Chapter 137: Paying Yourself to the Other Party
The final exam is approaching, this is the last big exam in the second year of high school, and the quality of the results will directly affect the school's various promotions for them after they are promoted to the third year of high school.
Although he is very sure of himself, Lu Yao's grades are a little worse, if they want to go to the same university in the future, unless he deliberately follows her to take the exam.
Although for Lu Yao's sake, he can completely ignore his future and future, he will accompany her to take the exam in whichever university she wants to be admitted to.
But if he could, he still hoped that the two of them could go to the best university together.
Although Lu Yun never made any demands on himself in studying or going to university, he privately hoped that he could do better.
Just as Lu Yao has always laughed at and thought, he doesn't care what he is, whether he is excellent or mediocre, but he cares about Lu Yun's face, he knows that there are many people who are waiting to see his good show, see him make a fool, and discredit the Lu family and the Yin family.
Lu Junfeng wanted to make Lu Yun feel that it was the right choice to bring him home.
He knew that it was Lu Yun who "chose" himself, so that he could have the opportunity to come to Lu Yao's side in his life.
Until now, he is still afraid, if Lu Yun didn't choose him at the beginning, then he should still live on a remote island far from the bustling city of S City, like his grandparents, living his mediocre and lonely life, like every insignificant grain of gravel on the seaside, the only fantasy is the dreamlike "blue tears".
Even if it wasn't him, Lu Yun would definitely find another person to stay by Lu Yao's side.
Moreover, he can only get closer to the Yin family by relying on his own efforts, at least let those who are waiting to see his good show shut up, and make them feel that Lu Yao will not be wronged when he is with him!
It was late at night, but he was still sitting at his desk and sorting out the physics notes for her for the whole school year.
Lu Yao is very smart, but she has no patience, she has a solid foundation in addition to language and mathematics since she was a child, and she can still eat the old book, but the foundation of physics is not very solid.
In Lu Junfeng's view, the most important thing in the college entrance examination is the foundation, what three rounds of five rounds of review method, in the final analysis, is to consolidate the basic knowledge over and over again.
There is one thing that Lu Junfeng and Lu Yao have the same opinion-
College Entrance Examination: It is countless people crowded on a single-plank bridge that is in danger of collapsing at any time, and every day there will be people who are brutally squeezed off the bridge and drowned in the torrent, and they can only step on this wooden bridge by consolidating the basic knowledge as much as possible.
And he will firmly hold Lu Yao's hand, so that she will not lose herself a single step, without fear of being squeezed by the people around her, and not afraid of the invasion of the storm, they will move forward together and finally reach the other side.
He made the outline as detailed and easy to understand as possible, and it was best for her to read it once she could grasp it, so that she would not be afraid to throw it aside.
He spent far more time and energy on doing these chores for her than he did on his own.
"Ohm's law of closed circuits...... "Lu Yao's knowledge of electricity is the worst, which is also a common problem for many girls, and he feels that he should do a good job of annotating this aspect of knowledge."
He used to write with a fountain pen, and halfway through writing, he found that the pen ran out of water, but for some reason the bottle of blue-black ink suddenly fell off his hand and fell on the desk, and the ink stains soaked the notebook on the desk in an instant......
He quickly took a tissue to wipe it, and then wiped it, and everything he had just written was all paste.
He had a slight habit of cleanliness and wanted to tear up the soiled page and rewrite it, but found that the ink stains had soaked the entire notebook, and it was already impossible to salvage.
Sitting at the desk, he didn't know how long he was stunned, and he suddenly threw the notebook in his hand into the trash.
He went to the bathroom to wash his hands again, and when his hands were wet and wanted to use hand sanitizer, he remembered that Lu Yao had taken away all her things in the bathroom of the master bedroom just now.
Her hand sanitizer, her weird bottles and cans that smell good, her towels, her slippers, her little hairpins and little combs......
When he opened the door and stood in the hallway of the two rooms, he was a little overwhelmed, and he asked himself: What do I want to do when I open the door?
There wasn't a single light coming through the crack in the door of the room, so was she already asleep?
Lu Junfeng tried to push the door of the small room, but found that the door was locked!
"Then do everything you can to win her!"
"Is winning or losing, right or wrong, now more important than your separation in the future?"
"In your opinion, how many times in your life will you have the opportunity to find the person you love the most?"
Xia Xianwen's words were like a spell, lingering in his mind, he knew that he had done something wrong, very wrong, so wrong that he didn't deserve her forgiveness at all.
He didn't dare to ask for her forgiveness, no matter if she scolded herself or beat herself, even if it was a cold war with herself, he could accept it.
He can give her some time, and they can always slowly wear it off, even if she thinks she is the culprit who killed her mother, isn't she still in love with herself?!
