"Even if it is...... Even if it's true, you can choose to stay! Just like when she gave up her "dream of going abroad" from childhood to adulthood for him, why couldn't he stay for himself?

"Why should I stay?" The tone that was quite flat and straightforward just now suddenly cooled.

He asked her rhetorically: "Lu Yao, why did you let me stay in a ...... A home where I was left without a father when I was a child, poked in the back and scolded my mother, subjected to all the embarrassing mockery, insults and indiscriminate beatings, and made me such a person!! ”

"It was just a medical malpractice!" She should have known that he suddenly said that he was going abroad and wanted to leave her because he knew the truth about his father's death.

"Ah Feng, that incident was Lu Yun's mistake, he shouldn't hide it from you, but you see he already knows that he is wrong, he has been very guilty for so many years, so he brought you to us to make up for all this."

"'Just'?" Lu Junfeng's indifference made Lu Yao more and more panicked, she would rather him scold them and reprimand them loudly, than he was so calm now, as if he had made all the decisions a long time ago, and would not listen to her explanation at all.

"I don't ask you to forgive him, but can you think about me, you said that you love me more than anything in this world, and you are willing to do nothing for me, Ah Feng...... Ah Feng ...... Just for me, for my ......"

The most painful and helpless thing in this world is to pray for a change in a decision that even you know you can't change.

But Lu Yao didn't want to let go, how could she let go of his hand......

He is Lu Junfeng, it is her Lu Junfeng!!

On the contrary, Lu Yao's excitement, Lu Junfeng was extremely calm, and he never even changed his posture sitting at the desk.

The words are even more cruel!

"I will study as an undergraduate in country M, and then take the postgraduate entrance examination, apply for a doctorate, and if I can, I will choose to settle down and stay there forever."

The pain like a tear in his heart made Lu Yao bend down.

"Staying for you?" He shook his head, with a slight regret in his tone, "It turned out to be okay, I wouldn't hesitate even if I died for you, but now I won't, I won't do anything stupid for you." Because in your heart, I am just an indispensable person, you just need me, and it has nothing to do with whether you love me or not. ”

"I, love, you." Lu Yao covered his heart and cried word by word.

"Yes, you love me, but no matter how much you love you, you can't compare to your father, five years ago you could tolerate Zhang Wei's actions to you for him, and five years later you are still for him, in order to prevent Zhang Wei from shaking out the 'medical accident' in your mouth and affecting your father's career, you can be at his mercy without a bottom line."

Lu Junfeng has been trying his best to keep calm tonight, and suddenly there is a precursor to collapse at this moment, and there is a heartache in his black and white eyes, and after hatred is extreme, he has given up on himself that everything is indifferent.

"Tie your hands with a belt, wear a junior high school uniform, and blindfold...... Is it fun Lu Yao? ”

Lu Yao's whole body was trembling.

"Those...... Those photos ......"

"Yes, those photos are being reposted like crazy on major forums, but don't worry, no one will recognize the person in the photo as you, unless it's someone who is unusually close to you like me."

"Ah Feng, I can, I can explain it......"

"I know he forced you, and he just took pictures and didn't do you any harm. But Lu Yao, for the sake of your father, in order not to let me know about this, why can you do this! What about your loftiness and pride, and your 'eyes do not rub sand'! The promises you made to me in the past are all false, you will always only care about your world, and the dirt you can't see only exists in my world, and has nothing to do with your world. ”

Lu Yao really wanted to tell him that she would be willing to be at the mercy of Zhang Wei's scum to take those photos, not to hide them for Lu Yun, let alone that she cared about his career, Lu Yun should pay the due price for what he did wrong, Lu Yao is not a person who does not distinguish between right and wrong.

But she couldn't refute Lu Junfeng, because he accused her of doing all this to keep him from knowing!

That's right, what she has is the heart that she doesn't let him know, even if the whole world knows what kind of person Lu Yun is and what she has done, she can not care, the only thing she cares about is him!

She was afraid that after he knew everything, he would say so many heartless words to her like today, and he would make the decision to leave her!

"Is it that no matter what I say now, you won't believe it anymore?"

"What else do you want to say?"

Lu Yao stood behind him, looking at his back, and shook his head with tears.

"It's all over, Lu Yao, the 'two clears' you always hang on your lips, this time, we can really clear two things between us." He looked down and saw a strong visual contrast between the snow-white bare feet behind him and the dark brown floor, like two worlds that should not exist at the same time, one warm as jade and the other as cold as frost.

