Since Shi Xiangnan had already told me in this way that the relationship between him and Qin Yanran was nothing more, my hanging heart finally stabilized.

I'm not going to think about anything on my own, it's really not good to worry about the sky.

As for Qin Yanran, I think she should probably also see through Shi Xiangnan's heart for her, judging from her self-esteem, if she had a face, she would not continue to entangle.

This matter is over, and there are already a lot of things to do, so I simply don't have the heart to pay attention to these anymore.

Because Xiang Nan said that there was a heart donor before, he was busy with my sister's physical examination and matching for the past two days.

I drove a series of green car passages just to check on my sister, I knew that it was easy for people to grab pigtails and talk nonsense about violating the rules, but I didn't care about those at all, as long as I could get my sister to undergo surgery as soon as possible, I felt that anything was worth it.

Even if I don't have a job, I don't care, all I care about is her life.

It's just that so many green lights have been given, but it doesn't go my way.

When I received a call from the matching center, my mood became extremely low for a while.

I leaned back in my chair, spun around, and looked out the window at the view, stunned for a long time.

Chen Xun is a person who can read the eyes, and he is also a smart person, so he found out that I was in a bad mood, so he asked me cautiously: "Dean, is it your sister's matching result that has come out?" Any questions? ”

I let out a long sigh and rubbed my eyebrows: "Well, once again the matching failed." ”

Chen Xun tried to comfort me: "Dean, your sister's condition has been very good recently, not this time, we will wait for the next time, we will definitely have surgery."

Although I said that, I still couldn't get over this hurdle in my heart, and every time I saw the result of the failed matching, I was uncomfortable.

The more I looked, the more I didn't dare to go to her bedside, I was afraid that she would find out my emotions, and I was afraid that she would become more and more disappointed.

I was afraid that she thought that her sister was a doctor, but she could do nothing about all her conditions.

Even if Chen Xun comforted me like that, I also knew what my sister's situation was.

She has been asleep longer than she has been awake now, and her mental condition is much worse than before.

After sending Chen Xun away, I walked aimlessly to my sister's ward.

Through the glass window, I saw that the bloodless, pale and weak person was sleeping quietly, I just opened the door gently, sat on the side and looked at her, I don't know how long she can survive, the nutrition products I bought from my friend and many of the supplements I gave her are still in the cabinet.

Knowing that she couldn't eat anything like this, she was sometimes lethargic and almost relied on nutrient infusions to survive.

But I'm still going to buy her these delicious foods, because that's all I can do at this moment.

I had a bit of a messy day because of my sister, although Shi Xiangnan called me from time to time during the day to comfort me, but I still need to calm down slowly.

But this is really not easy for the elm pimple in the south of the time.

By noon, I had no appetite at all, and just as everyone was having lunch, my phone rang in my pocket.

When I looked closely, it was Gu Wanwan calling.

Speaking of which, I'm really ashamed of her, as a best friend, it seems that I have neglected her for a long time, I have been immersed in my own life and can't extricate myself, and I am even a little cowardly when I answer the phone.

However, her voice on the phone was more dull and gloomy, and she lost her previous open-mindedness and cheerfulness.

"Anning, do you have time? I'm in a bad mood, go out to a bar with me at noon? ”

"What? This midday drink? Didn't you go to work today, where are you? ”

"Well, if you're in a bad mood and want to drink and vent, where can you care about day or night, if you don't have time, I'll be able to do it by myself."

She explained that she obviously felt that I was not a friend enough, how could I leave her alone, although it was daytime, but Gu Wanwan was right, where can I divide the time and place if I am in a bad mood?

So I went straight to the address she gave me.

The place she said was actually a private café, and when you walked in, the coffee was refreshing, and the vines around the beams hung down in different lengths.

Looking around, Gu Wanwan nestled in the most inconspicuous corner, leaning on the chair, tilting her head, staring at the air expressionlessly, her eyes looked extremely hollow.

It seems that she is not only in a bad mood, but her face is also very bad, it stands to reason that she is now in love with Cheng Ziyi, how can she look like this?

I sat down and gently nudged her: "Wanwan, why do you look like this?" ”

Gu Wanwan saw that her face was a little depressed, and I felt a sigh in my heart.

