"Xiao Yang has hurt me, is Cheng Ziyi good?"

A rhetorical question in the evening left me speechless.

"Don't just because Cheng Ziyi is Shi Xiangnan's friend, you automatically classify him as a good man like Shi Xiangnan, anyway, now I don't plan to fall in love, so isn't it the same who I promise to be with?"

No matter how sad she is, she can't make a decision that she regrets.

But obviously she can't listen to it now, whatever I say seems to be helping Cheng Ziyi in her eyes, so I simply patted her on the shoulder, put down the surprise in her tone just now, and said softly: "Forget it, you are an adult, you can control your own affairs, no matter what decision you make, I will support you and never give up on you." ”

If she had gone through all this suffering that I had been through, maybe not all of her world would have been love.

She just got stuck in it, couldn't get out, couldn't see that there was something better in this world.

For example, freedom, or accompanying the growth of children.

In the past, I was full of love, but when I was stranded on the island for the past three years, I realized that I missed too many things.

Maybe she will slowly figure out these things in the future.

……

After Gu Wanwan and I finished talking about the old days, we walked out as usual, and walked to the side door of the hospital just about to break up with Wanwan, who would have thought that I heard a woman's crying voice around the corner.

Curiosity drove the two of us to take a few steps and look around the corner.

A woman crouched against the wall, holding a mobile phone in her hand, covering her eyes, and couldn't stop crying.

But take a closer look, if you don't admit it, it is Zeng Xiru.

Zeng Xiru.

How did it come out here?

Crying like this near the hospital, is it sick?

I remember Xiang Hao said that the two of them seem to have remarried, although my subconscious told me not to meddle in things, she cried when she cried, but I saw her crying like a tearful person, after all, she couldn't hold back, and her legs had already stepped over.

Gu Wanwan said that I was nosy, and asked me if I had forgotten how she treated me when I had amnesia?

Of course, I understand that she is fighting for me, but after all, people's hearts are flesh and blood, and if a woman cries like this, there must be something that can't be solved.

So I took her and walked with me inside.

Zeng Xiru's eyes were already crying like walnuts, and now her face seemed to be full of vicissitudes, and she looked at her phone with a sense of decadence.

She was almost skinny and skinny, and she was almost unrecognizable from the beautiful, arrogant and domineering Zeng Xiru in the past.

She probably cried too seriously, barely feeling the existence of me and Gu Wanwan, and it wasn't until I made a voice to greet her that she slowly raised her head to look at me.

"You... What's wrong, do you need help? Zeng Xiru was a little surprised to see me, and she reacted for a while before she reluctantly squeezed a smile out of her face.

After that, she didn't answer my question, just covered her face and shook her body with a smile.

"Everyone says that the famous Mrs. Shi has evaporated from the world, I thought that this woman of yours was going to disappear in this life, but I didn't expect you to come back."

"Zeng Xiru, you'd better keep your mouth clean." Gu Wanwan couldn't hear her words, and yelled a little angrily.

On the contrary, it was Zeng Xiru, who seemed to be indifferent to everything in the face of everything, and uncharacteristically ignored Gu Wanwan's words.

Her face had betrayed herself, and her sick appearance had already been revealed.

So I cautiously tried to ask her, "Are you sick?" ”

After listening to my words, she looked at me in a daze, and said helplessly: "What does it have to do with you whether I am sick or not, you can be your wife with peace of mind, and come here to care about other people's lives, is it idle all day long?" ”

This woman has always been so unreasonable, others care about her kindly, but she doesn't appreciate it, if it were the same as before, I would have turned around and left.

But now I am much more mature in dealing with things than before, and I am not so impulsive.

After looking at her twice, I finally planned to leave, since I didn't want to say it, just don't ask, it's annoying.

Just as I turned around and was about to leave, I heard her suddenly say, "Do you know how Xiang Hao is now?" ”

I looked at her indifferently, how he happened didn't seem to have anything to do with me, did the two of them break up again?

I looked at her suspiciously, but she sneered on her shoulders and smirked: "It seems that I definitely don't know, since I met it, I'll tell you, he died, he left a month ago, I haven't been able to get out, every time I come to the hospital, I will think of the days when he accompanied me." ”

……

On the way back, I felt a little sad, after all, I had such a marriage with Xiang Hao, and he didn't feel sorry for me, so I should go to the cemetery to see him.

Walking on the road, I had to pat my chest, like something was pressing here, and I was suffocating.

In particular, Zeng Xiru's words are still in my ears, replaying them in my mind over and over again.

