088. Not qualified to live
Boom!
Another violent collision, Yan Xiuze once again experienced the bloody tragedy in front of him!
The huge truck smashed the entire car into pieces, and Yan Xiuze's parents naturally died no longer......
Just when Yan Xiuze was already a little numb and thought that he would go back in time again, he waited for a long time, but nothing happened.
"Nothing happens" here does not simply mean "there is no time back", but the whole world seems to stand still!
It's like a precision machine that is constantly running, because one of the gears gets stuck, causing the entire part of the machine to stop......
But Yan Xiuze didn't stop.
That's right, in this static world, only Yan Xiuze can move freely!
When he realized this, he dissipated the fear and sadness in his heart a little, and walked cautiously across the road......
Slowly approaching the scene of the car accident, Yan Xiuze saw that the large truck and the car were still in the same way as they were when they collided, but almost half of the car was seriously deformed, and he could even see half of his parents' bodies crushed in it......
Perhaps because of excessive sadness, Yan Xiuze looked at the still corpses of his parents, but he didn't make any sound, just covered his mouth silently.
But soon, something new takes on this static world!
I saw that Yan Xiuze's parents, who were already dead, actually broke the pause between heaven and earth, and slowly climbed out of the deformed car!
Mixed with bone chips and rotten flesh and blood, Yan Xiuze's parents looked very hideous and terrifying at this time!
"Ahh
Looking at his parents who came back from the dead, but the appearance was really frightening and disgusting, Yan Xiuze, who was only a teenager, screamed in panic, sat on the ground with his buttocks, and kept moving back, for fear that Yan's father and mother would grow fangs in an instant and bite them to death!
"Don't scream!" Half of Father Yan's face at this time had been completely smashed, and the remaining half of his mouth opened and closed, and he said with some leakage: "Don't you even know us?" ”
"You ...... Are you dead or alive? Yan Xiuze asked with a crying voice.
"We ...... We died. A hint of gloom flashed in Father Yan's eyes, and he said sullenly: "Died completely." ”
"But we didn't have to die!" Father Yan originally still had a lonely expression, but his expression became fierce in an instant, he dragged his deformed calves and took a step forward, and roared at Yan Xiuze: "You killed us!" ”
"I ...... I didn't! Yan Xiuze shook his head violently and said loudly: "It's not me!" It's the drunk driver! ”
"If you hadn't been there in the pedestrian area, how would we have been hit by a car!" Father Yan continued to press step by step, almost bringing half of his face in front of Yan Xiuze: "Besides...... You could have reminded us before! Why don't you! ”
"Sorry...... I didn't react at all......" Yan Xiuze said in a low voice.
"You're lying!" Father Yan roared.
"I didn't ......" The shadow in Yan Xiuze's heart spread again, as if it was about to engulf his heart entirely......
"Woo woo woo woo ......" At this moment, a female whimper sounded, Yan Xiuze looked to the side, it was his mother who only had half of his upper body left lying on the ground crying faintly......
"Husband...... Since we're all dead, don't blame the children anymore......" Yan's mother wiped her tears and sobbed.
"Mom......" Yan Xiuze's eyes were wet, and he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart when he thought that he might never see his mother again after that......
"But I thought that I would never see my son again...... Woo woo woo woo ......" Yan Mu cried: "Besides, if there is no us...... What should the son do in the future when he is alone in the world? ”
Oh, yes...... Oh, yes...... I have become an orphan without a father and mother, and no one will escort my life again, so how can I face this sinister world? When Yan Xiuze heard this, he also fell into a long period of melancholy, his future changed from a straight and flat road with no end in sight to a large fog that might be full of thorns and reefs, and this teenager who was only a teenager lost his direction for the future for the first time.
"Poor boy! How are you going to survive in the future? You will no longer be able to eat the food that your mother cooks for you, you will no longer have someone to take you to school rain or shine, and no one will be able to clean your room and wash your clothes carefully...... Can you, a minor child, really be able to live the rest of your life? ”
If Yan's father's harsh scolding before planted the seeds of guilt in the young Yan Xiuze's heart, then Yan's mother's worries made him completely frightened!
Will I be able to live a good future life?
Mom is right, I have been living a life of clothes and food since I was born, and everything in my life is arranged by my parents, once my parents die, I will immediately become a waste who has nothing but studying!
Such a waste ...... Is it really qualified to live in this world?
Yan Xiuze felt that the entire sky seemed to be shrouded in darkness, and his surroundings even began to become pitch black, he wanted to call for help, but he couldn't make a sound......
Am I still alive?
"What's the point of talking about it now!" Yan's father impatiently interrupted Yan's mother, who was crying, and said hatefully: "It's not that he is to blame for today's situation!" ”
"If only he had gotten in the car faster...... If he could remind us before we were killed...... "Father Yan said loudly, "How could we leave him alone!" ”
"Listen! Xiuze! This is a human tragedy that you have created! From now on, you will have to bear the consequences of losing your parents alone! Father Yan's face became gloomy, he narrowed his only remaining eye, and said gloomily: "You will live in the shadow of guilt for the rest of your life...... Living an unbearable bad life...... Live like a maggot that can't see the light in the cracks of the city, and then slowly wait for time to pass and end your boring and bleak life! ”
"No!" Yan Xiuze covered his ears and cried loudly: "I don't want to live like this!" ”
"That's fine, okay?" Father Yan's voice suddenly softened, and even carried a hint of seduction: "Since you don't want to live such a life, then just end everything......"
After saying that, Father Yan picked up a piece of glass with sharp edges from the ground, slowly handed it to Yan Xiuze, who had no master of the six gods, and said softly:
"If you can't afford to live like this...... Then leave with us! ”