"Lu Yao, I won't be by your side in the future, you have to remember to eat and sleep well, and don't move anything else if you can not move things at home, so as not to hurt yourself. Also, you have been cold since childhood, don't ...... Don't always step on the floor without shoes and cool ......"

Lu Yao covered her mouth and suppressed all her cries in her chest, she knew that she couldn't despair now, let alone collapse, as long as he didn't leave, as long as he still loved her, she always had a way, there would always be a way to keep him!

Lu Yun pushed open the door of the small room, and he didn't rush in, he stood at the door and looked at his daughter's room.

The piano was piled up in the corner, and it had been reduced to her "locker", piled up with all kinds of dolls, books, and knick-knacks; The desk was clean, and it was not at all obvious that she was a person who had just gone through the college entrance examination, and her books and workbooks had been moved to the next room; The desk is a simple desk of only 60 centimeters, the bookcase is replaced by a cardboard box, the wardrobe is also very simple, even simple, and this bed......

Lu Yun's eyes were red.

"It's dad who is bad." He knew that she hadn't slept, and on such a hot day, how could she sleep when she covered herself so tightly?

He walked over to the bed and looked at the small group of people curled up in the quilt.

It was only now that he realized how wrong he was, he felt guilty for half his life, but his guilt was only for the past incident, and for Lu Junfeng's child, he never felt indebted to his daughter.

He only knows how to blindly accuse her, ask her, and use her as a "tool" that can reduce his guilt, forcing her to accept her own decisions and never consider her thoughts.

He forgot that she would also be hurt and hurt, and that what she used to cry and cry out about was a small wound, insignificant, a wound that would heal in a few days; This child, the more seriously injured she is, the more she gritted her teeth and kept silent, just like when she was forced to give up the room, she had quarreled and argued, but she had never complained after driving her to the small room for so many years.

He always said that she was like her mother, proud, noble, invincible, and like himself, selfish, realistic, and mean, but it turned out that she was most like her grandfather, the more beaten she was, the more tenacious she became.

"It doesn't matter, when you get the exchange student qualification after two years of college, Dad will send you out to country M, if you like California, then we will go to a university in California, and UC is also there. It's just two years apart, even if it's these two years, you can go to see him during the winter and summer vacations, and after graduation, you can get married if you want to, and don't pay attention to domestic ...... Identity Relationships. ”

"Yaoyao, everything is Dad's fault, he wants to leave because of me, and it has nothing to do with you." Lu Yun sat on the edge of her daughter's bed, but she didn't know how to let go of her raised hand, and in the end, she had to take it back.

"Don't be like this, no matter what happens, Dad is still here......"

Father is the one who always stands behind you, follows closely behind you when the wind is under your feet, and holds on to you in time when you stumble and fall, but for Lu Yao now, it is the source of all nightmares.

In addition, the "Lu Yun" in her mind since she was a child has also left her, in fact, she should have understood a long time ago, no one can really see through a person, she is just self-righteous to impose her own views on them, and even these "views" are meaningless "self-obscenity".

So, why should she blame them for changing, no longer the person in her heart!

"Dad......" Lu Yao finally pulled the quilt, his long hair was messily attached to his face, he couldn't see his expression clearly, and the thick nasal voice in his voice was distressing, "Don't say it anymore, I don't want to hear anything, please leave me alone......"

It's been a long time since Lu Yun felt that one day had passed so long like today.

Time is a time of happiness and happiness, and pain never ends.

"Daddy......"

Lu Yun stood at the door of the room.

"I'll ...... Leave him behind! ”

Lu Yun went out early the next morning, and he could rest at home for two days after returning from training, but he left time for his two children.

When Lu Junfeng got up in the morning, he thought that his family had been robbed!

Later, I felt that it had nothing to do with the thief, who would not knock over all the vases in the living room, throw the contents of the cupboards everywhere, and would not block all the drains in the kitchen and bathroom......

The "thief" stood in the living room in a blue cherry pajama and told him with a blank face that "I did it".

He didn't ask her why she did this, he was silent, he called to find a property and went into battle to clean up the mess at home little by little, and he still had time to cook a bowl of noodles for her in the time between doing this.

In the afternoon, her vandalism escalated, and it was no longer the flowers and plants that could be destroyed, but herself.

Lu Junfeng squatted in front of the sofa to help her bandage her fingers, cut them a little deeper, and the blood rushed from her fingers to her clothes, which was shocking to watch.

After bandaging, he didn't turn around and leave this time like before, but still squatted in front of her, with her injured hand in the palm of his hand.

Lu Junfeng: "Next time, remember to control the force, the knife at home was brought back from Germany." ”

She grabbed him by the wrist and didn't let him leave, "Aren't you angry? ”