After that day, Lu Yao almost cut off all contact with his father except that he couldn't afford his own tuition and living expenses.

Throughout the winter vacation, she stayed in a dormitory without heating and air conditioning, except for eating and sleeping and reading books, and the whole person was buried in the pile of books.

During this period, Xiao Meng contacted her once, because they knew each other too well, but they couldn't say words of comfort and persuasion.

The winter vacation is probably the most idle period after Lu Yao went to college.

Except for Chinese New Year's Eve, fireworks all over the city woke her up from the bed.

She stood on the balcony with her clothes shivering and watched for a while, so cold that her upper and lower teeth were shivering, Lu Yao suddenly found that the winter in China was too cold, whether it was S City or the Second Medical University, it was so cold that it was unbearable, if she had the opportunity in the future, she must choose a place where there would never be a winter to live.

The rumors did not end because of Lu Yun's arrival, but because of his status as the director of a big hospital, Lu Yao was pushed to the forefront.

They think that in addition to Lu Yao being a green tea who pretends to be pure and pretending to be innocent and high, and is in his bones, even those good grades are fake.

They couldn't see Lu Yao studying hard in the school library, and they couldn't see her notebook reference books that were about to fill a room, in their eyes, she relied on her father's relationship to be far ahead in the elite Second Medical University.

They said that her father was not only the director of a large hospital, but also had a close relationship with some big leaders of the domestic medical department, and even the president of the Second Medical University could not be ignored.

Therefore, the school punished the students who passed the photos most "positively", and after the so-called investigation of the facts, it was determined that Lu Yao's past roommates had done a lot of excessive things, so that Lu Yao finally couldn't bear it anymore.

From sympathy, questioning, contempt, to final disgust, their behavior towards Lu Yao gradually escalated.

Not only was it rumored that her grades were cheating, but some people also said that she was admitted to the Second Medical University because of her father's relationship.

Because her college entrance examination score that year was not at all below the school's score line, this is simply a nailed evidence, independent extra points are the school's right, no one will care about whether Lu Yao met the school's bonus point conditions at that time, as long as her father holds the power, and her score is indeed not up to standard, it is enough to prove all the rumors.

In addition to the classmates around her, gradually even some teachers looked at her with sarcasm!

Lu Yao is not noisy, does not argue, does not resist, because there is only one last thing left in her heart, that is, to go abroad, to country M, to UC, to find him!

Lu Yao thought that her heart was already as hard as iron, abandoned and hurt by the person she loved the most, she could still convince herself to cheer up, force herself to suppress all her grief, break her teeth and swallow it in her stomach, so strong that sometimes even she felt like a monster.

She resisted the dirty water they had poured on her, the trash they had dumped at the door of her dorm, the ink they had spilled on the door.

But that night, because she had a fever and couldn't eat, she ran to the back gate of the school to buy porridge, and was blocked by several boys at the back door, forcing her to a corner where there were no street lights and no one would notice.

They forced her to undress, they took out their phones and shot at her, the glare of the flash made her raise her hand to cover her eyes!

They were saying nasty and vicious words as they reached out and pulled her hair, touched her face, and pulled her collar.

If it weren't for someone passing by and scaring them away, Lu Yao couldn't imagine what else they would do to him!

These people understand that Lu Yao can't treat them like this, even if she denounces them in the end, what can they do?

She didn't know them at all, she didn't even know how many people there were, what their names were, and what majors they were, so did she want to report all the boys in the Second Medical University to the school?

That night, on the way from the back door to the bedroom, Lu Yao looked as usual, calm and composed, as if nothing had happened.

But when she closed the door of her bedroom, her back against the door began to weaken, and she slowly crouched down and hugged herself tightly with her arms.

There were people living in the surrounding bedrooms, and she knew that she would be known if she made any movement here, so she bit her lower lip until she was drenched in blood, and her grief and suppressed cry leaked out of her arm little by little......

In the year after Lu Junfeng left, Lu Yao experienced the death of his grandfather, and he was afraid that his grandmother would touch the scene, so Mr. Tang Jingbo took her to Malaysia.

After my grandfather left, the seemingly unrelated but very clear and unmistakable rumors and rumors that started from Lu Yao began to ferment with Dean Lu.

To be able to sit in this position, no one can pick themselves clean.

From the beginning of the investigation of the unknown whereabouts of a sum of funds, to the medical accident that occurred when he was in Pingtan that year, and the immoral relationship between him and the intern nurse in the hospital when he was young, under such a large-scale "exposure", Lu Yun, who had only been the dean for more than a year, was suspended without pay and waiting for the arrangement of the unit.

Only then did Lu Yun understand that he was so resistant to the help of the Yin family back then, but in the end, the Yin family was defeated and the Yin family was defeated.

After the scandal of the Lu family was exposed, Lu Yao couldn't stay in school at all, she followed the school's advice to take a year off, and when she dragged her luggage home, she saw a room full of wine bottles.

