Along the way, we didn't get back into the car, so we walked back side by side.

This man next to me, although he is thirty-six or seventeen years old, the years seem to have treated him very well, and it seems that he has not deliberately left any traces on his body.

I kept chuckling beside him, gently raising the corners of my mouth when he wasn't looking.

No matter what I've been through before, but at least I'm happy now.

……

Although my current life is what I want most, I still remember another woman in my heart, Gu Wanwan.

So the next day, I couldn't help thinking anymore, found Gu Wanwan's phone, and dialed it.

Although we haven't been in touch for three years, I still feel very kind to her voice when she answers the phone.

But apparently she was stunned for a long time when she heard my voice again, probably on the other end of the phone.

So I called twice more on the phone, and she seemed to react, and her tone of voice was a little stumbling: "You... Ho Anning? ”

As soon as I wanted to answer her, I heard her voice a little out of control and almost roared hoarsely: "He Anning, I didn't dream, right?" Where the have you been all these years? Only now to give the old lady back! ”

I had to whisper as softly as I could: "It's me, you heard me right, let's meet, I miss you very much." ”

Gu Wanwan and I made an appointment at a café near her hospital.

On the way there, I thought a lot, I remembered our past, I remembered that when she was pregnant with Erbao and was about to give birth, she said that the process Ziyi seemed to be cheating, and then when I woke up from a car crash, her stomach was already flat, but this time I came back and heard Mia say that she was divorced, is it still because of Cheng Ziyi's betrayal?

Is Erbao born?

I didn't know anything, but I knew she must be having a hard time either.

When I arrived at the restaurant, Gu Wanwan was already sitting in the corner and staring at the position at the door in a daze.

When she saw my appearance, she ran up to me almost like a madman, and to my surprise, she even yelled in anger, "Where have you been all this time?" Why don't you contact me, do you know that I fucking blame myself so much that I was about to jump off the building, I thought I didn't protect you well and lost you, I've been going to do it for three years..."

"It's a torment for me." Gu Wanwan choked up while crying as she spoke.

Naturally, I understood her heart, so I gave her a big hug, and then said to her with a calm smile: "Don't blame yourself, I'm fine now, I miss you very much, let's sit down and have a good chat." ”

I sat down with her and exchanged pleasantries for a while, but I was still worried about her, and finally I decided to ask.

"Wanwan, how are you doing with Lao Cheng?"

Her appearance instantly became not very good, her face was a little gloomy, and she hesitated for a long time before she sighed and told me: "Divorced... You were officially divorced the year you disappeared. ”

When I heard it, it was really a divorce, and I always felt that with the extent of their love, there would be a solution to anything, but I never expected that it would come to the point of divorce.

I looked back at my memories, obviously I didn't confirm whether Lao Cheng had cheated or not, but how could I get divorced.

Has it been confirmed that this is the case?

So I was a little anxious, and asked her in a somewhat heavy tone: "What about Erbao?" ”

As soon as I asked, Gu Wanwan's emotions seemed to suddenly explode, lying on the table and covering her face and crying: "It's the same as that child of yours, but before he was born, he was already stillborn, and he couldn't even breathe when he took it out." ”

When she blurted out, my heart suddenly seemed to be pulled by someone, and I was a little painful, a piercing pain, I knew that kind of state of mind, this personal experience made my body tremble.

Looking at Gu Wanwan, who was crying in front of me, I came back to my senses, patted her on the back, and whispered comfortingly: "What happened?" ”

She didn't say anything at first, she looked at my firm eyes, and finally told me: "I was very angry that he had an affair with that woman, in order to retaliate against him, I made an appointment with Xiao Yang, but was seen by Lao Cheng, he drank a lot of alcohol that night, didn't care that I was about to give birth, and forcibly got on me, causing the amniotic water to break, and it was too late to go to the hospital, and when I got to the hospital, the child was already suffocated in the stomach, and finally I couldn't pass this level in my heart, and I couldn't forgive him, so I divorced." ”

I immediately felt that she was really confused, although she was hurt in the end, but she knew that the matter had not been verified, whether Lao Cheng and that woman had anything to do with it, so she asked Xiao Yang without permission, this step was wrong, and every step in the back was wrong, and there was irreversible trauma.

