There are other people manipulating behind the scenes, and the death of his parents is not so simple, and the heavy blow of the times...

For a long time, I always thought that I was the one who was hurt the most, but I didn't expect him to be much more than I had to deal with.

I couldn't have been calmer or even pretended nothing was going on when I heard this.

So I asked him in a hoarse voice, "Who is behind the manipulation, why do you want to harm me, and our children?" ”

Shi Xiangnan lowered his eyes, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and finally said a name: "Shi Heyang." ”

"His mother fell in love with my dad's money to find my dad, so my dad had an extra son, but my grandfather never recognized the identity of the woman, so he has not been able to enter the door of the Shi family, I have always ignored Shi Heyang's strength, never faced it, always felt that he was a cynical person, but I didn't expect him to be the one who hated our Shi family the most, because that woman would never see the light, so he endured it for many years, and finally began to attack and retaliate against me and the people around me, Everything was done by him and the military advisor behind his team, I was powerless to resist it on my own, I am not omnipotent, and I can't watch the times and the Shi family be destroyed by him like this, except for our children, even the death of my parents was caused by that woman and my fourth uncle. ”

I never imagined that one day I would hear him tell me why he would divorce me all of a sudden.

Thinking about it now, it's no wonder that after the stock of the times fell, Shi Heyang appeared in front of me again and again, probably his purpose was to use me to blackmail Shi Xiangnan.

Because of this, Xiang Nan told me to stay away from him, and even gradually distanced himself from me when the situation intensified.

"Because Shi Heyang began to threaten you constantly, you alienated me, and even asked me for a divorce very anxiously later, and as long as I divorced, you are willing to agree to any conditions?"

"I have no other way than this, as long as I don't let you have a relationship with me, Shi Heyang will let you go." Shi Xiangnan said this, looked at me with a bitter smile.

I could see the bitterness in his smile, and I could also feel his helplessness at that time, I don't know what I would do if it were me, but I am sure that I will face it with the person I love. But when I thought of the fact that the stock price of the era had fallen so badly, and even that it was about to stop trading, and the market value evaporated quickly, even if I asked for half of the shares, he agreed, I felt very angry.

I feel that all the people around him know these things, but I was kept in the dark, and I was ashamed to take away the foundation of his foothold in the times, although it was later exchanged for a large sum of money, but in the eyes of others, I was like a bad guy who took advantage of the fire.

He now shows all his flesh and blood, affection and righteousness in front of me, so that I can clearly know that he is not only for the times, but also for the sake of not being threatened by Shi Heyang.

But I just can't get around this circle, I just want to ask him, why is the loss of the times so serious and he gave me such a large sum of money?

I'm not an unreasonable person, if I tell the truth, I won't ask for a penny, I don't care if he has money at all, what I care about is his feelings for me. Shi Xiangnan grabbed my hand harder, breathed heavily, and told me in a hoarse voice: "I never want to bring danger and pain to the woman I love, I just want to carry everything alone." ”

When I heard him say this, I wanted to ask him loudly, what does it mean not to bring pain to the woman he loves, isn't it painful for me to get a divorce?

If he could tell me all his helplessness, maybe I wouldn't be as painful as I was two years ago, after all, I know his hardships, his helplessness, and his selfishness towards the Shi family and his parents.

But he was wrong, and he made me pay for his so-called theory for two whole years.

He miscalculated what I could bear, and there was even a moment when I might have gotten into a dead end and couldn't get out if I hadn't had it for the hatred I had for him.

With great difficulty, I pulled his hand away and spoke in a very calm tone.

"Since you told me today and showed me all the wounds you didn't want to be seen in front of me, I can understand your helplessness, but I still have to say that what you did was your own decision, so you still need to bear the consequences now. I'm not the same person I used to be, you don't have to hold on, Shi Xiangnan, I've experienced two marriages, now I've been hurt by marriage, I won't easily trust anyone, even if I'm together again, I won't have any scruples to devote myself to marriage as wholeheartedly as before, I don't care if you think I'm too ruthless now, but this is me now, a person who can't change anymore, I firmly believe that you gave up on me, then I also lost the qualification to let me love you. ”

In order to break his thoughts, and for him to leave by my side quickly, I deliberately said that I was heartless and even ruthless, because I didn't have any confidence and courage to bear the marriage he brought me again, and to put it bluntly, I was afraid that the man around me would suddenly break it off like last time.

