Chapter 153: Those Past 04
Locals of some age in the city know that the famous "Twin Buildings" were built in the same proportions as the "Qin Pei Apartment" in the past.
"Qin Pei", a prominent family that has glorified for more than half a century, after fame, in the powerless historical replacement, it ended on the stage overnight, and everything about this family gradually disappeared from people's sight and memory.
After the "Qin Pei Apartment" was destroyed and burned in the torrent of history, the original family members who were brilliant and wealthy were also displaced around the world due to various changes.
But few people know that the person with the most orthodox and last bloodline of the Qin Pei family has been living in one of the twin buildings, and the lonely boy has been able to grow up safely since he was a child sponsored by the overseas Tang family.
In the boy's lonely and cold growth, only the girl next door with long hair and big eyes, and always crooked eyebrows when she laughs is the only source of light in his gray life.
They grew up together, exchanged hearts with each other, and at some point made a private decision for life.
But after all, he owes the Tang family a favor, and the marriage contract he made with the daughter of the Tang family since he was a child is a shackle that he will never be able to escape.
No matter how hard she tried and how many promises she made, she cried and begged him to take her away, but he eventually abandoned her and married another woman.
"Xiao Jie cried at the time, threatened me and your grandmother to commit suicide, and even secretly escaped in the middle of the night while the door was unlocked...... I didn't care about her feelings at all, my only thought was to hate her, and the more she tried to find him, the more I couldn't let her get it! I hate why she is so obsessed, even if she loves him, what can she do? He didn't ruthlessly abandon her and marry someone else! I think she's stupid, hopelessly stupid, and I wonder how I gave birth to such a brainless daughter! ”
To this day, my grandfather still thinks that even if this matter is done again, he will not allow her to go to that person!
But he might change the way he communicated with her, not just by stopping her violently and by giving her strong orders, but in the end, she knew better than anyone else that it was all over after he had gone to Malaysia in desperation.
She made such a fuss only because she felt uncomfortable, and she wanted to find an outlet for her pain, and she deceived herself: it was not that he refused to come back, but that she could not go to him.
"If they love each other, why did they choose to leave in the end?"
Lu Yao didn't understand, the society at that time was no longer a feudal society of forced buying and selling, although there was no modern people's free and easy, but they had also achieved the freedom of marriage, even if they were engaged and favored, couldn't they refuse, couldn't they repay in another way?
Lu Yao's question made his grandfather's heart warm, and then it was sour, he thought that this child was really similar to her mother, they were both clean and pure people who thought that love was above everything else and did not tolerate any impurities.
Grandpa: "You don't understand, for many people, especially a person who has been burdened with the family mission since childhood, many times love is not the whole of his life. ”
Qin Pei's family has many outstanding debts and family properties at home and abroad, and that person at that time was in order to revive the family, in order to get back some of the things of his ancestors, and for himself...... So he resolutely left the person he loved the most, and chose someone he could rely on to help him regain something.
"How could he still ...... Can you go back to the Twin Towers? Lu Yao seemed to be able to feel his mother's heartache, and his heart tingled.
Tang Fei is three years older than Lu Yao, and in the year Lu Yao was born, Tang Fei's family moved back to the Twin Towers.
If she was born at that time, then it means that her parents have already formed a family, supported each other, and lived an ordinary life.
And that man, if he had chosen to leave in the first place, why did he come back in a grand manner when her mother was determined to forget that he was with someone else?
"This matter, actually...... It's all my fault. My grandfather later realized that even if that person didn't go back to the Twin Towers, and they didn't become neighbors again, they couldn't prevent the tragedy of that accident from happening eventually!
Although his daughter is weak on the outside, she is as stubborn and tenacious as herself in her bones.
Back then, she kept telling herself that she loved him, no matter what he did to hurt her, she only loved him alone in her life!
But he didn't believe it, he just couldn't see her unrepentant in front of him, he once ordered his thousands of iron horsemen, who could kill and make decisions like a bamboo, why was he restrained by a helpless and stupid child?
He didn't believe it, he didn't accept it, he didn't allow it, so he pushed her to another person without saying anything!
He didn't believe she couldn't fall in love with anyone else in her life!
So he found the child, he had been cared for by the family when he was in southern Xinjiang, he took him into the house, treated him as his son-in-law, and he believed that one day she would change her mind and fall in love with the person he had chosen!