At this time, the waiter put on a bottle of foreign wine and some snacks, Gu Wanwan took the cup and began to drink: "Some words are very uncomfortable in my heart, but I want to find someone to talk to, but your wife seems to have forgotten me to the clouds, if I hadn't called you today, would you plan to break off relations with me?" ”

I paused, and I really felt that I couldn't stand Gu Wanwan in my heart, and I couldn't help but say: "It's so late, don't be angry, as soon as you call, won't I come?" ”

Gu Wanwan raised her head and took a sip of wine, and then skimmed me with her eyes: "Small, your mouth is the sweetest, and being your friend really endures your character of forgetting friends." ”

What I said made me feel really embarrassed, how could I say so badly, it was simply an exaggeration, at best, it was just a little bit of forgetfulness.

So I raised my eyebrows and said lightly: "Is it so exaggerated?" ”

"Of course, or else you think." Gu Wanwan poured herself another glass of wine: "Don't think that I have a new relationship and I won't have to worry about it, it's really melancholy." ”

"Annoyance? How did you fall out of love? Or is Cheng Ziyi dissatisfied with you? "I remember that the last time Gu Wanwan did tell me that the process was very good, but she seemed to have a little bit of nothing to do with Xiao Yang.

Gu Wanwan sighed lightly: "It's not that Cheng Ziyi makes me dissatisfied, but he is too good, really, no matter what aspect, he is an excellent lover, partner and even a marriage partner, just such a good man, I always feel that I sometimes have Xiao Yang in my heart, and I feel a little unfair to him, so I feel very uncomfortable." ”

I understand what Gu Wanwan meant, she must be afraid that she has lost such a good man, and she also feels that it is unfair to the person in front of her to be entangled with her ex.

Hearing this, I looked at her after a while and said, "It's impossible between you and Xiao Yang, you are not such a half-hearted person every night, when you decide, you will be decided, and the province will suffer from it, understand?" ”

"Understand, of course I understand this truth, but sometimes I just can't untie this knot, I can't get around this, in countless sleepless nights, as soon as I close my eyes, Xiao Yang's face will appear, lingering, in fact, I don't still love him, but I just can't get around, I remember you told me that you were pregnant with a child who was southward before, and when you beat the child and left him, did you ever do this?"

Saying that, Gu Wanwan handed me a glass of wine, if I wasn't pregnant, I would definitely accompany her to drink to the end, but at this time I just looked at the glass of wine and smiled, then pointed to my little belly and waved my hand to express helplessness.

Finally I thought about it, looked up at the rooftop of the vine man said: "Yes, for a while, when I was idle, I always had the handsome and handsome face of Shi Xiangnan in my mind, and at that time I knew that I could meet him but could not ask for it, and it didn't belong to me, so why bother to care about it." The more you care about something, what will torment you, and it will torture you to the end, so you don't want to think about it, you have to go through that stage. ”

When I spoke, Gu Wanwan looked at me so intently, as if every word I said could say something to her heart, so she frowned, opened her mouth slightly as if she wanted to say something, and finally shook her head and didn't say it.

She covered her somewhat damp eyes and said in a pause, "But after that difficult stage passed, you finally waited to be with Shi Xiangnan, didn't you?" And Xiao Yang and I will probably be separated for the rest of our lives. ”

Although the corners of her eyes were moist, the tears only shook in her eyes, and they didn't fall after all.

She wanted to continue drinking, but I reached out to stop her: "Don't drink it, foreign wine is like you and you can easily get drunk if you drink it as beer." ”

"It's good to be drunk, so that I can sleep with my head covered, and I don't have to fall into the mode of two male images switching freely in my head." When Gu Wanwan said this, there was an unpredictable meaning in her eyes.

I really can't figure it out, obviously she and Xiao Yang have broken up for a long time, what is the reason for her to be so uncomfortable recently, and even want Xiao Yang to die and live.

Looking at Gu Wanwan, who was slightly drunk, I held her face and said, "What happened to make you so uncomfortable?" Tell me the truth, Gu Wanwan. ”

She shook her head vigorously, watching my tears soar out, and her tone was choked up for a while: "Xiao Yang is getting married, I inadvertently accompanied the head nurse of our department to the wedding dress shop to get photos, I saw Xiao Yang take his fiancée to choose a set in it, and only after a few words of greeting did I know that he was going to get married, just a few years ago, I suddenly couldn't accept it, although I had long known that he would marry the woman introduced by his parents, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly, I really couldn't believe it." ”

Although my experience and Gu Wanwan's experience are different, I can empathize, just like I couldn't accept the matter between Qin Yanran and Shi Xiangnan before, this is just drilling the horns, and it is only myself who is hurt in the end.

So I sighed helplessly: "Wanwan should feel that it is a blessing to leave him, a man like Xiao Yang will never be the only woman with you, even if you marry him, he may not be able to be loyal to the marriage, you should understand more than me, right?" ”