Although I felt very sorry for Gu Wanwan and her baby who had never seen the world, in order to take care of Wanwan's emotions, I had to not mention anything about the child, so I sighed a little and said, "Wanwan, you are really a little confused." ”

Gu Wanwan was still a little gritted her teeth and said with resentment at this time: "I'm not confused at all, why can their men entangle with their ex-girlfriends, why can't I?" What can I do with a man as a pregnant woman? I can't do anything at all, he Cheng Ziyi is so angry, why should I be calm when I hear that he is with other women? ”

Although she had some truth in what she said, it is undeniable that she made the beginning of this incident terrible.

She was originally in the active position, but because she made an appointment with Xiao Yang, she made herself a little passive, and she was usually so smart, but when she faced her feelings, she was confused and even lost her mind.

If I hadn't been in a car accident at that time, she might have consulted with me, so that she wouldn't have been so extreme that one person would have come up with such a stupid idea and put herself in a dilemma.

I subconsciously felt that if she hadn't asked Xiao Yang at the beginning, but asked another man indiscriminately, wouldn't Lao Cheng have lost his mind and done something like that?

But when I said this, Gu Wanwan gave me an answer: "I just asked Xiao Yang, otherwise how could other men retaliate against him, Xiao Yang used to be my ex-boyfriend, and Cheng Ziyi minded this identity, so the only one who can disgust him is Xiao Yang." ”

I don't think I can empathize with her pain, because what I experienced was not a physical betrayal.

If this matter were me, maybe it would be impossible for me to do that kind of irrational thing, after all, my character was so fierce a few years ago, although I didn't care about the evening and the evening, but at least I was a good hand.

Gu Wanwan's emotions were obviously getting more and more excited, so I tried to comfort her, and finally when her emotions slowly subsided, I couldn't help but ask her a question.

"Wanwan, do you and Lao Cheng still have a chance?"

She paused and covered her eyes as she looked out the window: "Opportunity? It was me and his child, I cried and shouted and begged him not to touch me at that time, I didn't want any accidents before giving birth, but this big accident was indeed given to me by him, Anning I want to ask you, if this is you, will you forgive? ”

Listening to her words, I was slightly stunned, lowered my eyes and thought about it, and then said in a low voice: "I think no one will forgive such a thing, after all, the grievances and hatreds between adults should not be borne by children, they have not yet come to this world, they don't know anything and leave like this, mothers will naturally be sad to death, where can they be men who can experience the real sense of motherhood that the little guy brings to you in your belly, no, they will never be able to experience it." ”

As she spoke, Gu Wanwan picked up a tissue and wiped the tears in her eyes, sniffed, and said in a calm voice: "Yes, that's the truth, they can't understand their mother's love for the baby in their belly, so I didn't give him Xiaodouzi, he killed our second child, and he is not qualified to be Xiaodouzi's father at all." ”

Whether Cheng Ziyi is qualified to be a father or not is not something I can judge.

can't because of his indirect behavior that led to the baby's departure, he can't erase all the kindness he had to Xiaodouzi before.

Based on the fact that I am Gu Wanwan's friend, when she is extremely resentful and sad, I can only stand in her position and trenches, but I still feel sorry for her, after all, it is not worth it.

A single woman living with a child, although it is not difficult for Gu Wanwan, but after all, it is incomplete for a child without the love of either parent.

It's just that he pities such a small little bean, he is the most innocent.

Originally, there was a happy family, with parents, and sisters, but I never thought that now there is only one mother's love.

Speaking of which, I've never had a child, it's as if I understand everything, don't look at me alone, but I really feel this feeling.

I grew up in such an incomplete family, so when I faced Mia's situation of losing her parents, I didn't care about anything and raised Mia by my side, I wanted to give her more love, I wanted her to feel what happiness is, at least let her feel that she is not less than children of the same age.

Just as I was about to pick up a glass of lemonade to drink, Gu Wanwan suddenly threw me a bombshell, which almost made me unable to slow down.

She said: "An Ning, Xiao Yang has been very good to me in the past two years, he is divorced, and he has proposed to me before, although he has not agreed to him yet, but I am thinking about it recently, maybe I will not rule out the possibility of marrying him." ”

I immediately choked on the lemonade that I was about to swallow and coughed, and I looked at her in disbelief: "Gu Wanwan, what did you say?" Are you crazy about marrying him, have you forgotten how he hurt you before? ”