When Lu Yao was ten years old, he followed his father to a small island thousands of miles away from home, and on the original trajectory of his life, he suddenly deviated from the established course and met a boy named "Lu Junfeng".

But the little girl Lu Yao only regarded the little boy Lu Junfeng as a novel accident and deviation, all of which can be erased and corrected.

But three years later, this "accident and deviation" smashed on her head impartially, not only robbing her of the love of her life, but also completely subverting her entire life trajectory.

She went from hating him, resenting him, ignoring him, sympathizing with him, until finally falling in love with him.

Along the way, Lu Yao stumbled, honestly afraid, but she never regretted it, she had all her feelings for him from the bottom of her heart, and she never had a trace of deception.

Lu Yao has the bloodline in her bones that the Yin family will not be afraid or hide, when she hates him, she wishes that he would disappear from her eyes without a trace, and after she fell in love with him, she was determined that she would never leave him half a step away in her life.

Lu Yao understood from the moment he accepted Lu Junfeng's heart that he had already fallen in love with this person.

If she had traced her roots, perhaps she would have found that on that island as early as the summer vacation of third grade, they were trapped in a health center that could be swept away at any moment because of a typhoon, when she sat starved at her humble desk.

From the first stroke of her name, the man had taken root in the depths of her heart.

She has even begun to plan their future, Lu Junfeng is an adopted child of the Lu family, and nominally bears the title of her brother, if Lu Yun and her grandfather disagree, then she will take him away.

When he is an adult, they can go out, they can apply for a full scholarship to go out, but there is also a little money left to her when her mother died, this money Lu Yun will not touch, he will hand it over to him when she is able to handle the finances.

No matter how poor they are, they can't get a scholarship, they can't get that money, they can go homeless, there is always a place where they can settle down.

For the rest of their lives, whether they are poor or stormy, they will live hand in hand.

After Lu Junfeng took the spare key to open her door without her permission, covered her mouth without giving her any chance to explain, and after he told her plainly that he would hurt her, all of the above Lu Yao's eagerness and fantasies about this person disappeared into the dark room bit by bit.

The north room, where the curtains are drawn, is not visible, and even the south in May exuds a chilling coldness.

Lu Yao's tears seemed to have dried up, and she didn't have any strength to resist the already stunned person who was pressing on her, she even chose to close her eyes and let herself calmly accept what was about to happen.

When Lu Junfeng finally got the last moment of release from his body and heart, he began to slowly calm down.

Lu Yao had already stopped resisting, and he didn't have to restrain her anymore, and he didn't have to cover her mouth.

After everything was over, he buried his whole face in Lu Yao's cold shoulder socket, tears pouring in.

"Ah Yao...... I'm sorry...... Forgive me! This is the first time that Lu Junfeng, a person who is accustomed to hiding his emotions and is always considered indifferent and ruthless, has collapsed in front of Lu Yao.

The weight of his body on top of her almost crushed her.

Lu Yao's hand was raised, stopping at the back of his head half an inch, and in the forbearance that almost broke her lower lip, she withdrew her hand inch by inch.

Lu Yao's unusually calm voice sounded in the darkness, "I don't blame you. ”

Hearing this, he raised his head and looked at her in disbelief.

After a long time of acclimatizing to the darkness, she could already make a rough view of the outline of his face, so she looked back in the direction of the eyes she had once loved the most, and calmly said to him, "Just now...... Didn't you succeed? ”

Lu Yao's words made Lu Junfeng shy and guilty for a while.

Because it was the first time, he was extremely nervous and scared, so before he caused substantial damage to Lu Yao, everything was already over, although Lu Yao's words were ugly, but it was a fact.

And he didn't know whether to be relieved or ashamed.

It is gratifying that after he sobered up, he began to reflect on his forcible actions against Lu Yao's wishes, if he succeeded just now, then Lu Yao would inevitably hate himself for the rest of his life, and he might really lose this person.

And the nature of shame is...... As a man, there is no one who does not care about such a mistake.

Lu Yao didn't want to experience the complicated thoughts and contradictions in this man's heart now, she was pressed by him so painfully, as if her ribs were about to be broken, she tried to push his body.

Only then did Lu Junfeng realize that his whole body was pressed on her slender body, and she must have been very uncomfortable after being pressed for so long.

"I'm sorry......" He propped up his upper body and distanced himself from her.

His retreat set Lu Yao's chest free again, and she couldn't help but take a few deep breaths, and after calming down, she quickly ripped off her nightdress to cover her body.

Lu Junfeng wanted to touch her face, but she slapped it away hard.

Lu Yao almost gritted his teeth and spit out a word-

"Get out!"

"Ah Yao, I ......"

"What? Want to do it again? Lu Yao snorted coldly, "Lu Junfeng, you can't!" ”

Lu Junfeng's back stiffened.

