Chapter 168: Unrelenting
"The day you bumped into me and Xia Xianwen together, the person you wanted to meet was Zhang Wei, right?"
Lu Junfeng's warm voice came from above her head.
Lu Yao gradually let go of the arms wrapped around his waist.
"Meng Zhichao has a lot of means, but does he know what Zhang Wei did to you back then?" He chuckled, "Even Tang Fei returned in vain, did he think a low-profile version of 'Tang Fei' could be of any use?" Oh no, it's still useful, at least he can get you drunk first, he knows that you don't drink well, and once you get drunk, they can only do whatever they want. But I don't understand, if it's as simple as getting you drunk, why doesn't he Meng Zhichao come by himself? It's good to keep a thought before you go abroad......"
Lu Yao stepped back step by step, and kicked down the flower pot on the balcony in a panic.
Their pothos are all raised in plastic pots, which are convenient to hang up in the sun sometimes, and only one plant is raised in a small white porcelain pot, and she is a little powder in the green bushes, which is the only bright color on this rigid balcony.
The movement of the flower pot finally brought Lu Yao back to her senses, and the flower pot at her feet shattered to the ground, and a budding pink moon season fell to the side.
"I didn't know he was going to be there too......"
"Yes, you don't know, you don't know anything, but do you remember what you said?" He finally turned around, his eyes were as cold as arrows, "If a person is really innocent, no matter how it is, people will not be misunderstood!" ”
What does it mean to be self-inflicted?
Sometimes the pouring may not be heavy rain but foot-washing water, and it is not the water that is difficult to collect but the spitting stars......
When she said those words to him, she never imagined that she would have a day when Lu Junfeng would misunderstand, and this misunderstanding would probably haunt her all the time, never stop!
What she couldn't imagine was the past that was now deliberately buried deep between the two of them, but someone knew where it was buried!
She didn't understand why the two of them were always like black and white, and they could only intertwine outside their respective worlds, and once they got close, they would collapse and tsunami, and black and white would be reversed!!
What could she say to him now? Tell him that his father was killed by the person he most respected and admired, and that it was the enemy's daughter that he desperately guarded and loved? If he knew, then where did he go from here?
When nothing happens, he will continue to stay in this home with his heart, and keep his unswerving promise to her in this life? Still can't bear it all and leave her?
She couldn't bear to let him experience any of them, so she didn't have a second choice at all!
"I promise, I swear, I will never meet this person again in the future, and if you don't think it's enough, I can no longer go to see Meng Zhichao."
She closed her eyes as she put her heart back in place, and she finally understood why it was so painful for people to deceive themselves and others when they knew they were deceiving themselves, because you understood that when you tell your first lie, you are no longer worthy of his trust.
"Your guarantee is worthless!"
"I know," she bit her lip a few times today, biting her mouth full of sweetness, but only this pain was enough to support her from being defeated, "but today is different, have you forgotten that today is my birthday?" What I can give you tonight is my most important thing, Ah Feng...... As you said, as long as we are together, we will never be separated again. ”
She didn't understand him before, and even blamed him for thinking that body and mind could be tied together, but only now did she understand that when you are driven to despair, the last and only way you can think of to keep this person is to get his person!
"Yes, today is your birthday, and I've been looking forward to your eighteenth birthday for six years." There was finally a slight change in his face, and he stepped out of the shadow of the balcony and walked in front of her.
"You...... How will today's exchange be? Lu Yao stiffly wanted to pull away from the topic.
"Very good."
"Yes, yes."
"What about you, are you having fun at the party?"
"It's good, it's good."
"Ah Yao, you're scared again." He looked down at her confused eyes, "Remember three years ago?" Uncle Lu celebrated the time when we were admitted to F High School in SF, at that time we were also standing face to face like this, your height at that time was almost to my chin, I could see your eyelashes when I lowered my head, I still remember you asked me not to get too close to you, and asked me what I wanted to do to you, do you remember? ”
Of course she remembers!
It was that time that made her begin to face up to the true feelings of this man in her heart, and understand the love he had left behind in her, and she warned herself that she would never accept any of his thoughts, that the two of them were eternally separated from each other's worlds.
"You will definitely not forget the words you said about Meng Zhichao to hurt my heart, no, you have said so many words that stabbed me in the heart over the years, maybe you have forgotten...... It's okay, I can remind you, you say...... Meng Zhichao is your friend and brother, a very important and important person to you, you let him hold you and hug you, it is because you trust him, and I can never be the same as him. ”
"But it's different now." Lu Yao retorted, she didn't accept him to crusade against her with those unbridled words three years ago when she couldn't see her heart clearly!
