Chapter 34: We Can't Go Back
Chu Ya looked at Yan Xu on the side, she had already put on her prosthetic leg at this time, and then walked in front of him, "Let's go to the rooftop garden to talk?" ”
"Hmm."
Yan Xu looked at her, she actually walked with this prosthetic leg, very good.
Although it can still be seen that it is a little unnatural, at most it only feels that her left foot is sprained, and there is a slight abnormality. But she would never have thought that her left leg was using a prosthetic!
Yan Xu walked behind Chu Ya, looked at her back like this, and walked to the front step by step, while he followed behind her with a blank face.
Found a no-man's corner, Chu Ya sat on the stone chair and pointed to the vacant seat on the side, "Sit down." ”
Yan Xu looked at her deeply, and finally sat down without saying a word.
Chu Ya didn't beat around the bush, and asked straight to the point: "Are you in love?" ”
"Who told you that? Isn't it my mom? Why is she so much to do! Yan Xu's temper suddenly exploded, he clenched his fists and looked angry.
Chu Ya looked at him coldly, "You tell me the truth first, are you with her because she is a little like me?" ”
"Ya'er...... Don't ask. ”
Yan Xu turned his head, he really didn't want to talk about it in such a bloody way, he didn't want to hurt her. But he also knew that he had hurt her! From the moment he talked to that girl, he had already hurt Chu Ya.
Chu Ya sat in front of him, "I don't want to ask about you and her. But if you're because she's a little like me, you're with her. In this way, it is not fair to you, to her, or to me. Yan Xu, you remember, I am me, and there is no one in this world who can be replaced! No one is anyone's stand-in! ”
"Ya'er, I didn't think of her as your stand-in."
Yan Xu hurriedly argued.
Chu Ya then said, "That's good. Since you didn't use her as a stand-in, you should talk to your mother and ask her why she didn't like the girl. If you are together with the idea of marrying that girl, then she and your mother will be a mother-in-law problem. As a man, you have to solve the problem of your mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, instead of ignoring both sides and letting it develop to the end, it is three people who suffer! ”
Yan Xu looked at her and asked the biggest doubt and unwillingness in his heart, "I've always wanted to ask, why can you break up with me so ruthlessly?" ”
"At that time, I was still in the hospital, just after the dangerous period of surgery. Your mother told me, let me break up with you. After I had a car accident, I was a burden to your family, in your eyes. Another important reason is that we can't go back to the past. ”
Chu Ya's voice was very light and peaceful, and she continued: "How can I not be heartbroken when I break up with you?" But no matter how heartbroken I am, my life still has to be lived. It turns out that being separated from you is good for you. No, it's only been a long time since you and I broke up, and you already like other girls, Yan Xu, I sincerely wish you happiness. ”
"Don't you hate me in the slightest?"
Yan Xu looked at her in disbelief, how could she still smile and say I wish him happiness at this time!
Chu Ya shook her head and said softly, "Hate you? No, I don't have a trace of resentment against you, only relief from the bottom of my heart. After all these years with you, I know exactly what kind of person you are. You are an only child, although your nature is not bad, but your mother has the final say. In other words, you're still under her wing, and she's still protecting you.
Even if I marry you and there is really a mother-in-law and daughter-in-law problem, you will not be able to stand on my side, but I will be wronged and have nowhere to sue. So, this car accident made me see each other's problems even more clearly.
So, I'm thankful to God, at least not for me to get into a car accident after we got married, otherwise I would have had to get an extra divorce certificate. At that time, my life was a real tragedy. ”
I also have to thank God for his arrangement, so that she can see a person more clearly and thoroughly, if people are really ruthless, don't say anything affectionate for a long time, just a short time, the person who says he loves you, in the blink of an eye, can embrace another beauty. Who can control you?
In the past, she only thought that Yan Xu was also a good person, but now it seems that he is not her lover after all.
Yan Xu listened to Chu Ya's words quietly, and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, "You know that I am with other girls, why do you want to help my mother persuade me?" ”
Chu Ya said word by word: "Because, in this relationship between you and me, you need an answer more than me to accept that it is over." I hope that this is the last time we will meet, and in the future, you and I will break off this relationship, and if we can not contact each other, we will not contact each other. ”
"Can't we be friends?"
"There is no way for a man and a woman to be friends with a couple who have truly loved."
Chu Ya raised her eyebrows and replied faintly.
Whether others can be friends, she doesn't know, at least with her, she can't be friends.
Because, what she doesn't like the most is to break the thread, what kind of friend, what's the point of contacting? Waiting for a resurgence? She doesn't have this masochistic tendency.
I used to know a young lady, she once said that the first time a man and a woman break up, and then decide to get back together, 80% of them will continue to break up again because of the reason at the time of the breakup.
It turns out that turning back grass is a poisonous weed, don't try it lightly.
Yan Xu's whole person was a little depressed, he sat there with a wry smile on his face, "Okay, I understand, it's not too early, you can rest early." ”
"May you be safe for the rest of your life!"
Chu Ya smiled knowingly and waved at him.
Watching him leave, the sky was only sporadic with no moon.
After Yan Xu left, Chu Ya sat alone in the stone chair for a while, she picked up her mobile phone and sent a message to her junior brother Wen Zixuan.
[Chu Ya]: I, I made it clear to him today. It's a good feeling to talk about things.
[Wen Zixuan]: Don't forget, you said that you came to Foshan in November.
[Chu Ya]: You don't need to remind me every once in a while, I remember.
[Wen Zixuan]: That's because I'm afraid that you will release my pigeon again!
[Chu Ya]: No.
Leaving here, everything she and Yan Xu have become a thing of the past.
In the future, there will be no trace of him in her life.
And she should also muster up the courage to welcome her new life!
After going to Shenzhen Delin Prosthetic Company next month and replacing the bearing tube, she plans to start letting go of the single crutches, and then walk like an ordinary person, without the strength of the side.
May the prosthetic leg help her walk more steadily.