When the sultry wind blows in S City, more than a week has passed since Lu Yao's birthday, and this year is the tenth year that Lu Yao and Lu Junfeng have known each other.

In the past few days, the two seem to have swapped identities.

Lu Yao didn't seem to have quarreled with him for Zhang Wei's business, and still got along with him as in the past.

And Lu Junfeng, in addition to avoiding her in various ways, was extremely indifferent when he couldn't avoid her, no matter whether Lu Yao talked to him or touched him and pulled him, he was indifferent, and treated Lu Yao as air.

During the summer vacation, the aunt came less, and Lu Yun hadn't come home yet, and the two spent the last summer vacation of high school at home in a strange way of getting along.

To say that it is strange, in addition to Lu Yao's excessive enthusiasm and Lu Junfeng's extreme coldness, Lu Yao has always been in a situation recently.

The so-called situation is full of problems, that is, almost every day to find some abuse for your body, like the day before yesterday I burned my fingers when I boiled noodles, I fell in the shower yesterday, and today I even rolled most of my hair into the hair dryer while blowing my hair......

"Light, lighter......" Lu Yao had tears in his eyes, looking at his messy hair in the mirror, and the scissors in Lu Junfeng's hand standing behind her, "Can you not cut it?" ”

Lu Yao still wanted to make a final struggle, but Lu Junfeng didn't give her any luck and illusions at all, and did it when she couldn't help crying.

As there was more and more hair on the floor, Lu Yao was already desperate.

What she cares about most all over her body is nothing more than this waist-length hair, which she has loved since she was a child, except for Yin Fangjie, who cut it once in the year of her accident, she has not used a few knives against them.

This waist-length hair is a close partner who has accompanied her to witness her growth.

Lu Junfeng didn't step forward to comfort her a few words, and he didn't pity her sadness at this time, and after sweeping the hair on the ground, he went back to his room indifferently.

This made Lu Yao even more heartbroken, sitting alone in the living room and crying for a long time, but she didn't blame him, all of this was her own doing, he didn't have the heart to let her go to the barber shop with a stray hair on her own It was already his benevolence.

But she was sad after all, thinking that she had messed everything up!

gradually changed from sobbing to crying, crying without image, crying with tears and snot.

And someone in the room finally couldn't help but rush in front of her and pulled her all the way to the bathroom without saying a word.

Pushing her head to the edge of the pool with one hand, turning on the faucet with the other, she began to wash her face indiscriminately, and she washed her snot in his hands regardless of it......

"Is that enough!" Lu Junfeng threw the dry towel on Lu Yao.

Lu Yao was dragging a towel in her hand, and there was water dripping everywhere on her face, she didn't wipe it because she didn't want him to find out that her tears had not stopped.

But who can she fool with her red and swollen eyes that are crying?

"How long are you going to self-harm?" He was angry with her for lying to him before, but now he is even more angry that she doesn't care for herself!

Lu Yao didn't speak, she knew that she couldn't argue, he had seen through her little caution, and knew that she was using the "Lu Yao" he cared about the most to stimulate him and attract his attention.

How could she not understand that this was an extremely stupid and detrimental way to herself, but she could not think of any other way to redeem him.

She is the one who is most afraid of pain but deliberately allows herself to be burned and bruised, she is the most smelly and beautiful person but she has cut a lot of her most cherished hair, doesn't he understand how reluctant she is, how much he hopes that they can be reconciled?

"Say, where else do you want to hurt? Did she break her head or hurt her leg, or did her aunt roll on the ground in pain? ”

"I didn't ......" Lu Yao felt that he couldn't hide any crooked thoughts in front of him.

Seeing her pitiful appearance, he sighed and said to her, "I'll go back to Pingtan tomorrow." ”

"Why do you want to go back all of a sudden?" His words caught Lu Yao off guard, and unknown worries surged in his heart, "Isn't it only when I go back every year during Qingming, is there anything wrong with going back now?" ”

"Do you still care?"

"Ah Feng, don't be like this, my aunt said that even if the relationship between two people is good, they can't always quarrel, and quarrels will hurt feelings." Lu Yao sighed, as if he was complaining to him about the grievances he had received from him these days.

Lu Junfeng didn't speak, he took the towel in her hand and began to dry her wet face and hair.

She suddenly grabbed his hand, pulled them in her hand and held them tightly, and she solemnly said to him, "I want to go back with you!" ”

"Together?" He sneered, pulled his hand out of her hand, and threw the towel casually on the sink.

"It's been ten years, and you've never gone back with me, why do you suddenly say you want to go back together? Lu Yao, what's wrong with you, your pride and conceit and your eldest lady's temper? Where did it go? ”

Lu Yao quietly listened to his sarcasm about himself, forcibly endured the pride and conceit in his mouth and the temper of the eldest lady, and tried his best to let himself soften his voice: "You know that I can't take a boat for a long time, and when I went to Pingtan for the first time, I felt like I almost died on the boat, which caused a big shadow to me, I was just afraid of taking the boat." ”

"Can you convince yourself with these words?" He hated nothing more than her lies and quibbles!

