Chapter 154: Those Past 05

"Then did you know the truth? Know she's innocent? Lu Yao was still young at that time, no one would tell her these things, the only thing she felt was that the details between her parents and her inadvertently revealed in front of her were far less harmonious than outsiders thought.

Or all along, it has been Lu Yun's wishful thinking to maintain the beautiful image of their family of three loving each other.

She didn't think it before, but after knowing about the past, she felt that Lu Yun was actually not easy in those years.

But Lu Yao's sympathy for her father is just a little insignificant, compared to his "pity", she has to think that poor people must have something to hate.

Back then, he insisted on going his own way, and after knowing that she couldn't fall in love with another person again, he even wanted to force her and force himself!

Her father was an elegant gentleman, he was very knowledgeable, and he was praised by everyone in all aspects of his character and medical ethics, but the more upright he was, the more he might not be able to accept the deception and betrayal of those around him.

Lu Yao could imagine how he held back his anger and questioned her with those photos, forcing her to do all the dirty things in the hotel room.

"Actually, no one really cared about what Xiao Jie thought at that time, everyone hoped that this matter would pass quickly, whether it was true or fake, whether it was taken casually or for some conspiracy...... Nobody cares about this, that's why your dad wants to take you to S City......"

Because there are memories between her and him everywhere in the city.

Lu Yao remembered that her mother liked to take her hand and walk slowly from one end of Yongkang Road to the other.

In the early spring, late autumn solstice, the sycamore leaves on both sides of the road are green and yellow, and sometimes Lu Yao, who is after school, will take Xiao Meng's guy and take their two children to press the road aimlessly.

At that time, like everyone else, she thought that her mother was a sentimental and elegant "eldest lady", and it is only now that she can realize that every step she takes on the Yongkang Road is filled with unforgettable thoughts and memories of that person.

"Your mother has always refused to give up tracking down the person who took these photos, and in the face of the distrust of our whole family, she can only file for divorce from your father......"

Lu Yao listened thoughtfully to his grandfather's narration.

Lu Yao may be the person who knows Yin Fangjie best: she can endure the heartache of watching her favorite man marry another woman, and endure being a good woman in the eyes of others for the sake of her parents and family. However, after all, she couldn't bear that they misunderstood her, wronged her, and framed her! Even if no one supports her, even if she is the only one, she wants to clear her innocence with her own efforts!

"She may have been disappointed in your father after he took you away and threatened her, but she didn't feel sorry for him at all, and your mother relented after he begged her to beg her to stay with him. Your grandmother and I also thought about this later, your mother is definitely not a person who will give in to him because of who she pitys, she didn't divorce your father in the end and went to S City with him, maybe because she loves your father. But until now, your father still doesn't trust her. ”

"I know......" After Lu Yun said those words to her last night, she already understood that Lu Yun had never forgiven her mother, even though she was no longer there.

may be precisely because of her departure, because he failed to confirm her intentions in the end, and he has an irreparable regret, for such an irreversible and untraceable regret, he has a deeper hatred for her.

His deepest memory of her may only be the photos that were deliberately taken secretly when she was with other men, and the pictures of each other looking affectionately and matching each other pierced his heart.

Because she had fallen in love with someone else when he forced her to be with her, she had never loved herself in his cognition, and he was nothing more than the father of her daughter, a relative, not a lover.

No matter what she did to him later, he already had a preconceived idea that she would no longer love him, and Lu Yao felt that Lu Yun's sadness came entirely from himself.

"As for why she went to see that person that day......"

"That person must have taken the initiative to come to her!" Lu Yao's very firm tone attracted his grandfather's sideways.

Lu Yao firmly believes in it because she will never forget what happened that day.

Early in the morning, she was still nagging her about the piano exam, disgusted that she was half-in everything, and warned her fiercely before leaving...... She heard her muttering to herself as she changed her shoes, what style and size of clothes should a thirteen-year-old boy buy......

So Lu Yao believed that the reason why she went out that day was just to buy pajamas for Lu Junfeng!

But in the end, why did she meet that person in the underground garage of the mall and be followed and rear-ended...... This is what happened after she left the house, and perhaps even she herself did not anticipate it.

"Whether she took the initiative to find him or not, she went in the end, and for your father, it was already a betrayal of him for her to do so." Grandpa exhaled with difficulty, his voice full of exhaustion.

