Listening to my words, Shi Xiangnan's gaze sank inch by inch.

I don't know what kind of emotional existence he has for me, is it love?

Only people who love deeply will not be able to accept it when they hear the other party say that they have let him go, and they will show such a face.

But it seems to me that from the moment the divorce began, I couldn't see where he loved me at all.

Maybe it's just that he is such a proud man who can't accept that the woman who used to admire him suddenly tells him, I let you go, I don't want to see you, please leave or something like that.

In my opinion, it was just his arrogant self-esteem.

He is such an excellent man, I think there will be a lot of women to stick up, even Xiang Hao has a female model and female star like Zeng Xiru, and he will definitely be able to attract many celebrity women, but why did he choose me to entangle.

Wouldn't it be even more superior to find a woman like them?

But no matter how I think about it, I can't figure it out, maybe it's because I'm the kind of person who runs away when I'm separated and doesn't entangle anymore, which is very challenging for him.

If I had been entangled with him for divorce two years ago, or had made trouble like other women over and over again, he might have wanted to stay away from me.

So men, they like to make themselves a challenge.

Since he has this expression, then I will say some more ruthless words, as long as I can let him leave, I can say as much as he wants.

I simply didn't care about his expression and said: "What about you and Lin Nianxuan, I don't care, you don't have to report to me, I don't care about you anymore, so I don't care about your private life, understand?" If I said that I saved you because I loved you, then I ran in a panic today not because I couldn't let go of you, I really don't know who fainted, if I were someone else, I would also run over in a hurry, you don't have to take it too seriously. Also, you don't have to worry too much about my business, as for the shares, anyway, the money is mine, I can invest where I want, I have the right to decide, so you'd better go back to China, so we won't have any intersection, like two parallel lines, I think it's good, isn't it? ”

When I said this, my emotions did not fluctuate in the slightest, and I spoke as calmly as water, as if I was facing a stranger.

I'm not a child anymore, I've gone through things, and I've experienced so many lives and deaths, and I've long seen through life.

If he could feel how I felt about him at the moment, then according to his character, he would definitely walk away.

But when I stood here in a daze, waiting for him to leave, he didn't care about my mood at all, but went straight to the table and poured himself a glass of water.

What was he doing, why was he doing such a nasty thing.

"Are you sick?" I guess I asked this when I saw the medicine I put on the table.

I didn't bother to pay attention to him, it didn't matter to him whether I was sick or not, I just glanced at him, took the medicine and put it in the drawer.

"Nothing, cure insomnia." As I spoke, I also took a cup and poured some water, raised my head and drank it, but when Xiangnan took out the medicine from the drawer, he said as if he had nothing to say: "I have been suffering from insomnia recently, so give me some relief and relief." ”

I almost squirted out the water immediately, and snatched the medicine from his hand: "Shi Xiangnan, are you sick?" Can medicine be taken casually? I beg you, get out of here, let me be quiet, I'm annoyed, I need medication to suppress my anxiety for a large extent, as long as you're here, I'm restless, really. I spoke to him almost in a pleading tone.

I found that he has really changed, and he is no longer the same as before, how can he suddenly become such a scoundrel from the previous coldness?

When I looked at him so lowly, I probably realized that what I had done had aroused my disgust, so I restrained my emotions and stood quietly in front of me and stopped talking.

After a long time, he said in a low and hoarse voice, "I was forced to do so. ”

When he suddenly mentioned it, my heart began to wave.

Seeing him standing in front of me as firm as a rock, I suddenly felt that there was an invisible net that caught me breathlessly.

Did he tell me the fact of the divorce in the first place?

Didn't he dump me because he fell in love with Lin Nianxuan?

At this moment, even the way he looked at me was like another fire was burning, and I was a little hot to see.

Just as I was looking at him in confusion, he suddenly grabbed my arm and took me into his arms, holding me tightly, only to hear him whisper to me, "Can we start again?" ”

I frowned and said coldly, "Do you know what you're talking about and what you're doing?" Want to start over? Why are you hurt so deeply that you want to start over? ”

His body shook a little, hugged me tighter and said, "My love for you has never changed, I have always loved you until now." ”

If I'm not mistaken, he's saying that he loves me, even when I'm divorced.

