To be honest, the scene of pulling out the imprint of the flower on the other side in the forbidden place of the Ji family has always been a scar that I dare not touch in my heart.

At that time, at the moment of life and death, I chose to go down, causing the Great Elder to sacrifice and die in vain, and also put the Ji family in crisis, and Huangjialing had to close the town to deal with it, but in the days that followed, I often remembered the scene at that time, and I have been thinking about a question: If I choose to sacrifice myself, what kind of situation will it be?

If I had chosen to give up my life and sacrifice myself at that time, then the Flower Mark on the other side would have been removed, and the corpse demon would not have the strength to enter the Ji family's forbidden land to sneak attack, and it would be impossible for the demon god to break free from the seal and escape.

But at that time, I chose to live, and I was not willing to give up my life. This is a choice that every ordinary person makes, but when others choose to live, at most their conscience is condemned, but my choice makes everything out of control.

This is very similar to what is played in film and television dramas, the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility. But I don't have any power, so why should I be pressed so much responsibility? Is it because my body has the blood of the Ji family?

But I didn't grow up in the Ji family at all, I didn't receive the sacrifice education of the Ji family, and in the face of life and death, I chose to live, is it wrong?

For me at the time. That's right, because I didn't know the serious consequences of the incident, and now I know that if I lived, many people would die.

So, let me choose again, do I choose to live with guilt, or die with nobility?

The corpse demon said that I was living a humble and sinful life, but I think this is a bit exaggerated, I made the wrong choice, but I did not commit the sin, it was the demon god and the corpse demon who really committed the sin, not me, because I was also a victim.

It's like if a murderer is preparing to murder the victim, and passers-by pass by causing the murderer to be frightened and act in advance, can the death of the deceased be attributed to the passerby? No, passers-by pass by there, there is no mistake, the fault is the murderer.

It's just that this time, the corpse demon asked me to choose again in the illusion, how should I choose?

Seeing the roots of the bewitching flower on the other side being pulled out of my heart little by little, and finally going with my life, everything was frozen again.

"Ji Zang, how do you choose?" The corpse demon's voice rang out with coldness.

At this moment, I thought about sacrificing myself and dying quietly, because after this incident, a lot of terrible things happened, so many people died, maybe it was because of me, which made me feel guilty all the time.

But when I wanted to open my mouth to make a choice, there was a strong desire to survive in my heart: I don't want to die like this, even if I know that choosing to sacrifice like this is the best way to prevent the resurrection of the demon god, but I still want to live, I don't want to die.

As my desire to live became stronger and stronger, the picture in front of me changed again, after that incident, the dead Great Elder and the elders of the Ji family, my father and mother, Aunt Xue, my grandmother who was completely scattered, and the villagers who died in Miao Village, including Liao Qingjiang and Feng Tingting, who died in the end.

The tragic situation of everyone before death flashed in front of me one by one, which made my heart clench. Soon there was a feeling of not being able to breathe.

It's so tiring and painful to be alive! I couldn't help but let out a faint sigh in my heart.

Perhaps, for me, it is easier to die, because living is an extremely painful thing for me, and I not only have to face the gnawing and torment of guilt on my soul day and night, but also have to bear such a heavy family fate to run to prevent the resurrection of the demon god.

Thinking of this, I felt that it was better for me to die at that time, and if I died, I would be a hundred, not only would the demon god not be resurrected, but for me, everything was the end, and I didn't have to go around and work hard.

But just before I was about to make a choice, my heart suddenly sounded with what my grandmother had said to me: "Ji Zang, no matter what time you are, you must stick to your heart and don't lose yourself." ”

Conscience? What is my heart?

I really don't know, I'm not a person who can do big things, I'm just a muddy little person, I don't know what I think in my heart, and I don't know what my heart is.

But one thing I know very well is that even now, I don't want to die, so I simply sacrifice myself. I really can't do it, maybe sacrificing me can prevent the resurrection of the demon god, but I'm also innocent, why do you have to sacrifice me?

And. According to the information I have mastered during this period of time, the resurrection of the demon god may not all be pressed on me, even if there is no problem with me, if the evil in the world that is manipulated accumulates to a certain process. It will reverse the seal of the Demon God.

Zhang Wuxin also told me that the resurrection of the demon god is an irreversible process, and the only thing the seven major families can do is to protect the seal as much as possible, after all, no matter how powerful the seal is, it will gradually loosen under the passage of time.

