Restraint
I have mentioned and written about stray dogs and cats walking alone on the side of the road and looking left and right.
The helplessness of that time continues to this day, leaving a hole that cannot be filled, and the story naturally increases with the content, and the profound meaning is impossible to talk about.
At one o'clock in the afternoon, after getting off the bus, walking along a row of trees on the side of the road, leaning on the antique buildings under the flower beds of different shapes, every ten meters, you can see that a tree of peach blossoms is blooming brilliantly, the color of the petals is light, although the wind has passed, but it is not very obvious, despite this, it seems that the peach blossoms of that tree are flying.
There are very few people in the past, very few, and when I have walked a long way, I have not seen a single person.
Therefore, the birdsong in the ears is very pleasant and loud.
Orange, pink, red, ...... have been seen "Pencils" of different colors stand vertically and join the surrounding iron railings.
I had already walked to the kindergarten, I thought silently, because I couldn't hear any children's voices during the weekend, and I couldn't help but look inside, although all I saw was trees and trees and trees.
Passing by the kindergarten, a dog appeared from inside a building on the left.
I don't know which way I got out of it, but when I saw it, I had already "passed by".
Instinctively, I turned around and whistled at the dog, which was moving away and had its butt facing me, calling him in a language that most dogs could immediately understand, hoping that he would come back to look at me.
It turned out to be really what I thought, it didn't just stop and turn to look at me, it felt out, it was hesitant to come close to me?
After a few last sounds, it finally got its approval, and it ran towards me while shaking its head, and when it saw my hand hanging in the air and shook hands with it, it didn't think about anything, but half stood up and tried to touch my hand with its paws.
The first time, out of a last resort, fearing that its mouth would suddenly bite my hand, I withdrew my hand.
The second time, its eyes seemed to be smiling at me, so I didn't care about anything, and touched its little head.
The little guy should be a stray dog, very rarely you can see the original white hair, now the hair left on the body is either black or gray, a lot of hair has been knotted together, the dog itself is dirty, skinny.
Just touching its head, it seems that I am already its owner.
The rest of the way, it walked in front of me, as if to tell me: "I am familiar with this place, let me show you the way~"
I followed it quietly, and when I saw it turn around in three steps, and stop in five steps, I was a little crying and laughing, and I felt that I was very bad.
I continued to walk forward, and suddenly saw it turn to the one that did not belong to me, followed by an absolutely strange man, there was disappointment, and there was luck, thinking: It's good to separate at this time, lest I get what to do in the end?
It didn't disappoint me, it was the little guy who was disappointed.
When it saw that I was not on the same path as it, it immediately turned around and followed me, raising its head beside me and shaking its head at me. Then, as before, it walked ahead of me, leaving its mark under every tree I passed.
When I was really separated, I didn't look back, I didn't dare to look back.
I don't know where it has wandered now, I just hope that one day it can have a real family and home.
I hope that such things will not be repeated in the future, unless I can take responsibility for them for the rest of my life.