Chapter 042: The Real Reason
Ao Chuxue's persuasion made him change the decision he had made.
After that, he went to an Internet café to revise the information, and then deleted all the 150-dimensional friends and four class groups. These are all things that he has been working hard since the beginning of school, and every time he contacts a classmate, he feels very happy.
Destruction, in an instant!
In the afternoon, after seeing the content of his space, Xiao Fengya, a high school classmate, sent a few text messages, asking him what was wrong at first, and then asking him why he blocked QQ space. In the evening class meeting, she sent many more text messages, and then made a phone call, he could only say hello to the class committee and go outside the dormitory to answer, he felt that it would be worse if he didn't answer, he thought that she might think that it was because of the sentence she left in the space that made him emotionally want to delete all his friends and lock the space, and she was afraid that he might be because of her...... So I was in a hurry to explain it to him.
He didn't want to tell anyone why. The above mentioned is only part of the reason, and another part of the reason is that he wants to see real friends, and he wants to filter out the things that he should not have added before, and he doesn't want to tell others about this reason.
She suggested that he go to Baidu to listen to a lecture on communication by Hongsen.
She was afraid that he would become the college student in the news who killed his classmates because of his withdrawn personality and couldn't get along with his classmates.
She said that all she saw in everyone's space recently was lamentation, the kind that made people feel very miserable and depressed, and she sighed that she didn't know why everyone was so gloomy.
In the evening, although he remembered that his high school classmate Xiao Fengya told him not to deliberately alienate others, he still found that he couldn't do it himself, he felt that he was too special, and he was actively staying away from the public.
Then, he didn't go to the dinner party in the dormitory, and he didn't go to the so-and-so party after that, he told himself that he was going to the end of the law!
He finally begged her not to tell anyone else what he said and what he sent, especially his high school classmates.
She said that she only told Li Shilan about the lock space in the afternoon, and she would help keep the rest secret.
He was very disappointed, he didn't want Li Shilan to know, but she just happened to tell her, what a double tragedy!
Soon after that, he began to delve into the real causes of the low points.
The reason he chose to communicate as a written language was his weakness when speaking, while writing was his strength, and he thought that he should try to develop his strengths and take proper care of his weaknesses.
Those few words on QQ, he just wanted to tell others that he had changed.
He added a lot of people he didn't know and people who didn't care about him before, and he wanted to delete them all and filter out his real friends.
He decided not to complain in the future, no more random messages, and no more group messages.
He realized one thing, saying it in person is better than saying it on his mobile phone, and saying it on his mobile phone is better than SMS and Feixin, and these two are better than QQ text. Communication without expression and intonation is not good.
His theory of self-blame: You have done so much for me, and I can't do anything, looking at your helpless and injured back, I just feel my powerlessness, I want to do something for you, but I can't do anything......
His undefeated theory: Along the way, the companions around you, although they continue to replenish, but they fall one after another, can you really do it? Constantly inheriting the will and beliefs of my companions, I tell myself that you are by no means a weakling. If you fail, what to do, you don't have time to think about it, you have to know clearly what it means if you fall here. The only thing you have to remember is that even if you risk your life, even if you are destroyed, you will never be defeated at any cost.
Next, let's take a look at his mission wheel.