because I have been 100% confirmed, I will not mention it here, I will record it in the diary.

I am very dissatisfied with the behavior of my lover who refuses to tell me anything, I find that what I need may not be love itself, but a spiritual sustenance, a motivation for me to struggle, a person who will be willing to live with me for the rest of my life in the future, and it doesn't matter if I stay together now or not.

If you don't have any interest in me, if you don't like my strengths, if you can't accept my shortcomings, if you think we're not suitable, not good together, not good for you, bad for everyone, if you think I'm annoying, if these can be satisfied, then I'm willing to let go, even if I don't care what the reason for those things back then, because the first love was blind, everyone will show off their advantages to others, everyone will hint to others, who will be very sensible from the beginningI myself was all fooling around at first.

The highest level of morality in love is that the other party is good and everyone is good, rather than being responsible for feeling guilty or repaying the favor.

At first, I also thought that as long as I really wanted to be with each other, as long as I was willing to humbly sacrifice everything, I could get you and me happy, I thought that people would eventually choose to love their own people and give up the people they loved, and I thought that as long as I was responsible for the promises I made or the love I had talked about, I would not feel guilty and uncomfortable, but in fact, this is wrong, so I have recently tried to transcend such a level of morality, if separation and letting go can make each other happier, if letting go can make each other feel happier, this is better than you blindly being responsible, blindly entangled, insisting on letting others live with you that you don't like, or insisting that others like the part of you that she originally hated, or insisting that others change from not feeling to feeling for you, and so on, I don't know how many times better, this is a better salvation for your own soul, and you will be liberated and forgiven by God; And if you are still willing to live with me for the rest of your life after understanding many things, I will never give up on you, no matter how my ideological and theoretical system changes, no matter what my view of love becomes, whether you and I are similar or not, whether we are suitable or not, whether we are wrong together, whether our choice is blind or not, my morality will never allow me to abandon a person who is willing to live with me for the rest of my life, if I do that, I will regret being sad and blaming myself for a lifetime, just like when I left the three wings with my heart, I don't need much reason why I want to do this, you are the first to break in, you are the first person to make me feel loved when I feel most helpless and sad, as for what is the most helpless and sad time for a person, that is when he confesses for the first time in his life and is rejected, even if it is the worst situation, you have cared about me a little bit, and that is enough to be a reason for me to be a moth to a fire, The grace of dripping water should be reciprocated by the spring, and then he died with all his might, Valjean in the world of misérables is one of the people I admire the most, there is no one, his ending is that he secretly helps them, she and he are happy together, and he died silently and lonely, I am a person who likes to feed on pain and suffering, so that I can be full of fighting spirit and constantly upgrade and change equipment, although the process is painful but mentally it is very enjoyable, just like those hidden martial arts masters in martial arts, Unless you have to, you won't show your true skills.