Chapter 179 Fan Wai 2 Lu Junfeng 01
Every year on Halloween, UC has a tradition that each college designs a "haunted house" with its own house style, which can decorate a classroom as a scary space, or the entire building of the college can be transformed into a scary building!
This day is a sleepless night at UC, and it is also a carnival night for UC teachers and students!
Lu Junfeng was dragged by his classmates into a ghost building with the theme of "abandoned old hospital", and when he walked out of the exit, he felt that his eardrums were about to be shattered by the people around him.
"Hi Aaron, how's it going, let's get excited!" His roommate saw him come out and came up to him and high-fived him.
"Okay." In fact, what he was afraid of all the way was not the haunted house, but the screams of the female classmates around him and the fright that suddenly crashed into his arms.
"So, how does it feel?" The roommate's playful eyes swept behind Lu Junfeng, who was excitedly talking about the girls he had just seen and heard in the haunted house.
"How's that?"
"What's the matter with you, friend!" The roommate put his arm around his shoulder and said incredulously, "Don't you dare to be interested in any of them?" Those are the most punctual girls in our department! ”
Lu Junfeng pushed away his roommate with a smile and walked forward.
"Hey, there are still a couple of themed haunted houses that I haven't visited!" The roommate shouted behind him.
Lu Junfeng didn't look back, only waved his hand at him.
"How did Aaron go?" As soon as Lu Junfeng left, the roommates were surrounded by the girls.
"yes, let's go." The roommate was also quite helpless.
Today he finally pulled out this old antique who was in the same room with him.,Dull, boring, and only reading.,I thought I could create benefits for the girls in the school.,So I can realize the fantasy of one of the girls.,And this tall and handsome school bully talks about beautiful and romantic love.,Even if he has no interest in the sister.,But take advantage of the panic in the haunted house to take advantage of the girls!
But who knew this guy was so rigid......
"Girls, leave him alone, I'll take you to a more exciting haunted house!"
Lu Junfeng walked along the way, and the school was full of people, screaming and carnival, hugging and crying, and drunk and reciting poetry......
And also...... Not suitable for children.
When Lu Junfeng recognized the man, the other party also saw him at the same time.
Pushing away the people around him, he walked in front of him with swaying steps.
"Yo, it's rare to see you on a day like this." After drinking a little wine, he was drunk and hazy, and his eyebrows and eyes were charming and emotional.
But Lu Junfeng only glanced at it indifferently.
"Wait," she called to him, "I have something to say to you." ”
Autumn in California is very comfortable, but it is a little cool at night.
They sat on the lawn by the artificial lake, and she wore a small skirt with an off-the-shoulder bandeau and her shoulders shrunk from the cold.
"Do you mind?" She pulled out a cigarette.
"Mind."
"Why are you with Lu ......," a coat covered her bent legs, "and Lu Yao can't smell smoke." ”
She sneered, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and slowly exhaled.
The cyan smoke was like a mask on her face, making it impossible to peek into her heart and hide all her sorrow.
"Changed again?" Under the expressionless face, he deliberately ignored the sting in his heart when he heard the name.
She didn't care and said, "Well, this one is richer." ”
It wasn't until Xia Xianwen lit the second cigarette that Lu Junfeng couldn't help but speak.
"You just said something to me."
"What do you want to hear?"
Lu Junfeng turned his head to look at her.
Knowing that he was watching her, she suddenly "poofed", touched his thigh with her hand that was not holding a cigarette, she leaned close to his face and asked, "Do you think I'm going to talk to you...... Lu Yao's business? ”
Grabbing the hand that was touching his lap and holding it up between the eyes of the two, he looked indifferent: "Do you think you deserve to talk about her?" ”
"Hahahahaha-" Xia Xianwen withdrew her hand, not angry at all at Lu Junfeng's naked contempt, but laughed with tears in her eyes.
"Lu Junfeng, Lu Junfeng," Xia Xianwen shook her head while wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, "You are really ...... It's so hilarious! ”
She pinched the cigarette in her hand, took a deep breath, and finally stopped a sudden sad smile.
"So that's why I've always liked Lu Yao."
Lu Junfeng looked at her in confusion.
"Let's put it this way, who are you and me, Lu Junfeng and Xia Xianwen? It is a child who has been rolling in the mud since he was a child, and his whole body is dirty, and when he sees the child standing in front of him wearing a clean white dress, he can't wait to pull them down the mud puddle as well. Even if you can't pull it, you have to desperately climb ashore and rub the mud of your life on others! Selfish, vicious, inferior! ”
Xia Xianwen's gaze swept over his hands clenched into fists, although she drank too much, but the amount of alcohol was there, and that little alcohol was only enough to prompt the deepest and most authentic analysis of herself in her heart.
