At this point, my expression was almost tangled with my whole face, and if there was a mirror in front of me, it would be very ugly.

And Gu Wanwan couldn't see my expression on the other end of the phone, and was still talking: "I won't go around the bend with you, the grass grows in your heart, let me tell you, Shi Xiangnan spent a lot of money on a philanthropist association to give a ring to Lin Nianxuan before going to Africa, that's tens of millions, rich people say to shoot it, but I can't envy it." ”

When I didn't hear it, I really wanted to hear it, but when I heard it, my heart was astringent, this man was really unpredictable.

At this time, I feel that there are countless emotions surging, since they have bought a ring for Lin Nianxuan with a lot of money, why do you want to come to Africa now to pretend to be pitiful in front of me, and say that you want to be with me.

Looking back, what is it that he can give Lin Nianxuan such a valuable item, hasn't he given her hundreds of millions of business before?

I'm even starting to wonder if something has already happened between them?

Although he found Lin for the sake of the times, these two major companies have also complemented each other in the past two years, can he really leave Lin?

Besides, Lin Nianxuan already had affection for him, and got married openly, two adult men and women, even if Shi Xiangnan wanted to reject her, how could she let go of Mrs. Shi's identity and not do something.

Thinking about it this way, it is not known whether adult men and women, legal husband and wife, share the same bed, but at least in the eyes of the outside world, they live under the same roof.

Isn't that a matter of course?

The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt, and suddenly I became extremely lost.

I didn't even hear what Gu Wanwan was saying, and after a long while, I only heard her shout at me in shock, and then I replied to her in a daze.

"I said He Anning, you just admit it, don't be a dead duck with a hard mouth, what can you do if you say you care? In fact, all things are not insurmountable, it all depends on how you dredge your emotions, you are obviously unforgettable to the old love of Shi Xiangnan, why bother to wronged yourself, if you can forget him, Qiao Chenfeng has been by your side for two years, can't you be moved into your arms? So you know best in your heart, just like Qiao Chenfeng did this time, you don't collapse much, and as soon as I said it, you sent Lin Nianxuan's ring to the south, you were already speechless, don't you admit it, if I were you, I wouldn't be entangled in the past, He Xinyan has been gone for two years, even if Shi Xiangnan did that thing, time can calm down, if your sister knows, she can't bear to look at you like this, right? ”

In fact, a lot of what Gu Wanwan said is right, and I also admit that to this day, Shi Xiangnan is still the reason why I reject others, in fact, I am not waiting for him, just because I have had him before, there is really no way to like others.

It's a lie to say that I don't miss him, and sometimes I can't resist the kind of longing for him that floods the night.

How to describe Shi Xiangnan's impact on me, that is, whenever I was about to be alone, I suddenly thought of him, and I felt that it was okay, I could continue to hold on.

After hanging up Gu Wanwan's phone, I leaned against the wall alone and thought about a lot, thinking about everything between me and Shi Xiangnan.

But the thought of how hard I have come back from this relationship makes me feel so distressed, and if I die again, I don't know if I can bring myself back to life this time.

I don't want to listen to Gu Wanwan's words, no matter what others say, I just want to live for myself.

However, there are some things and some people that you can't get away with if you want to.

So when it comes to fate, I don't know if God deliberately threw it to me, because one day not long after, I thought that I couldn't have an intersection with him, but I didn't think about it, but this fate has been following me.

A week later, I was supposed to be on a plane back to Shanghai, but I'm now on my way to Ethiopia in a pickup truck with Mia and the rest of the team.

When I was about to arrive at the airport, the captain of the aid team called me and said that they were going to be sent to Ethiopia, and the team members who were going to leave said that there were four patients with rare cerebral hemangiomas, and asked me to go with them for a month, and I would finish these four surgeries, and it would not be too late for me to leave when the next team of brain surgeons came.

Seeing this scene, I could only go back and follow them into the big pickup truck.

Looking at this cracked earth, I feel inexplicably sad.

It seems that since the divorce, I have changed from a heartless, non-stop chattering woman to a sad woman.

The conditions along the way were very harsh, we had to pass through one dilapidated small town after another, and even the pickup truck was overhauled and the tires were replaced, and we went again.

