I am faithful, but at least in my eyes.

But I don't understand that he really took Qin Yanran back because he just pitied her?

Isn't there really the slightest hint that I can get back together?

Or did he feel that he was deceived by Qin Yanran's fake illness and was unwilling, so he would treat her like this.

Now that I think about that encounter on the Bund, he clearly said that he didn't know me, and I still remember it vividly.

Thinking of that recorded conversation, my heart is even more angry.

But judging from his recent words and deeds, it seems that he does love me a little, no, not just a little.

For a while, I couldn't tell which ones were true and which ones were false, and whether they were true or not was only a mystery to the authorities.

So I put my arms on his chest, and then sniffed: "Brother Nan, I don't know if Qin Yanran will be entangled, I don't know how many women around you are like this, I'm really tired, whether you are sincere or false to me, I don't want to know at this moment." ”

Shi Xiangnan didn't allow me to finish my words at all, so he grabbed my arm directly and stuffed me into the car with his backhand.

No, no, no, it's not like Shi Xiangnan's style at all, he really left his old friend.

Along the way, Shi Xiangnan's face was as black as the bottom of a pot, and I just accidentally glanced at him, and he hooked my neck and bit my lip.

I was a little out of breath by him and said, "What is this for, if there is anything you can't say well, you have to do it." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, I heard his voice a little deep: "Have you allowed me to say it well?" ”

I:......

It doesn't seem like there's a chance for him to explain, but it's not like that's just a big kiss.

His hand was directly on my waist, and he bit me fiercely, not intending to let go of me at all.

Originally, the space in the car was narrow, such an action, such an atmosphere was so ambiguous, and I accidentally skimmed Fu Chen's face when I was constantly struggling, which was called a red, and that was called shyness.

Should I be the one who is shy?

Originally, I didn't get motion sickness when I was in the car, but under the continuation of this atmosphere, Fu Chen's car was really disgusting and wanted to vomit.

I really don't know what kind of mentality Fu Chen is driving, usually half an hour's drive, but today it was a quarter of an hour.

The man didn't even give me the slightest reaction, and carried me into the house.

The maid didn't even have time to say hello, and Shi Xiangnan had already strode up to the second floor.

Based on the familiarity between me and Shi Xiangnan with each other's body signals, he obviously wants the overlord to bow hard.

So I slapped in his arms in a panic: "Stinky rascal, stinky rascal, stinky rascal......"

When he entered the room, he didn't even take off his clothes, he turned over and pressed up.

"Brother Nan, Brother Nan, let's talk well, I'll listen to your explanation, you calm down, don't do anything that you and I regret, okay?"

When I pushed him, his hand had reached in neatly, and when I said this, his hand was already holding the softness of my chest.

"Hey... When heading south, stop first. I couldn't bear it anymore, so I yelled in a hurry.

Nothing can be said to let him succeed at this time, firstly, he has not waited for the next prenatal checkup, and secondly, how can he be allowed to comply so easily, and some quarrels in the coming days will be apologized like this, and it is too cheap for him, which is a punishment, it is obviously a reward, okay.

As soon as I thought of this, I was extremely angry, but in view of the fact that Shi Xiangnan's chaotic hand couldn't stop at all, I had to say softly in a low voice: "Brother Nan, you said I listened, and you can do whatever you want after the prenatal examination, and then you have the final say, okay?" ”

After a pause, Shi Xiangnan didn't continue, and I let out a long sigh, which can be regarded as a stop.

After such a fierce period, Shi Xiangnan was finally calmed down, and he and I looked at each other face to face.

"Are you curious about that recording?" He didn't forget to pinch my cheek as he spoke.

I just nodded and didn't say anything.

Always sees me through, and I hate that he understands everything, understands everything.

It's like I'm a transparent piece of paper in front of him so he can see clearly.

But the more I thought about it, the more aggrieved I felt, I was obviously not such a person, but because of Shi Xiangnan, the man became so different from myself.

I once told myself not to let myself fall too deep even if I married Shi Xiangnan, but now it seems that I have already fallen into the quagmire.

Of course, I know that Qin Yanran belongs to Shi Xiangnan's predecessor, and I am also his successor, but now I am still irrational and still frame myself into a dead end.

Shi Xiangnan suddenly lifted my chin slightly, and fingers whispered on it: "I never thought you cared so much about my past." ”

Yes, of course I care, and the blood in my whole body that I care about is almost surging because of what Qin Yanran said.

That's why he is jealous and angry when he hears about his intimacy with other women, as well as the promises he made to other women, and he cares so much.

