Chapter 20: Don't Ruin
Mu Jingchen stepped forward and trapped me in the corner, his tall figure obscuring all the light in the room, and immediately shrouded me in his shadow.
I looked at him sadly, and looked at the certainty in his eyes, as if I had tried so hard to seduce him every time he saw through everything, and knew that explanations were useless.
"Yes, I'm just looking for an excuse to seduce you!" I met his cold gaze and raised the corners of my mouth, "Did you interrupt your good deed, that's why you're so angry now!?" ”
Mu Jingchen raised the corners of her eyebrows lightly, and reached out to pinch my chin, "I didn't expect you to have no quibbles." Angry? No, it's just that you're doing this to make it up to me......"
In the past, when he said this, I would be cheeky and take the opportunity to slighten him, and he would also laugh and turn against the customer.
When I was shaking my mind, Mu Jingchen continued, "You also know that I won't suffer as a person. I've spent a lot of money on you, wouldn't it be a loss if I didn't sleep a few times? ”
He always emphasized, consciously or unconsciously, that I only have a monetary interest exchange relationship with him.
My heart snapped away, as if he were holding it tightly.
What Mu Jingchen said was right, I took his money, and my brother used him for everything, and I also signed a contract. Isn't that just betraying yourself?
It was reasonable to be humiliated by him, why did he still get jealous of that woman? It's just hypocritical.
Looking at him, I couldn't say a word anymore.
It seems like it was my fault from the start.
"Jian Keyin, don't look at me so aggrieved, it was you who caused the current result. If you hadn't left me for money, you'd be a prosperous Mrs. Mu now. It's a pity ......."
"The world...... How can there be so many ifs...... "I don't know how many tens of thousands of times, if it was me who hit me in the first place, where would there be so many things."
Mu Jingchen smiled and reached out to pluck my combed ponytail.
It's ridiculous to say, but I still remember giving him long hair.
"Of course, there are no ifs in the world, so you deserve it!" With that, he bit my lip domineeringly, and the tip of his soft tongue drove straight in, the taste and the feeling were both familiar and unfamiliar.
"Give it to me!"
My ears were ringing, and I resisted it very much.
I don't want to be possessed so humiliatingly by him, I don't want the best memories of my life to turn into a dirty deal now.
But what can be done? Do I regret taking the medicine?
I clearly felt every movement of Mu Jingchen, and when he skillfully peeled it off, I really couldn't bear such humiliation anymore.
He is the person I love the most, and the memories of him and me are the only sweetness in my life, how can he be like this? How can it be so possible to destroy my spiritual pillar and shatter all my beautiful fantasies?
"Please, Mu Jingchen, don't do this...... Don't ruin my goodness, I ...... I won't be able to live...... Please......"
As he spoke, a reflexive person pressed me to the bed, and he clasped my hand tightly, "What's wrong?" Now regretted it? So why are you trading with me? I'm telling you, it's all late. ”
"Now that you have taken the money and signed the contract, you should be professional! Don't be like a dead fish! Mu Jingchen squeezed my jaw tightly, and I almost couldn't breathe in pain.
Every word in his words was like thousands of needles, and they pierced into my heart so carefully that there was only pain and no blood.
I obviously know that in his eyes now, he is no different from those young ladies, they are just greedy for money, and they are all humiliating themselves.
The first time I was willing, it was because I missed him too much, and I couldn't control myself too much.
However, I really couldn't bear Mu Jingchen treating me like this.
I can't stand it, I really can't stand it...... If I do this again, I'm going to really go crazy!
I don't know what's going on, is it crying and fainting?
My eyes went black, and suddenly I lost consciousness.
When I woke up, I found myself in a hospital bed.
A female nurse was giving me an infusion, and when she saw that I had opened my eyes, she smiled and said to me, "Are you finally awake?" It's about to make your husband anxious, no, I heard the doctor say that you can only drink porridge now, and now I'm going to buy porridge for you. ”
My husband? Qianye? How can it be...... Could it be Mu Jingchen? No, no, no, it's even more impossible......
Turning his head to look out of the door again, Mu Jingchen was standing there, and he was really carrying a disposable packed lunch box in his hand.
The next second, he turned around and went outside.
I'm shocked, he's not going to be angry again, is he? I didn't do anything.
The little nurse was still smiling just now, but now she was smiling very happily, "Look at what a good boy, and he is still shy!" ”
Boy? I admit that Mu Jingchen is quite small, but shy...... This word doesn't seem to be in line with him.
Besides, I only have a heavy bitterness in my heart now, where can I dare to say a word.
Not to mention telling the nurse that I was just the woman he bought.
Does he still love me? This...... It's something I can't even imagine.
After the female nurse left, Mu Jingchen came in......