089. Right life

Yan Xiuze stared blankly at the glass shard handed over by his father, and subconsciously caught it.

"Together...... Leaving together? Yan Xiuze's eyes were blank, and he asked a little stumblingly, "What do you mean......?"

"Take this, cut off your veins...... Yan's father's voice became even more ethereal: "Don't worry, it won't be too painful, after a short period of time, our family of three will be able to reunite forever in the true sense." ”

"Forever...... Reunion ......" Yan Xiuze stared at the piece of glass in his hand with extremely sharp edges, but he didn't move.

"What? Hurry up! Don't you feel guilty about our death? Seeing that Yan Xiuze hadn't seen the next move for a long time, Father Yan couldn't help but turn pale, and said in a low voice: "In this case, you have no other choice than to apologize for your sins with death!" Don't you love us very much? Prove it! ”

"Woo woo woo...... Xiu Ze, how can you survive in this society alone. Yan's mother, who was only half of her body left, still kept lying on the ground wiping her tears, crying and crying: "Come on, Xiu Ze...... Hurry up and break ourselves off so that our family of three can be together forever...... I can continue to take care of you. ”

Yan Xiuze's face was pale, the glass shards he was holding in his hands tightened again, and a few wisps of blood slowly flowed down from between his fingers, looking quite shocking.

But even so, he pursed his lips tightly and remained motionless.

"What are you thinking! Hurry up and kill yourself! This is your atonement! Father Yan became very irritable and yelled loudly.

"Woo woo woo...... Xiu Ze, if you die, you will be liberated forever...... I don't want to see you continue to live so tiredly. Yan's mother still kept whimpering.

"Hurry up!"

"Let's do it, Xiuze, woo woo woo woo ......"

The inducement of his parents kept eroding Yan Xiuze's mind, and his thin body seemed to be a little crumbling, and finally, under the gaze of Yan's father and mother, Yan Xiuze lowered his head, his face was gloomy, and he slowly raised the glass shard in his hand.

Mixed with the blood of the severed palm, under the reflection of the sunlight, the glass shards actually reflected a bright red amber luster, Yan Xiuze aimed the sharpest edge at his wrist vein, then thought about it, temporarily changed his mind, and moved the sharp point up to the major artery in his neck......

"Excellent! That's it...... The painful time for cutting the arteries will be shorter......" The corners of Father Yan's mouth flashed with an abnormal weird smile, his purpose was about to be achieved!

The tip of the glass shard was close to Yan Xiuze's neck, three centimeters...... Two centimeters......

One centimeter......

In the end, with less than half a centimeter left, the movements in Yan Xiuze's hands suddenly stopped, as if the time around him had been "suspended".

"Huh? What's wrong? Yan's father and mother were stunned, and asked almost in unison, "Why did you stop?" ”

Yan Xiuze, who had been keeping his head down, raised his head suddenly, and two amazing rays of light erupted in his black and white eyes, and after the light dissipated, the black pupils in his eyes actually disappeared, leaving only two pure white eyes, adding an awe-inspiring demon!

"Sorry...... I refuse to commit suicide. Yan Xiuze flicked his wrist and threw out the glass shards that were still stained with blood in his hands, his face was calm and indifferent, and he was already like the panicked high school student before!

"You! Don't you want to atone for your sins? Father Yan was stunned.

"I'm not wrong, Dad." Yan Xiuze said in a deep voice: "It wasn't me who caused the traffic accident back then...... If you hadn't insisted on going your own way at that time, you must park illegally, such a tragedy could have been avoided! ”

"Good! I understand! Father Yan's expression was hideous, and he still did not give up his plan to induce Yan Xiuze to commit suicide: "It turns out that you have been looking forward to our death from the beginning!" You unfilial son! Psychopathic! Disgusting! ”

Unbeknownst to him, Yan Xiuze shook his head, his expression was a little gloomy: "Dad, you misunderstood me." ”

"I lost my parents at the same time, and I've been an orphan ever since...... If you want to say it's not sad? How can it be! For a moment, I really wanted to leave this world with you......"

"But you didn't!" Yan Mu also stopped crying at this time and hissed.

"Yes, I didn't."

"Why?"

"Why?" Yan Xiuze's expression became a little puzzled again, he repeated his parents' previous question, chewed slowly for a while, and said with some relief: "Some things have gone wrong, I want to correct them." ”

Perhaps to cheer himself up, Yan Xiuze repeated the answer he had just given again: "Yes, I want to correct my mistakes." ”

"Error correction? Correct what is wrong! Father Yan said sharply.

"Maybe you didn't notice it...... Yan Xiuze took a deep breath and said slowly: "There are some problems in my life. ”

"Questions? What a problem! Your life has always been fixed by us on the right path! Go in the safest and brightest direction! What's the problem? ”

"That's right! Exactly! Yan Xiuze loudly interrupted Yan's father's words and shouted, "And that's exactly the problem!" ”

"Is there such a conventional rule in this world, or is there such an explicit law and regulation in Huaxia that stipulates that the blueprint of parents is the most suitable path for their children's lives?"

"How can you be sure that the path you have determined must be the right one?"

"Our decades of life experience...... It's no more ...... than you little brat."

"No, Dad, you're not right." Yan Xiuze interrupted Yan's father again: "That's your life experience, not mine." ”

"I didn't understand a concept before...... There is no right or wrong path in life. ”

Yan Xiuze paused, and then said: "Life is not a multiple-choice question in the exam, there is only one correct answer...... Whether life is right or not is only in one's own thoughts. ”

"And the point that is entangled between this thought is actually very simple, that is, whether 'I' like it or not."

"I like literature and history, but you asked me to study science that I don't like in order to have a good job in the future......

"I like music and want to learn an instrument, but you rejected it on the grounds that I was delaying my studies......"

"I liked a girl when I was in junior high school, but suddenly one day she never said a word to me again, and you are also involved in this matter, right?"

"You sacrificed my 'likes' for the sake of being 'right...... So,"

Yan Xiuze's voice was a little low:

"Is this 'correct' or 'correct'?"

Without waiting for his parents to respond, Yan Xiuze had already replied to himself: "That's right, in your opinion, this is still correct. ”

"But I don't like that kind of correctness."