"Lu Junfeng, I gave you a chance, but you can't do it yourself, so ...... Get off me! ”

Lu Junfeng's hand on Lu Yao's side pulled the sheet in his hand so hard, as if he wanted to tear it apart!

But he finally left Lu Yao as he said, he stood by the bed, condescendingly watching Lu Yao lying on the bed with an indifferent face.

"You're not going to forgive me anymore, are you?"

Lu Yao didn't answer him.

"Ah Yao, tell me, what was wrong with me?" He was unwilling, even if he understood that when he walked out of this room, his Ah Yao might no longer belong to him, he still hoped to tell this person all the feelings in his heart.

Over the years, he felt that it was useless to say a lot of things, rather than telling her to her, it was better to prove to her with actions how much he cared about her and liked her, he would not be those clever quibbles, the temptation of rhetoric, he always felt that he and his Ah Yao did not need this.

But the result of his forbearance was that as soon as he did something wrong, she wiped out all his past efforts, and didn't even give him a chance to explain and start over.

Why is she always the one who can choose to enter and exit in their relationship, and why is he willing to accept the decision she makes!

Lu Junfeng's compromised questioning made her feel as if she had heard some joke.

Lu Yao sat up from the bed, she wanted to turn on the bedside light, but her hand was held down by Lu Junfeng.

"Ah Yao, don't turn on the lights." He didn't want her to see how embarrassed he was at the moment.

Lu Yao withdrew his hand from his palm little by little.

Accompanied by her cold voice: "You actually asked me, what is wrong with you?" Well, I'll tell you! ”

"You keep saying that even if I leave you in the future, you will like me forever and ever, did I force you to make such a promise to me? Lu Junfeng, this is what you are willing! But you think that I want to go abroad as a betrayal of you! Do you know, in fact, I have already decided to give up going abroad, and after meeting Tang Fei that time, I have already decided to stay by your side! ”

"But what have you done to me? You know that I hate others for deceiving me the most, but you not only lied to me, but also did such shameless things! How happy I was when I realized that you could enter F Middle School, not because Lu Yuntong had used improper means! I hate these indiscriminate methods so much! But what did you do? You make me feel dark, mean, disgusting! ”

"Evil ...... Heart? Lu Yao's last two words made Lu Junfeng feel a stab in his heart, he thought that she had thought of herself so badly?

"Isn't it?" Lu Yao stood up and stood in front of him, the two of them facing each other at a distance close to each other's bodies.

She could even clearly feel that he was trying his best to restrain his anger at the moment, but she didn't care, she continued to say to him, "Actually, I have decided to forgive you just now, and after you did those things that I hate the most, I still chose to forgive you!" But what did you do? Lu Junfeng, you actually think that you are not wrong at all in doing those things, but instead put all the fault on me?! But am I wrong to let you be so ...... Treat me like that! You can do whatever you want, whether I want it or not, right? Lu Junfeng, you don't actually love me, you just ...... Want to get me! ”

"Ah Yao, that's how you see me, right?" He asked her word for word.

He reached out and picked up a strand of hair from her shoulder and put it on the tip of his nose, sniffing deeply, "Ah Yao, you repeat what you just said." ”

Lu Yao slapped his hand away in disgust and stepped back.

"You said that we are two clear, that's right, two clear! From now on, you cross your single-plank bridge and I will take my Yangguan Road, and there will be no more relations between us! ”

"It's ridiculous," he said, ignoring her disgust, grabbed her wrist and pulled her back to him, putting his face to her ear and growling, "You don't want to! ”

Lu Yao turned his face sideways, trying to keep himself away from this person's clamp.

Lu Junfeng ignored her resistance, grabbed her hands tightly in his hands, and he leaned towards her slowly.

Faced with his strong approach, she stepped back until her calf hit the bedpost.

"You want to do it again, don't you?" Lu Yao struggled, twisting his wrist that was controlled by him, but he refused to relax a little, allowing her wrist to be strangled.

If it was before, she would cry and cry to him, and he would blow softly for her in distress.

"In your mind, I'm already a 'disgusting' person if I don't do it again, what's the difference!!"

Lu Junfeng cut one of her hands behind her, he clasped her slender wrists with one hand, and pulled Lu Yao's nightdress after one hand was free.

This time, Lu Yao was not gagged, but she didn't care about shouting, but directly opened her mouth and bit Lu Junfeng's shoulder.

Lu Yao tried his best to vent all his resentment and fear on the thin shoulders under his mouth, but Lu Junfeng didn't seem to feel the piercing pain coming from his shoulders!

Because he was already desperate, she could still forgive herself for this person, and they felt deep despair that they could go back to the way before!

He had already felt the heart-rending pain brought to him by this person more than once, so what was the physical pain!