"Lu Yao is the child who has been wearing clean clothes since he was a child, not only that, but his heart is as pure as white paper, but how can such a clean and pure person exist in the world? So we were jealous of her, we were jealous of her, we hated her, and we couldn't see her so clean and good. Is it, Lu Junfeng? ”
"That's you, Xia Xianwen." With dry eyes open, he looked at the dark lake, unwilling to admit what she said.
"Yes, I admit that I am jealous of her, and I hate her, so I deliberately want to break up the two of you, because I know how much Lu Yao loves you and how important you are to her, but even I know something, but you still don't believe her."
Xia Xianwen once worked hard for six years to be admitted to F High School before she could be in the same school as Lu Yao, and it took nearly three years to get to know this person, but it wasn't until later that she realized that she didn't need to deal with her so hard.
Lu Yao is a stupid child, whether she loves it or not, it is all in her heart, and she is a big fool who does not hesitate to cut out her heart and give it to others!
"Lu Junfeng, do you really hate her? Hate her dad for killing your dad, causing you to be separated from your mom since childhood, and only being able to see your brother more than ten years later, or hate her for letting you be bullied and insulted since you were a child? Oh, you still hate him for carrying you and Zhang Wei's pervert behind your back, right? It's quite excessive, it's really sad to hear it! But ......"
Xia Xianwen's voice changed: "Even if your father's death is not a medical accident, but a deliberate murder by her father, his father is a heinous villain who ruined your entire life, but you understand that these have nothing to do with Lu Yao, she was not even born back then!" ”
"Don't you think it's unreasonable for you to blame her for these irreparable faults? and Zhang Wei, even I understand that those photos were taken by him forced Lu Yao! As for why Lu Yao was coerced by him, Lu Junfeng, you ask yourself, what kind of person is Lu Yao? Who can force her to let go of her self-esteem! ”
Xia Xianwen's words finally made Lu Junfeng unable to bear it anymore and stood up, but he didn't turn around and leave.
Xia Xianwen knew that this person had actually been waiting for someone to scold him, so that he could feel better. But now she's not giving him a chance to vent his pain, she's torturing this man!
She used to be complacent about being able to snatch him from Lu Yao's hands, and she also really wanted to be with him when she first arrived in country M, and even in the whole year of her freshman year, she would come to him as long as there was no class, even if it was just to accompany him from the teaching building back to the dormitory.
But Lu Junfeng never responded to himself, even if he abandoned Lu Yao and came to UC, he still wouldn't fall in love with anyone other than Lu Yao.
So she finally went from sympathizing with him and liking him to hating him completely!
If he loved that person so much, how could he bear to leave her in the first place?
left her but lived in the past, not giving himself and others a chance to start over, his cruelty to everyone made Xia Xianwen blame him for the misfortune of all three people.
No matter how much she says she loves you, your heart will never trust her, because humility has taken root in your life creed, and you can't get rid of it. In your opinion, nothing in the world is static, and no one will stay with you forever, as long as you are still Lu Junfeng, a little boy from a poor family on the island, and a lucky person who has only ascended to the sky by being adopted by others in the eyes of others, you will never dare to believe her feelings for you. Because you are afraid of losing, you choose to give up first, which is cowardly behavior! ”
"Coward......" He slowly closed his eyes, but Lu Yao's figure in front of him became clearer and clearer.
He will never forget the night she held a cold knife and threatened him with her own life not to leave.
At that time, he looked down on her so much, thinking that she was a coward who didn't even want her life because of someone else's departure! She tried her best not to let her go because she was used to taking care of her meticulously and pouring all her love into her, and she didn't want to lose it.
But then he recalled that day over and over again, the tears she shed, the sadness in her eyes, she cried and begged him not to leave, maybe it was a useless cowardice for him, but what about Lu Yao? But it was the last and most stubborn bravery she could do!
"That's right, in front of Lu Yao, we are all cowards!" Xia Xianwen really loves and hates Lu Yao to the extreme, she loves Lu Yao's high pride, and the clean and pure eyes that do not rub sand, but it is because of this that she hates such a person even more and more that she can never become.
"Even after you left, she still bravely continued to move forward, in fact, she was almost able to fulfill her wish......" Xia Xianwen sighed.
Lu Junfeng turned his head and neck with difficulty, and looked down at Xia Xianwen.
Since coming to UC, he has cut off almost all contact with the country, as long as it is about that person, he forces himself not to care, and he is resisting her and avoiding her.
He knew better that he shouldn't stay here at this moment and listen to Xia Xianwen mention that person.
However, even he didn't realize how much he missed her, even if it was just a back with long black hair and a soft and glutinous Chinese, it could make him stop......