"Yes, it's really different, because now I can hold you at will, hug you and kiss you, and now, you take the initiative to do something with me."
"It's not good for me to misunderstand me and Zhang Wei, but why are you saying these hurtful things to me? I can forgive you and Xia Xianwen, can't you forgive me this time? Why do you have to hold on to it? Why can't you trust me once and believe that I'm innocent! She was almost pleading with him, she had been exhausted from torture all day, and she had thought that if she got home, she would be able to keep all the ugliness out.
"Why are you comparing me with Xia Xianwen's affairs? It was his father who was drunk, and it was his father who beat her, but what about you? You are the one who drank so much that you fell unconscious, and you were the one who had a binding wound on your wrist! ”
Hearing this, Lu Yao felt a tingling pain in her wrist, she put her hand behind her back, and tears came out of her eyes.
"Ah Feng, listen to me, don't get me wrong, the wound on your hand is ...... It's ...... at the time of the party."
"The wound on the hand was caused by a game at the party, but what about the neck? Tell me what the hell Tema was playing at your party! Why are your wrists tied up by a man's belt! Why are there such deep kiss marks on the neck!! ”
"Innocent......" Lu Junfeng closed his eyes in despair, feeling that these two words were really ironic coming out of her mouth!
"I'm drunk, I'm really drunk, I don't know what's going on...... You know I'm very shallow, very shallow, I don't know what's going on when I'm drunk, I really don't know......"
Lu Yao couldn't argue that she would agree to let Zhang Wei tie her hands with a belt, and she broke the jar and thought of using a lame excuse like a party game to get by.
But she didn't know that after Zhang Wei sent her home and saw Lu Junfeng at the gate of the community, he suddenly sucked her neck!
So when Lu Junfeng took her from Zhang Wei, he had already seen this mark on her neck, if he hadn't held Lu Yao in his arms at that time, he might have killed this person directly!
He had been standing on the balcony all the time before, he needed the air to keep his head calm, instead of dragging the man on the couch straight to the bathroom and showering her head on her head with the hatred in his heart, he resisted the urge to question her immediately.
He had been waiting for her to wake up, for her to tell him everything, and whatever the truth was, he was ready to forgive her and tolerate her.
But she kept lying to herself!
She accused him of holding on to this matter and not letting go, but did she understand that what she was obsessed with was her mouth full of lies, and that she lied to him!
However, such deception, there will be one and two, and he can no longer have enough trust in this person.
"Unforgiving?" He shook his head with a wry smile, feeling that Lu Yao would really be a villain to sue first, "Ah Yao, you are the only one who does not forgive." ”
After Lu Yao knew that Lu Junfeng found out that Zhang Wei was also at the party today, and he sent him home, the worst result she could imagine was to quarrel hysterically with Lu Junfeng, but she didn't know that because Lu Junfeng had invested too much on her for so many years, it had become so heavy that it could not be overcome.
In fact, they have long discovered the crux of all the problems that have occurred in this period of time, but they still refuse to believe it.
It was because Lu Junfeng was heavy, desperate, and didn't give Lu Yao any respite of love, which Lu Yao called selfish feelings, and tortured each other to the point of exhaustion.
Even if Zhang Wei's matter can be turned over, because of Lu Junfeng's paranoia and crazy possessiveness towards Lu Yao, one day he will lose control and will regard everyone who appears around Lu Yao as Zhang Wei and Meng Zhichao, or even Tang Fei.
In addition, there are also the tangled filthiness of the previous generation.
"It's happened, I know you won't believe anything I say now, it's okay, we can leave the past aside, because you will always forgive, we will reconcile, we will be the same as before."
Lu Yao's lips had already faded to blood, and her mouth did seem to contain a mouthful of blood, she was swallowing desperately, she stubbornly and tenaciously straightened her spine, and her bones were all over her body.
"Ah Feng, we will be together, today, tomorrow, every day for the rest of our lives! So, what are these misunderstandings and quarrels? They don't matter as much as we love each other! ”
Even if he is in love to the point of being stunned, even if they have a blood feud, even if they will eventually separate, she will definitely not take the initiative to let go of his hand, starting from the moment she decides to accept his heart, when she decides to love him well.
Thunder and storms could not stop her from riding the wind and waves, braving the wind and rain, and pulling the ship "Lu Junfeng" into this harbor named "Lu Yao" that only belongs to him!