I bit my lip: "Shi Xiangnan, don't treat me as a clown again, what do you want to do?" ”

"I don't want to do anything, I just want to make up for the damage you've suffered in the past two years, I just hope you can come back, I give you everything I have." No matter how hard I struggled, he held me so tightly that I couldn't breathe at all.

I paused after listening: "Make it up to me?" How to make up? In the detention center, what Lin Nianxuan did to me, can you return it to her as it was? ”

Shi Xiangnan was a little speechless, and I also knew that he couldn't do it if I made such a request, he didn't say anything, and it was only after a long time that he officially apologized to me: "I'm sorry, I didn't think she would do that to you, and I only heard later that you have experienced something in there." ”

I'm sorry?

Can just saying sorry make up for the damage I suffered?

He said he later knew what I had been through, how could he have known.

Some people don't go through this, they never know who they are, they don't know what torture does.

I couldn't forget this nightmarish experience at first, and as time passed, I slowly chose to forget, but now I still feel suffocated when I talk about those things, as if it just happened yesterday, and the painful feeling is still fresh in my memory.

I trembled a little and pushed him away hard, no matter what he was going to say to me next, I just shouted: "Shi Xiangnan, I don't want to hear any apologies from you, what reasons, I just ask you to stay away from me, the farther away the better, I can't act as if something didn't happen, when I see you, I will think of those sad days two years ago, when I see you, I imagine how desperate my sister's eyes were when she died, even if it is something else, you can forgive, but my sister's death lies between you and me, We'll never be together, you know? Do you understand? As I spoke, Xiangnan was pushed out of the door under my pushing, I closed the door with a frenzy, and let him knock on the door outside, I just leaned against the door, my nose was sore, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

I really didn't fight for it, and I said I wouldn't cry, but I still cried after all.

And Shi Xiangnan did not leave, although there was a door, but his voice seemed to be clear in his ears.

"If I go back in time, I will choose many things again, and I will choose to let you face it with me, and I will never let you be sad or even leave this foreign country alone."

I was suddenly a little afraid that he would tell the truth, and I was afraid that my cold heart, which I had cultivated with great difficulty in the past two years, would become soft when I heard the truth that I couldn't refuse.

So I leaned against the door and closed my eyes and covered my ears, but I couldn't stop the hoarse voice of the south.

"He Anning, I didn't marry Lin Nianxuan, our marriage is just a situation, he needs me to help her stabilize her position in the Lin family, and I need the Lin family to help me keep the Times Group, if I don't give up on you at the beginning, don't choose a strong person, the Times Group, including tens of thousands of employees up and down the Times, may have to lose their jobs and go home, as a leader of the enterprise, I have the obligation to protect my business, protect the livelihood of so many employees, and protect all the people in the Shi family from going into debt. The most important thing is that when I know that my parents' death is not so simple, I will give up everything to avenge them, and the Lin family's family status can help the era that has been hit hard at that time, and I can also let those people be punished by the law. ”

I'll admit that his words shocked me a lot, and at one point I even felt a little sorry for the man outside the door.

It's a lie to say that I don't move, but I'm just standing here and staring into the distance.

A lot of things, a lot of pictures drilled in.

At that time, it was indeed because of all kinds of things that the stock fell sharply, and during that time, Xiang Nan was also in the company day and night, he was obviously tired every day, and even often looked at the stock market news in a daze, but every time I asked him, he would prevaricate me with nothing.

I naively thought it was okay, and I firmly believed that he went to the United States to deal with the company's affairs, but I just encountered the lace news that Xiang Hao and I were reported, and he came back, I didn't even think too much about whether this incident was related to him, but now it seems that everything that happened was caused by him.

The thought of my child being gone like this, my heart couldn't stop throbbing, I couldn't help but open the door anymore and even roared: "Then why let our child be buried together, he is still so young, he has not been born yet, why, why?" ”

When I mentioned the child, Shi Xiangnan's face was clearly sad, and he even held my face against my forehead, and I could clearly see tears in his eyes.

"He Anning, your child is also my child, I have been looking forward to him coming to this world for a long time, how can I sacrifice him, the incident between you and Xiang Hao was also found out in the later investigation that someone else was manipulating him behind his back, not me."