Chapter 20: I Don't Die

Song Xiaoqiao interrupted her and cried: "Mother, no matter how difficult it is to live, you have to live." ”

"Mother, it's not a hundred times to die, those people in the village, my grandmother and my father, not only won't they feel sorry for you, maybe they will tell others that if you can't give birth to a son, you should die a long time ago."

"The saddest thing must be my grandma, grandma must know that you are like this, her eyes have to cry blind, mother, mother, you are not for others, for the sake of our three sisters, for my grandma can't ......be like this"

"I can't live, I can't live......" Cao Fang was hugged by her daughter, so she simply lay on her daughter's shoulder, crying breathlessly: "I really can't live......"

"Mother, mother, there is a way."

Song Xiaoqiao said: "My father and my grandmother don't want us, we have to live better, so we can't die, and we can't die if we grit our teeth." ”

"Mother, mother, none of our three sisters have ever thought about dying, and you can't die."

Song Xiaoqiao helped Cao Fang wipe her tears, turned her head, and asked Brother Song Zhao next to her: "Eldest sister, is there still a spare house in your school, is it easy for you to talk to the new teacher in the city this year?" ”

No matter how smart and clever Brother Song Zhao is, he is only a ten-year-old child, and he was stunned by Cao Fang's crying, so he could only hold his sister and cry silently.

Hearing Song Xiaoqiao's words, his eyes lit up, and he hurriedly said: "Okay, good, our teacher is very good, there is still a spare house in the school, I want to ask the teacher to borrow it, the teacher will definitely let me, the teacher likes me." ”

Song Zhaodi's teacher is very good, and Song Xiaoqiao knew it in his last life.

When Song Zhaodi was not studying, the teacher visited his home several times, and was even willing to pay for Song Zhaodi's study.

That's why Song Xiaoqiao would ask such a thing.

"Mother, look, the place to live is solved." Song Xiaoqiao said softly to Cao Fang: "Mother, let's go to the school tonight first, and then ask the eldest sister and the younger sister to study together, tomorrow the two of us will go to the town to ask what to do to make money, there is no way to make money in the town, we will go to the county seat." ”

"Mother, we can live and live well."

"Don't think about dying, if you die, you won't be able to raise your eyebrows again, and you won't be able to impress my father."

"Mother, let's go, let's go to school."

Cao Fang looked at her eldest daughter, who had always been cowardly and timid, in a daze.

She looked at it, tears streaming down her face again: "You kid, why are you so naΓ―ve, where is it so easy to live...... What if the teacher doesn't let me live at the school, what if I ......"

"Mother, haven't you begged my grandma for food before, it's a big deal, let's go out to beg for food. I don't die, I think of my grandmother and my father's face, I am unwilling, I want to get ahead in the future, I want to be beautiful, I will not die like this. ”

Cao Fang choked lowly: "You are still young, you still don't understand anything." Your father, your father is not bad, you milk her, she ......"

When she said this, she choked up again, wiped her tears, and muttered: "None of them are bad people, it's me, it's me who didn't give birth to a son." ”

"Mother, you're right, it's not your fault that you can't give birth to a son, mother, don't dislike the three of us sisters, everyone dislikes us, you can't dislike us, we will be more powerful than our son in the future, you will be proud of us."

"Yes, mother, our teacher said that girls are no worse than boys, and girls can also be admitted to college, and I am in our class, better than all boys."