Chapter 217: You still have me in your heart

I just said a sentence to the south, but I never thought that he looked at me with a smile, and said slowly in a low voice: "It's your daughter who is my daughter, and I am willing to be her father, so that she is a normal child with love." ”

I just looked at him in some surprise, I admit that my heart was a little throbbing when he said this, but it was just throbbing, I was past the age of being moved at will, no matter what the man on the other side said, it was difficult for me to leave everything behind and throw myself into his arms.

"Don't make a fuss, don't say anything about such unrealistic ideas in the future, I'll just think you were joking with me just now, this place is very close to the station, I can go back by myself, you can leave quickly." I shrugged and smiled.

"Tranquility!" He stopped me as soon as I took a step, and took the opportunity to hold my hand, and I couldn't help but look back at him.

"Anything else?"

He looked up at me with his dark eyes: "What I just said is not a joke, God has tricked us and made us lose an angel, and now you have an angel by your side, isn't this God compensating us?" Qiao Chenfeng is no longer qualified to be her father, I will treat her as my own daughter, I will protect her and give her warmth, I can give you all without reservation. ”

Qiao Chenfeng is no longer qualified to be her father...... When I wanted to come, Xiang Nan also knew that I had parted ways with Qiao Chenfeng.

I looked at him a little dazed, but he said with a hint of pleasure: "I know that you and him have separated, so I also have the opportunity to pursue you again, and I will not give up like this." ”

I found that I couldn't hide anything from him, probably he had expected that it would be impossible for me and him to get together from the time he knew what Qiao Chenfeng's company did, and he was simply a man with a deep mind and a great city.

I don't know when Xiang Nan was so eloquent, and I found that I couldn't defend him.

So I hooked the corners of my mouth: "If you have a chance, others will also have a chance, do I have to give it to you?" ”

But he said disapprenorantly: "Whoever you give a chance, I will let that person go bankrupt, you know my strength, and I know that I will do what I say." ”

"Shi Xiangnan, you bastard!" I was so angry with him that I almost lost control, and even stared at him with wide eyes.

Of course, I know Shi Xiangnan's character, he can really do what he says, I was quite grateful because he saved me, but at this moment I was dumbfounded, so I turned around and ignored him and continued to walk forward by myself.

I don't accept that there is another reason besides my own.

After all, with the identity of the Shi family and social status, it is impossible to accept a child who was born and raised in Africa and is not so able-bodied.

And her later treatment is almost a bottomless pit, although Shi Xiangnan doesn't care about the money, but what about the old man of the Shi family?

Will he be able to agree?

It is better not to be together than to separate later, and I am firmly committed to the idea that I am like I have entered a dead end, and no one can pull me out.

When I walked to the station, I turned around to look behind me, Shi Xiangnan was still following, but Fu Chen and the black friend were gone.

It was too late for me to go around the bend with him, so I said bluntly: "What do you want, you don't plan to leave yet, this is where I work, do you want to break in too?" ”

As a result, I was surprised to hear his answer: "Don't break in, the black Jerry took Fu Chen to his hometown slum to experience life, and I was left here to accompany my wife and children as a family member." ”

I:......

Can anyone tell me when Shi Xiangnan became so shameless, I almost went crazy, and finally just looked at him with a confused face.

I said speechlessly, "Then you go to a hotel, guesthouse, hotel, etc., and then ask your black friend to pick you up." ”

He looked at me with an innocent look: "There are a lot of militants raiding here, what should I do if I am killed?" ”

I frowned embarrassedly: "Then what about your black man Jerry called him to pick you up." ”

"The phone is out of battery, and I can't remember his phone, Fu Chen's phone was lost on the way here." He justified it.

Sophistry, crookedness, this is no different from a scoundrel.

At this time, I was kind of a general of his army, and in a country like Africa, where law and order were chaotic, if I left him alone on the street, it seemed that I was unkind, but letting him live here seemed to give him hope, and finally reason prevailed over everything, and for his safety, although reluctantly, I let him stay.

According to the director of the Department of Internal Medicine, it was supposed to live in Ethiopia. In the simple tent provided by the government, the local governor later vacated a small dilapidated mud house as a lodging point, so we moved in overnight, and Shi Xiangnan also moved in with me.

But I wanted to find him another room, and the captain looked at me helplessly, unless he let him live in the same room with other male colleagues, but his face was full of the three big words 'unwilling', so my heart softened and let him live in a room.