"Every year of Qingming, your mood will be very low, even in the years when we have exchanged hearts, as long as you worship your mother, you will become cold to me, do you think I don't understand what you are thinking? You've been blaming me for killing your mother! But now it's different, you know that I have nothing to do with her death, and even wronged me for many years, so you no longer refuse to accompany me back to Pingtan and return to the starting point of everything that happened. ”

"So...... You should understand my pain over the years, I fell in love with a person who 'killed' my own mother! ”

"I understand, Ah Yao, I understand everything you said, that's why I feel more sorry for you, on the top of the mountain in Ji'an, when you kissed me on the neck despite your mother's death, I swore to myself that I couldn't live up to your liking in this life. But it turns out that your likes can be taken back so easily, and the reason why you want to redeem them is because you think I still have 'use value'. ”

"My unconditional care and pampering of you make you feel very satisfied, no matter what harm you have done to me, I will never leave you, I always love you wholeheartedly, you think I am so good to you, what a pity to let me go, right? But you can't resist the desire to hunt for curiosity, Tang Fei, Meng Zhichao, Zhang Wei...... At each stage of your growth, you will like different types of men, and perhaps there is something about them that attracts you. ”

Lu Yao closed her eyes and took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled, she almost wanted to open her mouth and wanted to plan Lu Junfeng, but she couldn't help it.

She told herself that it was nothing, that the words she scolded him were more hurtful than these, and that he didn't let himself stick a knife in his heart without saying a word?

If he can bear it, why can't she? Feng Shui takes turns, and the wind direction should also turn to Lu Junfeng.

But Lu Yao's patience seemed to Lu Junfeng like an unjustifiable acquiescence, the more she was not like Lu Yao in the past, the more he wanted to say more vicious things to her, so as to provoke her and hurt her!

"Do you feel particularly aggrieved now, thinking that I am all 'lustful and sinful' to you? You still want to tell me that Zhang Wei and Xia Xianwen colluded to lie to you? His slender hands covered her cold face, but his hands were even colder than hers.

"Perhaps, it's all because they're working together to create a misunderstanding between us, but what I don't understand is why you contacted him? And why did he ask you to come out and you came out? You even texted me to lie to me! Also, even if Zhang Wei retaliated against the glass of wine you toasted him that day, you are not a person who is slaughtered by others, and in the presence of Meng Zhichao, it is impossible for him to force you to drink. So Lu Yao, if you tell me that all this is a misunderstanding, then please tell me clearly the answers to my questions. ”

He ignored her, ignored her, didn't care and didn't care, not because he didn't love her, but because he was waiting for her to explain to him everything between her and Zhang Wei in person.

Although she said that "true innocence will not be misunderstood", no one would want to be misunderstood for no reason, as long as she is willing to explain to herself, instead of blindly covering up or even lying, he will definitely forgive her.

But what has she done all these days? Play some stupid scheming in the hope that he will change his mind?

She didn't understand, what he had been waiting for was her explanation.

"Ah Feng, I have explained countless times that I am just friends with Brother Tang Fei, Xiao Meng and I are brother and sister, and Zhang Wei and I ...... You know I hate him, how can I have anything to do with him! His distrust made her feel cold, and it also made her realize his disappointment in herself when she misunderstood him and Xia Xianwen.

Lu Junfeng felt very tired, they were just torturing each other, again and again, and they never got tired of it.

And Lu Yao also felt that he was so tired that he was about to collapse, he didn't believe what she could say, and she couldn't say what he believed, since this was the case, it was better to keep his mouth shut.

She pulled down his hand over her face and spread it out in the palm of her hand.

Looking down at these hands that would hold him gently, holding his own, Lu Yao let the tears fall into his palm.

"Why the hell don't you explain!" Every tear she landed on the palm of his hand was like a sharp steel knife, and the knife fell from the hand, piercing his lungs fiercely, and stabbing him into a blur of flesh and blood.

"When I see him holding you, I see the kiss marks on your neck and the scars on your hands that are strangled by the belt...... Lu Yao, do you understand how much my heart hurts, do you understand it......"

"I'm sorry, Ah Feng, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I swear, I swear! Never again! Forgive me, I beg you, forgive me! Lu Yao let go of his hand and slowly squatted down, wrapping his hands around his shoulders.

Lu Yao buried his head deep in the crook of his arm, and his suppressed cry reached Lu Junfeng's ears.

"You want to ask me to forgive you for such a thing?" His shoulders hung limply, and he let his face be full of tears.

He looked at Lu Yao at his feet with great pain and wanted to shrink himself into a very small ball.

"Lu Yao, do you really deserve my forgiveness......