After I finished speaking, I saw him smile silently, obviously laughing bitterly, but pretending not to care.

In my mind, he told me all the truth, and it actually scared me.

I thought he didn't love me anymore, and I just hated him, but now, he really wanted to put these facts in front of me, and suddenly my hateful heart suddenly became a lot calmer.

But I rather hate him, because I was justified in rejecting him no matter what, but now, when he told me what he really thought, my rejection of him seemed too cold.

He wanted me to know that he had a lot of helplessness, many things he couldn't solve, and he also needed a helper to help him get through the difficulties, but the person he chose to get through was another woman, not me.

I also clearly know the gap between me and Lin Nianxuan, even in the future, I can't compare, so I told him very calmly: "Shi Xiangnan, although the previous things have passed, I am now alone, nothing, and I can't help you hold up half of the sky, but no one can guarantee that such a thing will not happen again in the future, so if you choose me again, you may have to face the problem of giving up on me again for the sake of the times, and you can give up the relationship between me and you again for the sake of the family, I am very grateful that you can tell me this." , but I'm sorry, but we'll always have an indelible distance between us. "After saying this, I saw in his eyes that it was painful and sad, but what to do, I can only say this, and I can only do this. I've learned a lot over the years, but the most important thing is that I've learned to let go. So when he told me this, it made my calm heart ripple again, even if I was reluctant, I should still let go.

I wanted to say a few more words, maybe he would give up, but his face sank, he picked up the pill he had just taken and put it in his mouth, and after a long while, his face softened.

I had no choice but to suppress the discomfort and pain in my heart, walked up to him and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with your body, when did you start to get more dizzy?" ”

He sat on the sofa and kept pinching his head: "After you operated on me that time, although I came back to life, I have been suffering from this problem ever since. ”

"There will be sequelae of this kind of major head surgery, didn't you ask Director Gao to give you a check-up later?" I still couldn't help but ask.

"I checked it, there was a bruise, and it was said that it was not recommended to suck it out during the operation at that time, and I didn't do it when I recovered and treated it with bruising."

There was indeed such a thing, at that time, the bruise was indeed caused by blood vessel bleeding during the operation, and I also told Deputy Director Gao to do stasis treatment three months after the operation.

"Why not? Do you know that blood congestion in your brain for a long time can have a great impact on your body functioning, and why did you get shot? ”

He didn't agree with my words, just waved his hand and continued to lean back on the couch.

"You don't plan to go back to me, what body do I need, you don't need to know why I was shot, maybe one day I will completely faint and wake up, and it will be atonement."

"Shi Xiangnan, don't think that I can go back to you if you say that, I don't care why you were shot or how you were shot."

Did he really think he could threaten me with his body?

We have been separated for two years, and we have long since been separated, and we have long since drifted apart in the face of the insurmountable chasm that lies in front of us.

So I turned my head away, and after a while, I opened my mouth with a serious emotion: "Did Fu Chen come to Uganda with you, if so, you will ask him to pick you up, if not, then please ask you to give your black friend or black driver, and ask him to pick you up." ”

Shi Xiangnan, the man, noticed my emotional changes, his eyes sank slightly, and said: "I know that hating someone is not so quick to forgive, especially if I hurt you so deeply, but I will not give up, I will wait for you to forgive me, if it doesn't work for a year, wait for two years, if it doesn't work, it will take three years, even if it is a lifetime, I am willing to wait." ”

Thinking of it, Xiang Nan has never been such a person, he disdains to please women, and he doesn't bother to say some sweet words, saying that there is no fluctuation in his heart is not practical, but for me, no matter what he said to me, I can't abandon everything I had before and continue to return to him.

Just because of my sister's death, I can't be completely indifferent, and I can't take this step at all.