She had been challenging his temper all day today, just waiting for him to get angry and furious with her, and they would simply quarrel, venting all their dissatisfaction and hatred for each other in a quarrel, and then they would be reconciled after every quarrel in the past.

But no matter what she did, how unreasonable she was, this time he took it all, and there was not even a superfluous expression on his face.

"It was your own hand that hurt, why should I be angry?" He asked rhetorically.

Her hands were unconsciously exerted, and a little blood oozed from the gauze she had just bandaged, but she didn't feel any pain at all, and still held his hand tightly in her hand.

"Do you think I'm still going to feel distressed?" His gaze swept over the red-dyed gauze and landed on her face.

"What do you have to do to forgive Lu Yun?"

He curled the corners of his lips: "Forgive what?" That 'medical malpractice'? ”

Lu Junfeng showed her the first smile in so many days, but in Lu Yao's opinion, this smile was so distant and cold.

"Lu Yao, you still don't understand, what he was wrong about was not the mistake eighteen years ago, but the most ironic thing about letting me live with the 'father killer' without knowing the truth, receiving his favor and care for so many years, and treating him as an idol I admired and someone I wanted to become...... It's that he fell in love with his daughter! ”

Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, he said slowly: "Do you want to say that you didn't fall in love with a person who killed your mother?" Why can't I be like you? But Lu Yao, do you really think that it was the same as now? I was not yet a year old, my father died, my mother left, my grandmother who was dependent on me when I was twelve years old, and my mother was in a car accident at the age of thirteen because of my arrival...... Do you know what they call me? I'm a disaster star, I'm a disaster star, Lu Yao ......"

Holding her head with both hands and pressing it against his cold forehead, as if to make her feel all the pain in his heart.

"I have been living a very humble and depressed life for so many years, and I have been blaming myself, always feeling that I have brought misfortune to everyone, until you appear! Because of you, I believe that no matter how unbearable life is, there will be bright care, Lu Yao, do you know what kind of existence you are for me? ”

cherished the kiss on her eyebrows, kissed his girl, and he burst into tears: "You are all I have, the most important existence in my life......"

Lu Yao hugged the person in front of her hard, her hands tightly wrapped around his body, she wanted to stay in this person's arms forever, she wanted to get into his heart and never come out again.

"The God in my heart has caused the greatest misfortune of my life, and the future I have built for us has collapsed before my eyes! Lu Yao, you are not my god, you are ...... Demon! ”

He suddenly pushed her away, grabbed her shoulders and shook her, and asked her loudly: "How do you make me face you, face your family!" I have no choice but to leave you and never see you again in this life! ”

"These ...... It's all yours...... Do you have something to say? Lu Yao cried so hard that she wanted to throw herself into his arms, but he no longer allowed her to do so.

He grabbed her shoulders strongly, not giving her any chance to be weak and coquettish.

"Ah Feng, these are things in the past, they have nothing to do with us, and we shouldn't be disturbed by these things...... Ah Feng, you love me so much, I love you too, why can't we be together, why do you want to go! I beg you, I really beg you, I beg you......"

He watched her cry coldly, Chu Chu was pitiful, I saw pity, but there was no trace of ups and downs in his heart, he realized that as long as he was ruthless and could harden his heart, he could also throw away the other party casually like her.

"Lu Yao, don't cry, because even if I cry, I won't care, it's useless to beg me, I said I would leave, I would leave you, and I would never come back."

"Dad said that in two years I can apply for an exchange student, I can go to you, and we can still be together."

"I said that I would leave you, it was 'leaving' you as a person, regardless of distance. Even if you can come to country M, even if you choose to be in UC, I won't be with you anymore, we're over, it's over!! ”

"Ah Feng, I was wrong, Lu Yun was wrong, you forgive us......"

What is right or wrong?

With the evaluation of good and evil as the standard, relying on social opinion, traditional customs, and the power of belief in people's hearts to criticize whether something is right or wrong.

At this time, Lu Yao, who was crying and admitting his mistake to Lu Junfeng, still didn't understand that the so-called fault was not a mistake, not an accident, not a concealment, and nothing about whether it could be forgiven, but in addition to the parties involved, those who had an unknown but endless deep malice from others.

Lu Yao will never be able to understand what Lu Junfeng suffered on that remote island, she only felt the biggest and deepest malice in this world when Lu Junfeng said that he was going to leave her, that is-

Lu Junfeng no longer loves Lu Yao.

The visa was processed smoothly, and the ticket was bought the day before Lu Yao's report from the university.

The night before going abroad, the aunt packed his luggage and told him a lot of things to pay attention to when studying abroad, halfway through the speech, the aunt suddenly lost her voice, Lu Junfeng asked her what was wrong, and the aunt said that you are not far away, and it is reassuring to go out, just remember to call back often in the future.

Lu Junfeng smiled back with his aunt gratefully, and continued to pay attention to his books.

