You, you, and you...... Does Heaven Really Exist?

If there is a place for you, then it must be heaven!

I've deleted all of your photos one by one, and in fact, there are only a few. But when I see your faces, I can't let go, I can't calm down. Therefore, long pain is better than short pain.

In fact, your appearance has long been deeply seared in my mind, in my heart, but looking at the clear photos of my mobile phone, I feel so cruel and heartbroken!

I know you're going to understand me, just like we used to do, I give you a look and you know what I'm thinking, I just give you a smile and you'll jump on me, I'll give you a compliment, and you'll be happy for almost days......

You're a glutton, the gluttonous guy I've ever met! Whether it's cabbage or carrots, you can eat with relish, and if you are given a bone or a piece of meat, you can eat twice as much as usual. I'm worried that your stomach will be eaten and secretly reduced, but you are coquettish and angry with me!

Tell me, as a dog that has been playing with you, you have a small size, but you have such a huge stomach!

The high school entrance examination is approaching, I was busy with the exam, and I didn't notice when I went home before that there was one most important person missing from the dinner table. After the Dragon Boat Festival, you will not be seen at all. At first, I thought you must have run somewhere to find food, but then, silently, I began to panic, shouting your name everywhere, and running in a hurry.

However, when I lost a third of my summer vacation, I couldn't find you! Mom said maybe you're dead, and I screamed, saying how could it be! I feel like one day you're going to suddenly appear in front of me and be spoiled by me. The truth is, my mother guessed right. I learned from my mother that you felt unusual after the Dragon Boat Festival, but after that, I couldn't see you. Finally, I found you, and it was all you had left of your white fur.

It turned out that someone had sprinkled rat poison indiscriminately!

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You, a Chinese pastoral dog. From the time you were born, I loved to hold you in my arms, with a light yellow coat, a tail that looked like a fox, and a reddish mark on your face. You're smart enough to make everyone else have some envy and jealousy! So much so, when the news of the dog thief came from near the house, Dad locked you in the yard and blocked the ditch at the same time.

Even though you're older, you're still able to get out of the gutter like you did when you were a kid. Now, you lose your freedom, I explain to you, you look at me and nod, I stroke your head happily, and you immediately put two paws on my shoulders.

You like me, just like I like you too, secretly let you out, and then, I was tricked by you! It took me a lot of work to drag you home!

Even then, you don't feel like it's enough. The next night, while my mother went to the vegetable garden, you slipped away quietly. Until, I didn't come home at eight o'clock in the evening, and my father blamed my mother for not taking a good look at you. My mother and I didn't even finish dinner, so we hurried out to find you. When you heard the sound, you appeared in front of me and my mother at almost a flying speed.

You don't know how worried we are about you getting kidnapped by the bad guys!

However, the real bad guy is none other than your family, your father sold you!

After my dad and I had a hot war, I don't know how long it was, and now I have a shadow in my heart!

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And you, when I think of you, I can't stop crying. You look a little like a tweet, but not as greedy as it is. You are gentle with me, the most clingy to me! Every time I come home from school, you wait for me at the turn, and then follow my wheels, and after I put down my bag, you just roll to my feet from a position about two meters away from my feet, revealing your pink belly, facing the sky on all sides, stretching out fleshy paws, two bulging eyes, shining with expectation, and always keeping a moving gaze at me, wanting me to squat down, touch your head, rub your little ears, want me to pick you up, touch my face, all this, I know, But not every time.

When I learned that you had a child, I was happier than you.

But I don't know that all the sadness behind happiness is growing little by little.

The first child, your child, the only three surviving, was given away, and you were not angry, and looked at anyone as gently as ever, especially, with tenderness to me. Looking at you who are emaciated, my heart is aching, obviously it's very uncomfortable, why can't you call it out, it's okay to bite something, vent, yes!

Immediately after that, you have your second child. At this time, you make me a little scared and a little disgusted.

Your stomach is almost all yours, your limbs barely able to support your weight, and you struggle to lie on your stomach, crawl, and then get close to me. I'm really a little scared, your stomach is so abnormal, I avoid you a little, and then I can't bear it, I look at you, I touch you as before, and keep saying to you: You'll be fine, you'll be fine, you'll be fine......

Isn't it all puppies that realize that they are going to die, and they will, quietly hide alone.

Your children and you are gone!

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After they left one by one, our family didn't have any dogs.

For an ordinary person, the birth, age, sickness and death of a dog completely depend on itself, but this is wrong, when the puppy is sick, it needs to see a doctor, it also needs to take medicine, and it also needs injections. If the family had allowed it at the time, would the result have been very different?

Count them, they have left me for almost five or six years, and after they are gone, I no longer smell the smell of dogs, I no longer touch the hair of dogs, and I don't even know who to whistle again.

Yesterday, and now, the mood and desire to have a dog, which has been hidden, is still growing.

What I want to accept is the death of a dog, and I don't want them to suffer strange illnesses anymore!

I'm willing to take responsibility for a dog's life!