"I ignored your mother's feelings and forced her to accept your father, I was so wrong that I not only ruined your mother, but also your father...... Lu Yunhe...... He knows that your mother doesn't love him, but he's still caught up in it...... It's all my fault, I killed two children in succession. Grandpa's shrewd and sharp eyes were cloudy at this time, and what seeped out of his eyes was a thick remorse.
"Why do I have to force her to forget, she loves when she wants, she waits when she wants, she does whatever she wants, as long as she is alive and still by our side......"
Every time he missed, he was wrapped in lingering remorse, and he couldn't bear to think of everything about her.
When he and Lu Yao re-mentioned the past now, they felt that the most damned person was not her, but everyone who had hurt her.
"Maybe she doesn't love your dad, it's just that she can't forget that person. She knew he came back for her, but when he reappeared, she actually did a good job, maintaining the reputation of our family and your father, trying hard to be a good daughter, a good wife, and a good mother. She and the man's wife even became 'buddies', and they often went out together and took the two of you kids out to play...... Your grandmother and I are very relieved, and feel that this hurdle in your mother's heart has finally passed, and everyone has stayed in their own place, and lived their lives impartially and quietly. ”
"Later...... Did something happen? Lu Yao will not forget the summer vacation of the third grade of primary school, Lu Yun suddenly took her to Pingtan Island, and when she came back, Tang Fei's house was already empty, this is definitely not a coincidence!
Grandpa's mind kept flying backwards, looking for "something" in Lu Yao's mouth in the painful past that he tried so hard to forget, and when he remembered it, a faint smile crept up in his eyes, completely lost his anger and disappointment after knowing about it.
"That time your mother's unit organized a trip, maybe it was a coincidence, maybe it was him...... Your mother later explained to me that they just happened to be in the same scenic spot in those days, that she was a tour organized by the unit, that he had a nursing home project to talk about there, and that they didn't mean to be in the same place and stay in the same hotel. ”
"But no one believed her, because we got a set of photos of your mother and him...... Now that I think about it, I really wronged her, but it was just some ordinary photos of standing side by side, and in order to avoid pedestrians, he grabbed her shoulder, even if the photo of the two of them appearing together at the door of the hotel room can it mean? ”
Grandpa sighed heavily, and he is still angry about being toyed with and applauded, "It's because there is nothing between your mother and that person, so they can only send us these photos of catching the wind and shadows!" ”
If she really had ...... with him back then Then I'm afraid that all the newspapers and magazines at that time were scandals of the Tang family and the Yin family!
"You have wronged her?"
"Yes, we wronged her, even my grandmother, who has always spoken for your mother, was angry with her, but your mother was very angry that time, she just refused to admit it, and she didn't want to admit her mistake. Your dad told her to promise never to see that person again, and she wouldn't die. Because of this incident, your father took you away in a fit of rage, and when he came home that day and found that you were gone, your mother went crazy and searched everywhere. ”
In fact, Lu Yao vaguely felt that his father's mood when he took her to the countryside for free clinics was a little strange, not like taking her to experience, but like using himself as a bargaining chip to blackmail or punish anyone.
Looking back now, it turns out that he took his daughter away without her knowledge in order to avenge his wife's infidelity and betrayal, so that she could experience the pain of the person she loved most suddenly leaving her.
After this incident, that person's family also knew, whether it was the Tang family, the Yin family or the Qin family, they were all people with heads and faces, and it was impossible to tear their faces and make a fuss, and cut off the inextricable relationships for the sake of these photos.
In the end, everyone tacitly agreed, those who moved away, and those who moved were silent.
"So Brother Tang Fei already knew about the matter between his father and my mother at that time, right?" That's why he doesn't say goodbye and never contacts himself after he moves out.
Maybe he was angry because Lu Yao's family had caused his family to be unpeaceful, or maybe he was thinking about his mother's feelings and didn't dare to have anything to do with Lu Yao.
"It's not just ...... know these things" mentioned Tang Fei, which made my grandfather unhappy, he actually liked the Tang family a lot, and even had the idea of letting him and Lu Yao make up for the regrets of his parents in the past.
But what did he do after he followed his parents to country M...... It made him feel that this kid was the same person as his father in his bones, a selfish and ruthless person who could give up everything for something cold.
Lu Yao may never know that Tang Fei chose to leave and decided to let go of her hand, not only for the grievances and hatred between his parents and Lu Yao's parents, but for the Tang family and his father's family...... Something more important to him!