After the death of his daughter, the old man began to face the irreparable consequences caused by his own willfulness, "If I hadn't brought your father home and let him know your mother, he wouldn't have fallen to this point now." ”

On the first day Lu Yun came to Yin's house, he fell in love with Yin Fangjie at the first sight.

An ordinary, even a boy from a poor family, came to a century-old villa for the first time that only his name was heard in the mouth of others and would only appear in books, and he saw a girl with long hair and crooked eyebrows and eyes that can only be found in dreams.

She is different from the philistine and utilitarian of most of the people around him, and in his heart, she is a pure and tenacious image of a girl.

At that moment, she became a dream he had been chasing all his life, even after knowing that she loved someone else, he was still deeply trapped in it!

"Yaoyao, so you should be able to understand the reason why your father brought Ah Feng home, right?"

It was precisely because of this deep guilt that he knew about Lu Junfeng's existence, and Lu Yun chose to take him back to his home without intervening, otherwise with his thoughts, Lu Yun or the Yin family would never have anything to do with the past incident!

Although the child is pitiful, it has happened, and they have done their best to make amends......

Later, after approving the boy, he personally instructed him to entrust his granddaughter to him.

He hopes to make up for the regrets he caused at the beginning, not only to fulfill a pair of childhood sweethearts who have decided to have children for life, but also to give a boy the opportunity to realize an unrealistic, distant and magnificent dream that he does not want to give up.

Lu Yao thought of Lu Junfeng's paranoia and possessiveness towards him from the matter between his parents, and he couldn't help but shudder.

"Yaoyao, a person can't choose his birth ......"

"Grandpa, I don't want to mention him now." She had fled here because of him, and no matter how right or wrong it was, at least now she didn't want to talk about anything about this person!

"Grandpa has been living in self-blame and remorse all these years, and grandpa doesn't want to see you do the same......"

Lu Yao gently put her hand on her grandfather's shoulder, and after finding that her grandfather was thinner than some time ago, her eyes instantly turned red.

Grandpa took her hand and pulled her hand tightly in his big hand, and his hand was full of rough calluses, rubbing the back of her hand with a slight pain.

"Grandpa, it's all over."

"Yes, it's all over, life will always get better and better......"

No one can drag anyone to heaven with one hand, and no one can trample anyone to hell with one foot, and the pain and joy of fate can only be experienced by oneself.

Why did Yin Fangjie go to meet that person later, what did they say after they met, did the man's wife meet by chance or waited for the rabbit, what was she thinking when she hit the accelerator forward, did she want to punish her or did she originally have the idea of letting her die......

These pasts pass in the silence of the Yin family and the Tang family, in the time that never stops.

Lu Yao will be unwilling, it is not worth it to be wronged for her mother, but she also understands that she is powerless to change the past, and the so-called truth will only once again evoke everyone's painful memories and unrelieved regrets.

So, why not look ahead.

It was a bolt from the blue for her, not all conspiracy, pain and grief, at least since she was thirteen years old, and the insurmountable hurdle between her and someone, after the disclosure of the truth, never to appear again.

At the end of June, Lu Yao didn't know whether it was cold or hot, and he actually launched a cold and heat.

My grandmother blamed my grandfather, saying that it was because she took her to Dishui Lake that day and was sick because of the cold wind blowing on the lake in the evening.

The fever subsided quickly, but colds followed, accompanied by coughs.

In the first two days, I heard her cough twice, and in the next few days, it began to be serious, from morning to night, in the middle of the night, I heard my grandparents be frightened, worried that she would cough up her lungs.

I have seen a lot of Chinese and Western medicine, and I only said that there is a bit of bronchial inflammation, and it is good to recuperate for a period of time.

Lu Yao was stubborn and forbade his grandparents to tell Lu Yun about his illness.

At home, she refused to go home because of her temper, and the men in the family didn't say anything, but they were complaining in their hearts that she was a little angry for a long time, and said that she was just going to live for three or two days, and half a month has passed and she hasn't said that she wants to come back.

When she got to the back, Lu Yun didn't bother to care about her, and she didn't make any more phone calls.

Fang Yuan persuaded her not to fight with her father, if he knew that she was sick, he would not go back, and when he found out, he would die of distress.

Lu Yao endured another unbearable cough, and said in a dumb voice: "I don't care about him!" ”