Chapter 309: Divinity, Humanity, and Bestiality
In fact, if you think about the affairs of Liu Li's family carefully, there are also quite doubts, Liu Li is the doll set for me by the family, and the age must be similar, according to tradition, the man is generally one or two years older than the woman, so calculated, Liu Li must be a little younger than me.
More than ten years ago, her family was slaughtered by the high priest manipulating the ghost boy, and she was the only one who escaped, when this happened, according to the time calculation, she should only be eleven or twelve years old, how did she escape?
This kind of family is wiped out, a child escapes from pursuit, and grows into a powerful and powerful man, no matter how you look at it, it looks like the fate of the protagonist who will only have it in the house, and Liu Li's fate is too amazing, right?
Not to mention. An eleven or twelve-year-old girl, after the tragic death of her family, what does she have to rely on to survive, will her heart be blinded by despair and hatred, will she be taken advantage of by the demon god?
You know, the things I've been through. The corpse demons have been controlling me, trying to make my soul full of filth and hatred, so that it can be easily controlled by the demon gods.
Liu Li's family was originally targeted by the corpse demon and the high priest, she was an eleven or twelve-year-old girl, even if she escaped, how could she escape the tracking of the corpse demon? She won't be manipulated and influenced?
Come to think of it. My heart was filled with more and more trepidation, because I found that Liu Li had a great chance of being affected by the demon god.
However, at this moment, I am still trapped in the space of consciousness, experiencing the memories of the corpse demon, I know that this is my pendant, after swallowing the corpse demon, absorbing the memory of the other party, but even if I know, I can't break free from this dream, I can only continue to experience the memory of the corpse demon.
The next memories of the corpse demon are some things that have traveled in the world and manipulated the world, and I watched these memories and was surprised to find that many of the tragic things I had seen in the history books before were actually related to the corpse demon.
There is no need to mention Zhang Xianzhong's slaughter of Sichuan as mentioned before, those famous tyrants in history, who cut people's stomachs and cut out their hearts, killed their children, cooked babies and so on, also emerged in the memory of the corpse demon.
Many of these evil deeds that are out of the scope of human nature have the shadow of the corpse demon manipulation behind them, of course, it is not completely controlled, but it excavates the most terrible evil in the depths of human nature through inducement, and the despair and pain caused by these atrocities will be absorbed by the corpse demon, and they will strengthen their own strength and wear down the seal of the demon god.
Slaughtering each other, fighting each other, father and son are incompatible, family members are not at peace, looking at these tragedies, I only feel a chill in my heart, how can people get to this point? Even if there is a corpse demon's inducement, it shouldn't be to this point, right?
Those behaviors have completely departed from the category of human beings, and they are not even as good as wild beasts, at least wild beasts hunt only to fill their stomachs, and do not deliberately torture and slaughter other animals, let alone the same kind.
Just when I was facing these memory pictures and feeling infinite emotion in my heart, a voice suddenly sounded in my ears: "Ji Zang, what do you think after reading these memories of the corpse demon?" ”
I recognized it immediately. This is Liu Li's voice, I subconsciously looked around, but it was still pitch black all around, and I didn't see anyone except for the memories of the corpse demon playing in front of me like a movie.
"Ji Zang, you don't have to look for it, I'm just talking to you through your consciousness, you are now fighting with the consciousness of the corpse demon through the pendant, and now you can read its memory is only the first step, and then you must go through an illusion, in the illusion, you must make the right judgment in order to truly win."
"What illusion? What is the right judgment? You make it clear! "I feel a little tingling in my scalp, why is it like this every time, and what can't I make clear before I start? Every time, I started these without any preparation, isn't this a duck to the shelf?
"Ji Zang, you must think carefully, because if you choose the wrong one, you will probably be lost in the power of the corpse demon." Liu Li's warning words rang in my ears.
I couldn't help but feel nervous, and wanted to ask, but I felt a flower in front of me, and suddenly I found myself standing in front of the blackboard, and the chalk in my hand was constantly writing a series of numbers. And the students under the podium were chanting my name.
The chalk in my hand kept coming, but a trace of doubt flashed in my mind: the scene in front of me seemed very familiar, as if I had seen it somewhere.
Then, I became famous in school, and many of my classmates didn't remember my name. But he knew that I could recite a whole book of pi, and they all called me nicknamed π.
