Chapter 21: You Are Not Worthy of Love

"I ......" Looking at Mu Jingchen's face, I couldn't spit out a word for a long time.

"Jian Keyin, I really underestimated you! In the blink of an eye, you will make people up and down the hospital think that you are my wife! ”

I'm confused, what do you mean? I didn't do anything......

"I ......"

"You what you! You remembered for me, you just wanted to buy it, it's better to be more restrained, don't get me in trouble! ”

Why don't I understand?

The slightest relationship with a woman like me who betrayed herself will make Mu Jingchen feel very embarrassed and ugly.

"I remember, don't worry, I won't say anything."

Mu Jingchen glanced at me lightly, and his gaze was a little strange.

"Also, you have increased my investment again and again, and I am ready for high interest rates." When the words fell, Mu Jingchen closed the door and walked out of the hospital directly.

The bowl of hot black rice porridge was left in front of me, I don't know, what does this mean?

At night, in my dazed sleep, I suddenly smelled a familiar smell, which was Mu Jingchen's domineering and seemingly fresh blended together.

This is the taste that belongs to Mu Jingchen, and it is something that I will never forget in my life.

He didn't wake me up, as if he was just standing on the edge of the bed and looking at me.

Slowly, I felt his fingers gently resting on my skin, looking here and there, not like intimate foreplay between lovers, but like a doctor examining the wounds of an injured patient.

So I didn't think about it, but when he touched the wound, it would still hurt.

The place where he stayed at the moment, if I remember correctly, was smashed by his mother-in-law last time when he threw a teacup.

I don't know how many wounds and wounds there are on my body, and how many wounds are good and good. It was not only the mother-in-law who whipped all kinds of sharp objects and smashed them, but also those kicked by Qianye.

Last time, he knew that I had multiple wounds, but he never bothered to ask.

This time, what's going on?

I kept praying in my heart that Mu Jingchen would stop looking for my wounds.

Because I can show my wounds to anyone but him.

And he must have sensed the tightness in my body, and he didn't continue to examine the wound.

It was as if I heard an extremely subtle sigh that made my heart tremble.

Mu Jingchen, does he still feel sorry for me?

I wanted to open my eyes and ask him, but I was also scared to hear a hurtful answer from his mouth.

After a while, my head was hot, and a warm palm covered the top of my hair, gently rubbing the thin bangs on my forehead with a sultry temperature.

Whenever I am sad or frustrated, Mu Jingchen will always comfort me like this and touch my head...... Say he's there, don't be afraid.

Just such a simple and familiar action drew tears from my eyes.

I quickly pretended to roll over and buried my head in the quilt.

I'm really scared, he's going to find out......

The heart is soft and soft, and it seems that the thing called love is about to move again.

"Jingchen, I like you, I really like you......"

I don't know how many times I've said this sentence, from verbal to heart......

And now, I can't help but mumble to myself.

Do I still want to convey this love to him?

I didn't want to, but I was heard by Mu Jingchen.

"Like me, you don't deserve it!" His six words were as cold as ice, and I suddenly opened my eyes with great sorrow.

Oh, yes.

I don't deserve it, I don't deserve to say such things again since three years ago.

Now that I am someone else's wife, I am even less worthy to love him and not worthy to be by his side.

It seems that I almost misunderstood his behavior again, and he doesn't love me anymore......

It's true.

I could feel that he had withdrawn all his movements at the moment, and was looking at me condescendingly.

I could feel his burning gaze, as if to remind me that I was just a woman he bought, and that I should not think too much about it.

With a slight movement, my quilt slipped.

I didn't dare to let him know that he was awake, so I continued to sleep.

After a while, Mu Jingchen stepped forward intimately and gently picked up the quilt and covered it for me.

Still so worried about me, aren't you? Fear I'm going to catch a cold again, right?

However, does Mu Jingchen really still love me?

If you don't love me, what is this series of actions tonight?

If you love me, then what are these hurtful words?

"How many times have I told you! I paid you for your physical needs, not to send you to the hospital repeatedly! ”

His cold voice reached my ears, and my heart trembled slightly.

It turns out that I misunderstood something again.

However, I am not reconciled! I'm really not reconciled!

I don't believe it, he's so ruthless, and he leaves me alone to sink in my memories!

I don't believe it, he hasn't investigated why I left him and why I said those hurtful things.

How helpless I am, he will understand me, won't he?

In the end, I mustered up the courage, still holding the last trace of fantasy, and asked Mu Jingchen for consolation, "Jingchen...... At least, you used to love me, didn't you? ”