Mia was in this environment, followed me to several countries, watching her drowsy in the car, I took her in my arms, so far, I feel that the most important thing for me is Mia, she is my heart, no matter where I go, I will not leave her.

By the time we arrived, it was already eight or nine o'clock in the evening, and it was a difficult place to stay, unlike the urban environment in Uganda, this time we were in the eastern countryside of Ethiopia.

Every time the aid team goes to a new place, we have to explore the surrounding situation, we need to check how to lead the surrounding water sources, how to connect the wires, in fact, the politics of these African countries. The government will also send people to help, but many of the daily life, food, clothing, housing and transportation still depend on us to stand on our own.

There are also medical personnel from surrounding cities and local cities, after all, the local medical level is limited, and they have to learn and observe some large-scale and difficult surgeries.

I first handed the sleeping Mia to the older head of the internal medicine department and asked her to watch it out, and I was going to go out to see the recent water source.

Walking on the bumpy streets, I wasn't too scared inside.

It is said that the law and order in Africa is relatively chaotic, but the situation in Ethiopia is a little better, and it will not be a big problem for me to come out alone.

But when I was about to return the way I came, I was grabbed by the arm.

This man spoke a language I didn't understand, as if he was reaching out to me for something, and if I understood correctly, was it a robbery?

But I didn't take anything with me, and I knew that they weren't demanding much, and that they were only robbing to make a living, because the place was too poor.

In a panic, he looked at this man carefully, thin and small, dressed in tatters, presumably knowing that I, a foreigner, must have money, so he would attack me.

Although he was small, his fierce appearance made people look very frightened, so I bit his arm and pushed him away in resistance when he was in pain.

After only two steps, he caught up, took out a dagger from his pocket behind him, and slammed it straight down my throat.

This time, my eyes widened and I shouted something I still didn't understand, and all I could do was tremble and dig through all my pockets with both hands to show him.

Just when I was at a loss, a light suddenly shone from behind us, and when I turned around, I saw three figures, walking briskly towards this side with flashlights in hand.

Against the light, the tall shadow was still a man I recognized at first sight.

This time, before the bad guy in front of me was about to attack me, something pierced his hand, and I heard his wail, which came clearly into my ears.

After a closer look, it turned out that the black friend next to Shi Xiangnan was smiling proudly at this bad guy with a crossbow in his hand.

The man who was hit by the crossbow was lying on the ground covering the wound in his hand, crying wolf.

And Shi Xiangnan took me over at this time, and when I met him face-to-face, it made me feel a lot of gratitude.

"Thanks... Thank you" I said the words I expressed almost intermittently, and I wanted to say a few more words, but I couldn't calm down in my heart, so I just pouted.

At this moment, the injured bad guy suddenly broke free of Fu Chen's hand and ran away without a trace.

Forget it, I'm not the kind of person who cares, after all, in this difficult environment, many robbers are also out of the pressure of life and survival.

However, I was full of great curiosity about Shi Xiangnan's appearance in Ethiopia, and if I were told that it was a coincidence, I would not believe it.

"How did you end up here?" I said in an almost hoarse voice.

"I've come for you, I've said I've been where you've been for a long time, and I've said that only I can give you the security you want." His voice wasn't any better than mine, but he spoke in a very firm tone.

Well, if I didn't show up in danger around me, did he plan to hide from me all the time?

When he asked this, although Shi Xiangnan didn't say anything, Fu Chen behind him had already nodded desperately to prove everything I thought.

I turned my head and lowered my gaze, until this time I couldn't meet Shi Xiangnan's eyes, I was afraid that I would not be able to hold on to my original intention, but after all, the moment I turned my head, tears flowed.

Shi Xiangnan took my hand and left, and I asked in a panic, "Where are you going to take me?" I can't leave my daughter behind. ”

He said as he pulled me away: "Send you back to your station, it's dangerous here, you've been out of Africa several times, and you've traveled to so many countries, and it's so reassuring, I'm really worried about the future of you and your daughter." ”

What does it make him worry about his daughter's future?

He really didn't see him, and I was grateful to him, but when I said this, I was a little speechless, and said with a frown: "This is my daughter, don't say it as if it's your daughter." ”