I stood in this room with Mia in my arms and watched everything here, the accommodation conditions were still difficult, in this small house of mixed bricks, there was no toilet, no toilet, no kitchen, no TV and air conditioning, only one or two cabinets and a bed, there was only one public toilet in the whole building, and even the rancid smell of the toilet went straight to the nose, not to mention bathing here, even washing can only be washed in the common water room.

Look, it's such a difficult accommodation environment, and it's a little aggrieved to Shi Xiangnan.

After all, I am used to such living conditions, but for Shi Xiangnan, who is pampered and clean, this is a big pain in life.

So I concluded that he wouldn't be able to endure it for long, and that he might have to go back in two or three days at most.

Looking at the environment in front of me, I said worriedly: "You probably can't get used to living here, I have a simple folding tent in my suitcase, and a sleeping bag, you can take it on the small square outside for a few days, and wait for Fu Chen and them to take you back, okay?" ”

Shi Xiangnan stared at me: "Then you go with me, I won't watch you take your daughter here and I go out alone." ”

This person is really here to be angry with me, what kind of daughter daughter, he really doesn't see it.

It's just that I was too tired to bother with him about this title, so I glared at him.

"The tent and sleeping bag can only accommodate one person, I have experienced a worse environment in the past two years, and I have even slept on a straw mat with Mia in my arms, so this is nothing, you don't have to worry."

He stood still, so I had to squat down and find those things from the suitcase, hold them and give them to him, and by the way, push him and say, "Don't hurry up yet." ”

I even pulled and pulled, but he just didn't move, and I just wanted to yell at him, when I heard him shout in a low voice: "He Anning! You're a woman, and you've been able to survive living in this environment for two years, so why can't I, as a man? I will also try the road you have walked, and I will also experience the hardships you have endured, so that I can better protect you, hold you in my heart, and take out more love to love Mia, please don't treat me as a pampered person. ”

After saying that, he stopped looking at me, opened the sleeping bag in my hand, carefully put Mia inside, then gently opened the window, and finally took a small folding basin from the suitcase and went out of the room.

No... Be... Pampered people?

Does that mean you're sure to stay here until the end?

I was stunned by what he said, standing motionless and a little overwhelmed, until Shi Xiangnan came back again, standing in front of me with half a basin of water, and even showed a snickering expression: "I didn't expect that the water is limited here, it is not easy to hit half a basin, you make do with washing first, and I will use your leftover water to wash again." ”

It was really a thunderbolt and a sunny day when these words came out of Shi Xiangnan's mouth, he can be regarded as the best cleanliness addict, even if he used to take a bath, the bathtub had to be cleaned by the servants, not to mention the dirty water leftover.

Shi Xiangnan saw me looking at him incredulously, just rubbed my hair and smiled: "Although I was born with a golden spoon and lived a first-class life for half my life, I can still accompany my wife to endure hardships." ”

Before I was sure that my tears were about to fall, I quickly turned around with my towel, and his words were like a huge stone in my throat, and after a choked I leaned over and simply washed my face, just to keep him from seeing my tears.

I hate this feeling, it's very bad, because his words and actions can choke up tears, so I don't want to make myself seem so worthless.

I don't want to train my heart for two years, and it will be broken by a blow in front of him.

But what to do, my heart is like being ground a little bit southward, and even he is now like a thorn stuck in my throat, it hurts to pull it out, but it may die if you swallow it.

When I turned around after washing my face and adjusting my mood, I saw Shi Xiangnan rummaging through my suitcase, and when he saw me, he pouted and said, "There is a disposable toothbrush, let's use it together, and tomorrow I will go out to buy some daily necessities that I can buy." ”

I clearly remember that this was a gift from a little boy when I was in Uganda for free clinics, and I thought it was a precious gift for the little boy, so I kept it.

He was about to walk past me when I grabbed his arm and whispered, "Wait a minute." ”

Immediately, I took out my own toothbrush from the toiletry bag in the suitcase and stretched it out in front of him: "Use this one of mine, it's soft-bristled, I'll use a disposable one, your gums are prone to allergies, you can't be too casual." ”

Shi Xiangnan leaned over to look at me, and somehow, he looked a little hairy, so I put the toothbrush in his hand and turned to sit next to Mia, but I didn't dare to look at him.

But he came over, squatted in front of me, suddenly held my hand tightly, and looked at me calmly: "You still have me in your heart, right?" ”