"You probably never knew that the only woman Xiang Hao had ever loved in his life was you, anyway, people are dead, I'll tell you everything. I knew him when I was in school, I liked him, but he liked you at that time, didn't you never know that Xiang Hao was from the same school as you? ”

I immediately shook my head, and Zeng Xi laughed as if sarcastically at this time: "He saved a little girl when he was a child, and later found out that the girl was in the same school as him, and then he couldn't help but like it, but finally found out that the marriage he was arranged was a girl he liked for so many years, he excitedly broke up with me, but finally found that the girl he liked had a miscarriage for another man, and he couldn't accept it and couldn't let go, so he had such a deformed extramarital affair between me and him." ”

Later, I couldn't listen to what she said, I just felt very upset.

It's not because a man is annoying, but I feel that I am full of regret for Xiang Hao.

I used to want to find the person who saved me, but I never thought that he was right next to me, but now he is gone.

The deceased is gone, and I can probably understand Zeng Xiru's pain because of the loss of Xiang Hao, but I think I will never be able to understand Xiang Hao's self-indulgence.

Zeng Xiru told me that it was because Xiang Hao met me by chance at the cemetery that time and learned that I was going to be with Qiao Chenfeng, so I got drunk in the bar that night and slept with a strange woman, never thinking that the woman had AIDS.

"So I didn't escape the bad luck, when Xiang Hao didn't know that he was infected with AIDS, we all drank too much that night, and went to bed naturally, you see me like this now because I was also infected. I'm crying here, not only because Xiang Hao died, but also because the doctor also sentenced me to death, with my current condition, I can't live for half a year at most, I really didn't expect that I was this ending, a look back at Xiang Hao in school back then, actually let me take a life after many years. ”

When Zeng Xiru said this, her tone was very heavy and heavy, and her eyes were already floating, I think she had hatred in her heart.

In fact, what is the use of hate, love is always unfair.

You can't judge who is right and who is wrong, and you can't tell whether it's fair or not, and it seems that the one who loves less in love will have the upper hand.

Obviously, between Xiang Hao and Zeng Xiru, Xiang Hao is the one who has the upper hand.

Only now do I understand why Zeng Xiru always hates me so much, it turns out that all grievances and sorrows have a cause and effect.

When I saw Zeng Xiru before, I still had a faint smile on my lips, but when I finally left, I really felt a little sorry for this woman.

Her feelings for Xiang Hao are by no means less than my feelings for Shi Xiangnan, but she didn't meet the right person and paid for her emotions and even her life wrongly.

I, Xiang Hao, Zeng Xiru, the entanglement between the three of us is really over so far, in fact, it has already ended when I left Shanghai to go to Africa, but some people have not let go of the past and the knot, until this moment, what should probably be put down has been put down, and there is no longer something to entangle.

For Xiang Hao, Zeng Xiru said that he loved me, but he never mentioned and expressed it to me, he and Zeng Xiru are actually the same, he lost everything because he loved someone, but unlike Zeng Xiru, he did not pursue his own emotions as freely as her.

I think this should be the last time I see Zeng Xiru in my life, and I shouldn't have the opportunity to see him again in the future.

Until I walked around the corner, Gu Wanwan kept holding my arm.

She was afraid that I would blame myself, I gently shook her hand and told her that I was fine, after all, I am not the one who is deep in that relationship, the most important thing for me at this moment is the people and things in front of me, and everything else will not disturb my life anymore.

……

Separated from Gu Wanwan, I couldn't wait to see Shi Xiangnan.

I don't know why, but I just want to see him urgently.

Probably listened to Zeng Xiru's words, I always felt that Xiang Hao's death was a little sudden, and no one could do anything in the face of death, and I felt that I could be fortunate to have the man I loved again, so I didn't want to wait to see him for a minute or a second.

It's just that I didn't expect to encounter some episodes when the times came.

After three years, the front desk of their company has long been changed again and again, and I wanted to go in to see my man, but I was blocked.

"Excuse me, ma'am, do you always have an appointment when you are looking for it?" One of the beautiful women asked with a smile.

I had to raise the corners of my mouth slightly: "I'm his wife, do you think it's necessary?" ”

When a few people next to me heard it, they looked at me with gossipy eyes and even started whispering.

"Mrs. Shi? She must be the woman I heard about who has been missing for a long time. ”

"Isn't it rumored that the police can't do anything after being missing for a long time?"

"Tut-tut, it won't be fake, now women are all trying to climb the dragon and the phoenix, and they can do anything."

If it had been before, I might have gone up and scratched their pretty faces, but now these words can't disturb my heart.

I wasn't going to explain, I thought I'd go home, until I just turned around and wanted to leave, when the women were chattering and talking, when suddenly a voice sounded and the women were instantly silent, and even became honestly afraid.

"Madam, why are you here, why don't you call me, I'll drive to pick you up."

The person who came was Fu Chen.