I'm a woman, and I'm also an emotional person, and I hate that people think that we should be rational when we become doctors, but in the face of feelings, whatever reason, whatever maturity, let's go aside.

Especially after I was pregnant, I was even more reluctant to experience loss, and of course I was afraid that one day he would suddenly tell me that he was going to be with her, and I didn't want to see that day come.

Hearing the conversation on Qin Yanran's mobile phone in the café, I almost felt as if he was going to leave me, and this sense of powerless panic suddenly struck me, which made me so scared.

Perhaps it was Shi Xiangnan who felt the tremor in my body, and he stretched out his arm and took me in his arms.

I wanted to refuse his hug just now, but at this time I hugged him so hard, I couldn't help but tighten it into his arms, which stabilized my panicked heart a little.

Shi Xiangnan stretched out his arm, brushed my somewhat messy hair, gently softened the corners of my eyes with his fingertips, and helped me wipe away my tears and said: "That passage is indeed what I said, but not all, what you heard is only some, and there are some in front, maybe she deliberately intercepted it." ”

Hearing what he said, I fell silent for a while, and after a while he slowly spoke: "I just picked her up from Singapore at that time, and I believed that she had suffered from depression, in order to avoid irritating her, for fear that her old illness would recur, in that situation, she asked me if she had not been tempted by money or had come back with a mistake, would I continue to love her or marry her, and I said so surely." ”

My eyes widened, and although I felt a little incredible, I accepted the explanation.

After all, with my understanding of Qin Yanran, even her own children are not spared to be able to die, and she has done such a thing as cutting and recording recordings.

But I was still a little unconvinced, and I was still a little aggrieved: "But you were on the Bund at the time, and you said that you didn't know me for her, and I was not deaf and heard clearly." ”

At that time, I couldn't see that Qin Yanran, a woman, was such a person, thinking that she was just a weak woman, and she couldn't imagine that she could deceive such a shrewd man as Shi Xiangnan.

After listening to my words, Shi Xiangnan just pulled me and gently asked me to sit on the bed, and then opened the photo album of my mobile phone as if looking for some more photos to show me.

When he opened a photo to me, I clearly saw that Qin Yanran's pathology report was written inside, in addition to depression, there was also PTSD.

I just frowned and looked up at Shi Xiangnan: "PTSD? ”

"You're a doctor, you should know what the consequences of PTSD are." Shi Xiangnan was very flat when he said it, but the emotions in his eyes couldn't be hidden at all, and I could see a trace of helplessness flashing through it.

PTSD is what I certainly know, traumatic stress syndrome.

What are the consequences of predisposing to suicidal and offensive behavior.

If he thought that Qin Yanran was depressed in order to protect her from stimulation, could it be that he pretended not to know me so coldly in front of Qin Yanran, because he was afraid that she would personally attack me?

I couldn't help but stare at him with wide eyes, and he sat next to me and rubbed my head: "Although I took her back, I have long lost my feelings for her, and the reason why I am like that is because you are my wife, and it is my responsibility to protect you, and if she knows, she may cause some aggressive behavior to you." ”

I was a little surprised when I heard it, after all, this is Qin Yanran's privacy, maybe I was a little unreasonable, but I didn't expect that Shi Xiangnan had already told me all such things about Qin Yanran in order to confess to me.

He was telling me why he did that, why he was so cold to me, but I didn't know anything, except for my own imagination, and concluded that he was a scumbag, and for a while I hated myself, and opened my mouth slightly, but in the end I couldn't speak.

"I'm sorry, Brother Nan, I was a little impulsive when I heard some words, not only misunderstood you, but also thought about it." As I spoke, I reached out and wrapped my hand around Shi Xiangnan's lower back, my head rubbing against his chin.

I only heard Shi Xiangnan say in a mellow magnetic voice: "Well, don't be impulsive in the future, even if you are impulsive, you have to listen to my words." ”

I couldn't stop nodding my head, and I said I knew.

But while I promised him, I pinched my face fearlessly: "It's all up to you, you have to be so good to her, if you take her back regardless of idle things, where are there so many things!" ”

"Well, it's all my fault." Shi Xiangnan admitted his mistake indifferently.

I couldn't help choking on saliva: "Then you tell me honestly, what other women may I face in the future?" ”

"Nope!"

"Shi Xiangnan, I don't believe it, you said that you are so handsome, golden, and cold, how can you not, you still recruit from the truth, so that my genuine Mrs. Shi has a bottom in her heart, and lists one, two, three, four, five, six."

"Mrs. Shi, you praised me so much, but you didn't praise me a little bit."

"Where is it?"

"Live well!"

"When to the south... You, this, one, big, rascal, scoundrel! ”