The bookshelves are almost full of books, in fact, there are few books that can be taken away, all of them are reference books he has bought over the years, and he will never need them again after going abroad to study, the education system at home and abroad is very different, and the things he learns are not the same, and he has to start all over again when he goes out.

"Don't leave those books untouched, and when you leave, Yaoyao and I will sort them out and put them in the attic."

"Good ......" That being said, the book he was holding in his hand was not stuffed back.

This is the third grade English book of primary school before the reform of the S City textbook, and the English book is clean and does not make any notes, much like Lu Yao's style.

There was a piece of paper in the book.

Nine years ago, it was because of this piece of paper, the three words on this paper, that made him dare to follow Lu Yun to S City in a desperate way.

"Auntie, when I leave, please help me ...... this one"

"Yaoyao, wake up?" Ah Yao looked at the figure that suddenly appeared at the door.

Lu Yao stood barefoot at the door, his eyes fixed on the suitcase spread on the ground.

It's late at night, but it's not time to go to bed yet, but Lu Yao's biological clock has long been disordered, and in this summer vacation, it doesn't matter to her when she should sleep or when she should be awake.

Lu Yao even felt that as long as she could fall asleep with her eyes closed, she could wake up the next day as if nothing had happened, and everything would be as usual.

But she had looked forward to it countless times, and each time she woke up to find that nothing had changed, except that the day he was gone was one day closer.

"Why don't you wear shoes?"

Lu Yao walked to the luggage, squatted down, and looked at the clothes that his aunt had arranged.

"What is this?" She found something in the pile of clothes that didn't look like Lu Junfeng's own.

"Don't move!" Lu Junfeng suddenly rushed over and grabbed her hand, not letting her touch her own things.

Lu Yao shook it off hard, because he grabbed it so hard that it hurt her.

"Yaoyao, it's not that you don't know that Ah Feng doesn't like other people's things to touch, so he has to be neatly arranged......" The aunt played a round in embarrassment.

"It's ...... Photo frames? Whose picture is in the frame? The photo frame was placed backwards, and Lu Yao didn't know whose photo was on the front.

"I'm not the kind of person who has time to do boring things, take pictures, frame them, and put them on my desk and next to my bed? Lu Yao, this kind of hypocrisy is only something you can do. ”

"And what is this?"

"It has nothing to do with you."

Auntie: "...... I'm going to collect my clothes. ”

Auntie felt that at this time she should go and collect clothes, cook soup, and throw away the garbage, although the work had already been done.

Lu Junfeng has lived in this house for six years, except for a whole bookcase of books, there are actually few things, his room is full of Lu Yao's things, he thinks this is nothing, once even his whole heart was full of her.

Lu Yao stayed where he was, watching him load things into the suitcase in the same way.

He has always been self-disciplined, whether it is his suitcase or his room, it is always clean and tidy.

"Are you really leaving......" Lu Yao sighed softly and muttered to himself.

"When I'm gone, you won't have to sleep in a small room anymore." He was comforting her.

"Why didn't you take the initiative to give me back the room when you first came to this house?"

In fact, she wanted to ask this question for a long time, although she had long been accustomed to her cold and damp little room, but she felt that he liked her so much at the beginning, how could she be willing to live in the small room all the time?

Putting the packed suitcase next to the wall, he unconsciously bent the corners of his lips when he turned around, and his tone became a lot lighter: "At that time, I thought that this room was yours, and the bed, desk, bookcase and wardrobe in the room were all used by you...... I don't want to give it back to you. Later, I didn't want to pay you back, because you would often come to use the bathroom in the room, you like to read books in the bay window of the room, and you will secretly use the computer......"

Lu Yao also smiled.

As soon as she turned around and looked up, she crashed into her dark eyes that seemed to contain a thousand stars in them.

"Can you take me with me? Take me to country M? She asked him with a smile on her eyebrows.

"Lu Yao, I said so much, haven't you figured it out yet?" Her stubbornness and difficulty made his already calm mood surge again.

There was a sound of the door closing, and it was the aunt who went back.

Lu Yao's smile deepened: "I figured it out, I figured it out a long time ago, I didn't stop you from going abroad, I just wanted to go with you, Ah Feng, you let me go with you." ”

"Impossible!" He really felt that he was going to be dragged down by Lu Yao, why couldn't they just stop making noise and make trouble, and couldn't they let him leave quietly!

"No, you will, you'll take me away!" In the face of his disgust, she was unusually determined.

"Lu Yao, you...... What to do? ”

Lu Yao took out something from his pajama pocket......

"You said that our knife is imported from Germany, it is very sharp, and you can cut the bone with a light cut, and you guess, if I cut it very hard and hard, will I die?" Lu Yao pressed a cold blade with a chill against his neck.

She watched his expression change from aloof to angry to horrified, and she thought that he had finally reacted, no longer turning a deaf ear to his begging for him, no longer indifferent to the self-harm she had done to hurt herself and try to win his sympathy.

Lu Yao was still smiling, but he was already in tears: "If I die, will you still leave?" ”