She had said that she didn't care about the outcome of this contest at all, and she had promised to stay by her side, since this matter had no effect on anyone, he was just a ghost who had been confused for such a time, why couldn't he get by!!
Why did she look at herself with such an indifferent expression, the way she looked at him was even more disgusting than when she first came to this house!
She also took all her things from his room, was she going to ignore him completely?
He didn't believe that she could ignore him, because he knew herβ
Lu Yao has long been inseparable from himself!
Lu Yao actually didn't fall asleep, she just threw herself on the bed and threw herself into the darkness, so that she could calm down and go through the recent events from beginning to end.
She wanted to find out the reason and motive for him to do that, she didn't deny that her heart was eager to find an excuse for him, an excuse that she couldn't refute and overturn, and then when she woke up the next day, she could tell him without any guilt: "Ah Feng, that incident is over, I have forgiven you." β
Lu Yao thought about it for a long time, took out this matter for analysis over and over again, and finally found a reason for him-
He was afraid that she would leave her! He likes her and loves her, so he does it!
It's her bad that makes him insecure all the time, it's all her fault, you can't blame him......
Lu Yao was in a daze, the tears in the corners of her eyes had not completely dried, and she vaguely heard the sound of turning the key, and she realized that she had locked the door just now......
But who is opening her door?
"Ah...... Hmmm......"
Lu Yao was just about to speak, but her mouth was blocked by a pair of cold hands indistinctly, and at the same time she smelled a familiar smell.
After knowing that it was him, she just wanted to relax her heart, but she was violently mentioned again in the next second!
Lu Junfeng pressed Lu Yao's chest with his elbow, pressed her hard against the bed, and covered her mouth.
Lu Yao couldn't speak, and could only make a "whine" sound between his fingers.
He knew that Lu Yao was questioning and begging for mercy from him, because he was pressing on her with a lot of force, and it must have crushed her chest.
But he didn't care, he instead increased his strength in Lu Yao's resistance and struggle.
He thought sadly in his heart: You hurt, I hurt more than you!!
Her light blue pajamas were washed, and she was wearing a white Korean nightdress today, and he tugged at the hem of the skirt with his other hand.
"Woo woo woo-" Lu Yao's eyes widened in horror, and he struggled even more violently!
Even in a room without lights, even if it was just imagination, every cell in his body could intuitively feel her beauty.
Her shiny white skin, her slender waist, her long, straight legs, and ...... The forbidden area he had snuck into that time......
"Ah Yao ......" his whole body was pressed on her, and at the end of May in the south, he was already sleeping in short-sleeved shorts.
His hand kept covering her mouth, because he didn't want to hear a word from this little mouth at all, she just had to listen to him!
"Ah Yao, I apologize, this matter is indeed not good for me, if I had known that you were willing to give up going abroad for me, I would never be stupid enough to do such a thing," he leaned down and kissed her pair of crescents, swallowing all her tears into his stomach, he swallowed all the bitterness, and said in a resolute tone, "But Ah Yao, I don't regret it!" β
He asked her, "Aren't you at all wrong?" If you're wrong, are you supposed to pay for it? β
His hand was at the side of his waist, a place he was no stranger to, he had rubbed ointment on her, rubbed his hands together during her aunt's time.
But this time, he decided not to stop there.
"Woooooooo
"Shhh......hhh
And his current state seems to exist only in his own subjective consciousness, he seems to have no sense of the outside world at all, including the people who are frantically resisting under him, and his voice is tender compared to his violence.
He said: "Ah Yao, don't resist or struggle, otherwise you will be hurt, and I will feel distressed when you are injured." Ah Yao, do you remember, you said that if I wanted to do something to you, you would cooperate with me. β
Lu Yao closed his eyes in great fear and despair, and tears slipped uncontrollably from his eyes and landed on the back of Lu Junfeng's hand.
Every tear of her was like a needle, piercing the back of his hand and his heart, but he didn't feel any pain anymore, and even if it hurt, he didn't care!
He propped up his upper body slightly, his eyes wandered over Lu Yao, and he murmured: "Ah Yao, do you know how beautiful you are......"
As if he had thought of something interesting, he suddenly chuckled in a low voice, "Although you are not prepared for me to touch your clothes...... But you're just talking, and you never care if I touch it or not...... You only wore that big underwear five years ago, but now you're ......."
"Ah Yao......" He leaned down again, pressed his face against her neck, and choked up, "After tonight, we will really be together, I don't have to fear that you will leave me, and you don't have to worry that I will do anything to deceive you again." You just said that we are clear, yes, we will clear up after tonight.
"Ah Yao, let's compensate each other for each other! From tomorrow, I ...... with you All the misunderstandings, embarrassments and hurts of the two of us in the past will turn the page...... Let's start again, Yao, my Yao, after this night, everything will be better, you trust me......"