Her dad gave up on himself completely.

She didn't understand at the time, how big the blow was after he gave up all his beliefs in exchange for the opportunity to realize his ideals was shattered, Lu Yao at that time only felt that he did not have anything worthy of the sympathy of others, he could not live for his own evil, and everyone should pay the due price for what he had done.

Twenty years ago, when he lost a husband and father to a family because of his mistakes, he should have made a confession, but now he is just paying back the principal and interest.

Lu Yao watched coldly as he numbized herself day by day in alcohol, and she soaked in the city library all day because she didn't want to see him.

When she came home one day, she found that the door of her house had been smashed, and Lu Yun was sitting on the ground with her face covered in blood.

Lu Yun comforted her with a mouth full of wine: It's okay, it's okay, Dad beat them away, and they won't come back in the future.

Lu Yao later knew from the fingers of the neighbors around her that her father seemed to be greedy for a sum of money, but in fact, it was not greedy, but the money that should have been used to buy a batch of important medical equipment was misappropriated for other purposes.

However, others did not know the truth about Lu Yun's embezzlement of public funds, and only knew that he was greedy for money, even for patients' money, which really broke his conscience.

Since then, the Lu family has never lived in peace, either there is a water and power outage, or someone knocks on the door in the middle of the night, Lu Yao feels that if their family doesn't live on the sixteenth floor, I'm afraid someone will climb in from the balcony and smash their house to pieces.

Lu Yun was called to investigate over and over again, and every time he came back, he had to get drunk for a few days, Lu Yao didn't dare to tell his grandmother about these things, and the father and daughter hid in their home in S City and worked silently day by day.

She can still survive because she believes that one day she will be able to end this, as long as she can get out, find him, be with him again, and all the things she is going through now will not matter.

But in the end, even that hope was dashed.

Lu Yao's visa was denied, and the visa office did not give her a reason for the refusal, but only implicitly asked her if anyone in her immediate family was involved in the economic case.

Lu Yao didn't know how he got home, Lu Yun was not there, there were no piles of wine bottles at home, and even the smell of wine was much lighter, the balcony was full of freshly washed clothes, and the kitchen and bathroom were spotless.

When Lu Yao arrived at the hospital, Lu Yun's operation was almost over, and this time he was no longer the one who stood on the operating table and was able to strategize with ease, but lay on the cold operating table silently.

On the night of Lu Yun's death, Lu Yao called Lu Junfeng all night.

In Lu Yao's short life of 20 years, she has experienced more than one death, but every time someone is by her side, they teach her to be strong, to be brave for the sake of others around her, you have to endure grief, you have to carry the weight forward.

But when Lu Yun also left her, she didn't know who else could let her continue to hold on, or if anyone still cared about herself.

She desperately needed someone to be by her side, so she dialed the phone number for the first time a year after he left, which she didn't dare to call.

She wanted to tell him that her father was dead, she didn't know what to do, there was no one in the country, and she didn't dare to call her grandmother, and her grandmother's health deteriorated after her grandfather's death, so she could only look for him.

She will very sincerely ask him to take the time to return to China, help herself through this difficult period together, will not delay him for a long time, as long as she finishes her father's funeral, he can go back, she will not lose face, will not let him leave.

She would tell him that she was no longer the wayward lady she used to be, that she had changed so much in his absence, that he would not believe that she would boil her own water, wash her clothes, and clean her room......

How could Lu Yao be able to make a call to Junfeng, he didn't open international roaming at all before going abroad, so she would never be able to get through his domestic mobile phone number, and after he arrived in country M, the school re-issued a local calling card for him, and the domestic mobile phone number was long gone.

Of course, Lu Yao would not know his mobile phone number in country M.

In the darkest days of Lu Yao's life, at the moment when she gave herself the last glimmer of hope, after understanding that she had lost Lu Junfeng's contact, she finally began to pick up the attachment that she should have let go of a long time ago.

In the early hours of the morning, in the corridor outside the operating room, Lu Yao put the dead mobile phone back in his clothes pocket, took a deep breath and stood up from the ground.

As soon as Lu Yun's funeral was finished, Lu Yao sold the house, took the money and repaid part of the funeral money, and the remaining half was transferred to the account of a distant relative of her grandmother in XX City.

She also made a special trip to Cixx City, and heard that the son of a distant relative, named Qin Yao, was admitted to F University.

Lu Yao hid in the dark and peeked at him, far away, he couldn't see his appearance clearly, let alone his eyebrows and eyes looked like himself, but he felt that he was so smart that he didn't know who to follow.

She has always buried this matter deep in her heart, and even Fang Yuan didn't miss a word.

When Fang Yuan knew that Lu Yun had died and rushed back to China, Lu Yao had already disappeared, and even after he lost his trace in Singapore, even the Tang family could not be found.

Lu Yao disappeared for ten years when he left.