If there weren't so much sin in the world. The seal will definitely last longer and will not dissipate before the power of the demon god is exhausted, but there are always so many tragedies and sins in the world, which will provide the power of the demon god and consume the seal in reverse.

What's more, there is also the unstable factor of the corpse demon that has been making trouble outside, and Zhang Xianzhong's slaughter of Sichuan caused the seal guarded by the Liu Li family to be destroyed. The extinction of the family is proof of this.

So, thinking about it this way, whether I sacrifice myself or not, the resurrection of the demon god is inevitable.

I'm just a manipulated pawn, and there's nothing wrong with trying to survive. And my father also told me that everything depends on me in the future, so I must persevere.

In a split second, it dawned on me that maybe I shouldn't have been so selfish, but I chose to survive. There's nothing wrong with me, I'm just trying to survive without knowing it.

For now, in this illusion, the corpse demon wants me to make a choice, and more likely wants to make me doubt myself. Thus breaking my will, and then winning this duel.

Thinking about all this, I looked at the frozen pictures around me and made a firm choice: I want to live.

Yes, I want to live. Because it's impossible to turn back time, it's all already happening. Instead of choosing to consume oneself in the midst of painful self-blame, it is better to abandon the pain, carry the burden forward, and make the future better.

After I made my choice, the image in front of me suddenly began to crack like the surface of ice, and finally shattered.

Then, I opened my eyes and found myself still standing in the living room of the villa, the corpse in front of me still standing in the form of a white bone, but the strange light in its eye sockets had disappeared, like a dry bone.

I tentatively reached out my hand. As soon as my fingers touched the white bones of the corpse demon, those white bones were like sand blown away by the wind, and I was so frightened that I hurriedly retreated, but I was still choked and couldn't help coughing.

I coughed for a moment. Turning his head to look at the house, he found that the house was already different, Liu Li had long since disappeared, the bodies of Fu Mengyue and the rest of the people were also missing, and the only one left in the villa was Zhang Wuxin. And he was still lying on the couch already asleep.

I suddenly had a feeling of fire, especially I experienced the test of life and death in the illusion, this kid actually slept so soundly here, and was still snoring.

Also, what about Liu Li? Where did Liu Li go? I now suspect that she is being controlled by the Demon God, and is helping the Demon God. Otherwise, how could I enter the illusion of the corpse demon without preparation, and I was almost killed by the other party.

I stepped forward and woke up Zhang Wuxin, he was suddenly startled, opened his eyes and saw that it was me, hurriedly sat up, yawned and said, "Ji Zang, you finally woke up!" Let's go, come back with me. ”

"Where to go? Let me ask you, where did Liu Li go? What about the others in this villa? What about Fu Mengyue? "I felt like something wasn't right, as if a lot of things had happened during the time I was in the hallucination.

"Big brother, you've been standing there for three days and three nights, we can't wait for you all the time, right? Not to mention anything else, Mengyue was stabbed and not sent to the hospital for treatment, where could she survive for three days and three nights. As for Liu Li, after you entered the dream realm. She then left, saying that you would wake up. ”

"She's so sure I'll wake up?" I was a little annoyed in my heart: once I couldn't figure it out in the illusion, if I chose the wrong one, then I really couldn't wake up, how did I feel that Liu Li didn't care about me at all?

She did. said that you will definitely wake up, if you can't wake up, everyone will die together, she will find another way, naturally there is no need to wait. Zhang Wuxin scratched his head and said with some embarrassment.

My heart couldn't help but tighten, it seemed to contain a lot of information - not to mention anything else, Liu Li said that everyone died together, she would find a way again, did she experience a similar situation? Or rather, what else is there for her?

"Let's go, let's go to the hospital first, and you can tell me what's going on on the way." I shook my head helplessly.

In fact, there is nothing to talk about, the story is very simple, after I was pushed by Liu Li, I stood in place in a daze, this station is three days and three nights, and I am in the consciousness space, but I feel that only a short time has passed, or rather, I can't feel the passage of time at all.

Suddenly, I remembered my pendant, but when I looked for it, I found that the pendant had completely dissipated, leaving only a red rope.

"Then before Liu Li left, did he explain anything? For example, did you say, what should we do next? ”

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