Leaving Caojia Village, it was already completely dark.

Fortunately, Cao Fang is familiar with the neighborhood.

She took her three children around the mountain and sat down on a large rock, staring blankly at them.

Song Xiaocao was already tired of walking, and it was Song Xiaoqiao who carried it all the time.

She slipped off her eldest sister's back, clutched her stomach and cried lowly: "Eldest sister, I, I'm hungry......"

On the side, Brother Song Zhao hurriedly took out two pieces of cake from his package, one handed to Song Xiaocao, and the other to Song Xiaoqiao: "Sister, you can eat some too." ”

Song Xiaoqiao glanced at Cao Fang worriedly, she had died once, and she already knew that if she was not a good person, she should quickly cut through the mess and start a new life. But her mother Cao Fang is different, her mother obviously doesn't accept this kind of thing.

Shaking his head at his sister, Song Xiaoqiao said, "I'm not hungry, you eat." ”

Brother Song Zhao: "I'm not hungry, mother, you can eat some." ”

Cao Fang's gaze fell on the piece of cake.

It was the bran and salt cake she baked last night, which was dry and hard, easy to choke on, and not delicious at all.

She burned a lot, originally thinking that no one would cook in the field these days, so she put it in a crockpot to eat a little pad every day.

……

Her thoughts were a little wandering, and when she thought about it, she thought of the days when her father died, and she and her mother took their two younger brothers to beg.

Although they were poor at that time, the family of four lived in harmony, was very content, and was very happy.

Also, when she first married Song Jianshu, Song Jianshu treated her well......

Even if it is a good point, it has been beautified into ten points by Cao Fang at this moment.

When did the days become like this?

I can't go back to my mother's house.

Husband's family, husband's family, men don't want her anymore.

What the hell did she do wrong?

Thinking of her younger sister Liang Lanlan, who gave birth to two sons, her back was straight.

Think about the days when she herself was angry with her mother-in-law because she didn't have a son.

Cao Fang was unconscious, and burst into tears.

It was her fault that she did not give birth to a son.

She looked at her three daughters: "In the future, I will give birth to a son, if a woman does not give birth to a son, she will not be able to raise her head anywhere, and she will be bullied to death by her mother-in-law." ”

will also be disliked by his mother's family.

If you can't give birth to a son, everyone laughs at you.

She cried and cried, and her dead heart became stronger and stronger.

Song Xiaocao took a bite of the cake, but she couldn't swallow it anymore, and when she heard Cao Fang crying, she also cried.

Cao Fang hugged Song Xiaocao, who was crying: "It's my mother's mistake, my mother didn't give you a younger brother, it's my mother's mistake, your father doesn't want us anymore, no one wants it, what's the point of living in this world, let's have a few mothers, just here, die together here, and have a good baby in the next life, even if you don't become a man, you have to reincarnate as a woman with a son." ”

Her eyes fell on the branch of a locust tree beside her, and the words she spoke, gradually, became a desperate but extremely firm voice: "It's too difficult to live, it's better to die with me now than to leave you to experience my pain in the future." ”

Even Brother Song Zhao, who has always been clever, wept helplessly on the side.

"I'm sorry, it's my mother's bad, it's my mother's bad!"

When Cao Fang said this, he was about to stand up and untie his belt.

Song Xiaoqiao suddenly rushed over, hugged her waist, and hugged the person in his arms: "Mother, mother, you are not even afraid of death, why are you still afraid of living." ”

Cao Fang wanted to push her away: "Silly child, it's harder to live than to die, it's too difficult, you don't know how difficult it is, you can't give birth to a son, it's even harder to live, you die with your mother, you don't have to go through these things in the future......"