Life at home was so repetitive and boring, but I soon had a very happy event, my father's job was transferred, and our family was going to sail on a boat.
However, the passenger ship encountered a storm and was about to capsize. I escaped from the boat and got on the lifeboat, and the animals from the circus on the boat also ran out, a zebra, a coyote, and an orangutan drifted with me on the lifeboat.
The coyote killed the zebra and killed the orangutan. At this moment, the tiger, which had been hiding under the lifeboat, suddenly jumped out and killed the coyote.
Next, I started a fantastic rafting journey with the tiger, and we experienced hunger and panic. After a long rafting, we reached a small island and were rescued, while the tiger jumped into the jungle and disappeared.
But when the employees of the passenger ferry company came to investigate, they told me. There was no transport circus on the freighter at all, everything was my hallucination. The coyote was a ferocious cook, the zebra was a wounded sailor, and the orangutan was my mother, and I had drifted for so long by eating the flesh of the dead. survived.
At that moment, I collapsed, I couldn't accept such a terrible truth, life is so cruel, it is so difficult to survive at sea, I have beautified everything with illusions. But in the end, it was still shattered by the cruel reality.
And at the moment when this belief was shattered, I suddenly realized that all this in front of me was the plot of "Life of Pi" in a movie I had watched.
This is a very controversial film, and director Ang Lee, as the most talented director in China, made a masterpiece. It is about divinity, humanity and bestiality.
Pi is usually a timid and devout child, but in the process of drifting on the sea, he has to commit crimes that he cannot accept, killing people, and eating human flesh for a living.
However, he killed because the evil cook killed his mother, and his anger exploded and killed the cook, the tiger of his fantasies. That's where his bestiality lies.
There are various reviews of this movie, and many people interpret the movie from various angles, but they are all spectators.
And I'm in this illusion at the moment, it's the protagonist himself, even if I realize it's an illusion. This is the plot of a movie I have seen before, but those scenes that I have experienced in person still make me extremely afraid.
I've done such a terrible thing, how can I continue to live in the future? In the movie, after being rescued, Pie has been a vegetarian for the rest of his life. He never touched meat again, and was very religious, believing in the gods. But he had taken the terrible memory as a fantasy, shielded from his consciousness.
But I know for sure that I have killed people and eaten the flesh of my loved ones. How do I continue to face life and continue to live?
Just as I was trying to fight the endless pain and self-blame in my heart, a figure suddenly appeared in front of me, he looked exactly like me, but I recognized him at a glance, he was a corpse demon.
"Would you like to make a new choice?" The corpse demon asked, smiling.
"What choice?" I was suspicious, but as soon as I said that, I felt a flower in front of me, and I had become a boy again, and I was sitting on the boat again, and the vicious cook had just killed my mother.
However, time froze at this moment, and the corpse demon appeared in front of me again, and said, "You can now make a choice, do you choose to commit a crime, or die innocently, or. You will kill the cook, do not eat the corpse of your mother, and starve to death at sea. ”
I looked at the frozen frame of the ship, and my whole body was confused: what path should I choose? Is it to try to live, and then live in pain for the rest of your life, or to die innocently at this moment. Or, after avenging his mother, starve to death with her corpse at sea.
Thinking of my soul that was overwhelmed by pain after I came to my senses, I subconsciously wanted to open my mouth and choose to die innocently, but seeing the smug smile on the corner of the corpse demon's mouth, I suddenly remembered what Liu Li said to me before: "Ji Zang, you must make the right choice, otherwise you will be lost in it." ”
I sat down cross-legged and began to ponder what was the right choice.
Choosing to die innocently seems to be the easiest and most correct answer, but if I choose to die, I will also die in this illusion, isn't that cheaper corpse demon?
But if I choose to develop the same way as the original plot, what will I become? To become a sinner who will spend the rest of his life being shrouded in pain and guilt is worse than dying in such pain.
Thinking of this, I suddenly thought of a question: Why is the test illusion of the corpse demon this "Life of Pi"?
Why do you want me to choose between such a tangled plot? Is it because this film is about divinity, humanity and animal nature?
Or is it because I've seen the movie?
Or does this film have something to do with the pain I have hidden deep inside?
Just when I thought of this, the scene in front of me suddenly changed, and my consciousness returned to the scene where the elders of the Ji family were preparing to remove the flower mark of the other side for me.
"Ji Zang, this time, do you choose to die innocently, or live a humble and sinful life?"
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