I know too well that after a few years of separation, that friendship can't go back to what it used to be.

Am I ruthless and unrighteous, do you want to forget? If so, why should I recall here.

Only this time, I will try to forget all about it, and besides, I hope that there will not be a scene in my dreams that is exactly like the real thing.

On the day I watched the examination room, I was already aware of the gap between me and her, but it was a little cruel to express it in words or words.

After a few years, there is no cruelty or cruelty, only lighter and lighter.

You are in your world, I am in my world, if you can intersect, look at each other and smile, it is enough, enough.

And what worries me very much is that you in my dreams are so real.

It's so real that it's like I'm going back to the time we were together in a dream.

Among them, I can't see the shining point in you.

The pleasure I once had became dim, like a withered vine, wrapping around me little by little, leaving me breathless.

At that time, I was a blank sheet of paper, to be exact, and you were different colored pens that drew different shapes on the white paper.

Now it seems that it was at that time that I thought about everything too beautifully, thinking that what I had would never be lost again.

I thought you would always be the way I remembered.

In fact, you guys gave me a super surprise.

Just because I haven't seen each other for a few years, I've become a familiar stranger, or something I hate.

Please forgive me for using the word disgust.

Even now, I haven't sat down with you and talked.

If there was such an opportunity, I would decline.

We're already in different worlds, and I don't want to be more disappointed with you, or I don't want to see the strange way you see me.

Have you accidentally learned what you are now, so in your dreams, even the beauty of your childhood has changed.

Every time I see you, I am hiding in a corner, trembling secretly.

I'm so scared and helpless.

If I could, I would like to never see you again in my dreams.

If I could, I would still like to recall everything about our happiness.