Chiba's insight: You are my only support, and in the days to come, I will only live for you...... You are more important than myself.

"Crying Every Dinner" / 2016-02-23

Think about the things you can cry about, so many things to think about, it's easy to cry out, and find out that you are unwilling to strengthen your heart, recognize the cruelty of reality, repay your kindness and owe favors, and be worthy of all the people who have helped you and those who have expectations for you......

I found that this is very helpful to control the temptation to prevent addiction, so that I can feel at ease and start my daily life at this stage, and it is also very helpful to say goodbye to laziness and not make excuses to be strict with myself, so as to develop good habits at each stage, complete plans and expectations, make myself satisfied, and achieve the ideal self, do not know that this is not the best but cannot control yourself, do not watch the reality of yourself gradually go away but sigh and can't do anything.

This life can be divided into many stages, each different stage of the daily and weekly are different, for the previous stage of good and bad memories are precious, for the upcoming and full of unknown next stage is always looking forward to, the latter stage wants to go back to the previous stage to do the previous stage of daily life, it is impossible, even in the previous stage is a tedious repetition of the daily things over and over again, for people who have to step into the next period of life with the passage of time, It is impossible to experience this situation again, but I can only sigh and never go back.

At this stage, it is still going on for a long time, and when it is still in the previous stage, it is full of expectations for this stage of life, and now I feel that it is nothing more than that, but it is just a change of routine, and I will feel tired and tired of doing more every day every week, and I am not as curious and full of holy spirit as I imagined, and the meaning of adventure is naturally much lighter. I am still looking forward to the next stage of my life, and I am a little worried about the unknown.

"Dead in the Battle" / 2016-02-23

From the bottom of my heart, I want to know all the book knowledge about titanium and minerals and the knowledge applied in the factory, which is very good, this is my field of study, if I don't know more, how can I get to that level?

To find a method that can be used to replace the existing production methods of the factory, it is simply difficult to climb to the sky, even if you know that you are strong, you should fight, even if you are incapable, even if you know that it is impossible to get any good results, even if you die, you will die on the battlefield, instead of living in decadence, and live in worry and worry all your life, after all, since it is your own job at this stage, there is no way, and it is not good to rely too much on others.

"It turns out to be so happy to be the original self" / 2016-02-24

It turns out to be so happy to be the original self, what kind of comfort is that, what kind of comfort it is to be in a previous life or when you were just born, for a long time, for a long time, you haven't experienced it, countless times of building, countless times of destruction, so long, so long a trough, you can't blame me for the collapse, I can't do anything about it, I am doing what I want, and I feel similar to what I want to do, especially now that the confusion in the hobby of writing is solved, plus the recognition of people who have been recognized.

It's just the beginning, it's just the original self, and there's nothing surprising about it.