I don't know if the relationship between this so-called little aunt Shi Xinting and Shi Xiangnan is good, but it seems that the relationship between the aunt and nephew is quite good, but listening to her say that, it always makes me feel that I owe Shi Xiangnan a lot.

Shi Xinting took my hand, and her eyes were full of distress when she spoke: "If you really can't remember him, my aunt hopes that you don't mention other men in front of him, maybe he is reluctant to tell you, just because you remembered other men a few days ago and couldn't remember him, he drunk himself all night in his own house, if I hadn't rushed to the house and saw him who had stomach bleeding and fainting, it would be difficult to imagine how serious this matter was." ”

I just looked at her in a daze, I don't know what happened between me and Shi Xiangnan before, everyone told me that he was very good to me, and it seemed that I owed him.

So I shook my head: "Then what do I owe him, can you tell me, I don't want to fall into this level of ignorance, since everyone says he is good to me, let me know how he is good to me." ”

"It's a bit ugly to say that you owe something."

The little aunt's eyes were a little red and continued: "In fact, love is originally a thing that you love and I want, no one is right or wrong, but he never said his love for you but silently did it to you, maybe he has hurt you, but he is also building a solid fortress for you with his life, protecting you in good condition, and he doesn't want you to be hurt, he would rather carry all the things alone." ”

For the next hour, I listened to my aunt tell me all about what had happened to me and Shi Xiangnan, and I was a little restless, and I had nothing else to look forward to at the moment, except that the operation would restore my memory.

……

When he was still distracted, a sentence suddenly came from not far away: "So you are here, Anning, we have to go back to the hospital." ”

I turned my head and saw Shi Xiangnan coming from the opposite side, his eyes were extremely deep, especially after listening to what my little aunt said, people couldn't help but feel a little sorry for this man.

I suddenly felt that although I had lost my memory, if what my little aunt said was true, I had indeed gone too far with the man in front of me.

Mentioning another man once or twice is indeed pouring salt into his wounds, and I have unknowingly hurt a man.

It's hard for me to imagine how far a man can sacrifice for a woman, and on the way back, my mind kept echoing what my little aunt had said.

"In fact, between you and Xiang Nan, no matter what you have experienced and how many twists and turns you have gone through, you are destined to be together, no matter whether you can fall in love with him now or not, there is no way for you to separate. What you are experiencing now is probably another test given by God, maybe after this time, there will be no thorns in the days to come, what do you say? ”

Since I woke up, in addition to focusing all my energy on myself, I just complained about the world and felt that the world was unfair to me.

But I never thought that maybe God took pity on my past and wanted me to forget all my unhappiness, and the person with memory is the most painful person in the world.

Not only do they endure the fact that the people they love the most don't remember them, but they also endure threats to their feelings, so I shouldn't be in this way.

I should accept the opinions of the people around me and face the man in front of me, after all, the person I think of is already an old man, and he is just a person who has nothing to do with in this life.

So I secretly turned my head to look at his side face, his expression was so light as water, just when he turned his head to look at me, I quickly pretended to take a bottle of water and unscrewed it, and quickly drank several sips of water.

He indifferently spit out a few words: "Have something to say to me?" ”

I shook my head, I don't know if it was cowardice or what, I couldn't say anything anyway, and I just went back to the hospital.

After that, I did a series of preoperative examinations in the hospital, and the doctor told me to eat as little as possible, so in the evening, Xiangnan only prepared some healthy porridge for me.

I still couldn't stop wandering during the meal, and I confess that when my little aunt said this, my eyes always drifted uncontrollably in the direction of the south, and there were even signs of rapid heartbeat.

This heartbeat lasted until I was about to fall asleep at night, and at this time, Shi Xiangnan suddenly received a phone call, and I heard him say "If it's him, you must not be soft this time, I'll be there immediately" and looked at me with a cold expression.

"You go to sleep first, you have to have surgery tomorrow, don't make yourself too tired, I have something to deal with, I will come back to accompany you."

It occurred to me that my little aunt had told me that the person who had done so much bad things to us was still at large, and I didn't know if the phone call he had just answered had anything to do with it, but I was still a little worried about him.

So I sat up and said worriedly, "Is the person on the phone the one who premeditated to hit me?" ”

He froze for a moment, probably not expecting me to ask so bluntly, and he replied to me as if he was nothing: "I don't know, if it were, I wouldn't let him go." ”

After he left, my mood became worse and worse, I don't know if I was starting to worry about him or what, I always felt like something was blocking my chest, I couldn't swallow and vomit.

I looked for the root cause, and I should have started to pay attention to Shi Xiangnan after talking to my little aunt.

I waited for him almost all night and he didn't come back.

Until the moment I was wheeled into the operating room, I didn't forget to look through the crack in the door.

Except for the people who saw the Shi family's old house and some friends I didn't know, Shi Xiangnan's figure never appeared.

So I was anesthetized by the doctor in a state of extreme anxiety, and I don't know what happened anymore.

……

When I came to consciousness, it was as if someone was buzzing in my ear.

Listening to the voice, it turned out to be Shi Xiangnan, he came, I thought he wouldn't come.

I wanted to open my eyes, but my eyelids were like they were too heavy to open at all, and I didn't struggle anymore, so maybe I would wake up when it was time to wake up.

I tried to make myself remember the past, but it backfired, and I still couldn't remember anything.

I don't want to worry about it, but I'm still a little sad, the kind of situation that the doctor said still happens, not all people have amnesia when the blood clot is removed, and I seem to have been stabbed in vain.

At this moment, my hand was pulled, he seemed to stretch the quilt up for me, and then sighed lightly, and heard him say: "He Anning, you seem to have an inseparable fate with this hospital, since I know you, you have been experiencing various symptoms and need to be hospitalized, this time I don't know when you will wake up, the doctor told me that although the blood clot has been removed, your amnesia may not have improved, because the memory center has been irreversibly traumatized, and it is difficult to recover." ”

I wanted to ask him what happened to me and was always hospitalized, but the current situation is naturally impossible to ask.

Shi Xiangnan continued to take care of himself: "Sometimes I think, if I ignore you when you tease me in the bar that day, maybe there will be no intersection between us, and there won't be so many ups and downs, and you won't be hurt because of me, since you have lost your memory this time, I always ask myself, do I want to let you go, after all, that person has not been caught yet, I am always afraid that you will be hurt again, and I am always afraid that you will be implicated, but every time I think of this, my heart hurts to death, It's like I've gotten into the horns and can't get out. ”

I heard him get up and walk, and then open the curtains, and he let out a long sigh.

"I used to be very arrogant, I thought I could do anything, but I found that there were many things I couldn't do, even you couldn't protect me, we were separated for two years, I was always looking for someone to follow you in Africa to protect you, but I didn't expect that after I brought you back, I put you in deep danger."

"Wife, while you haven't woken up, let me call you wife, I don't know if this decision is right, but I hope it's good for you. If you can't recover your memories later, I'm just a stranger to you, so you won't be that sad. If you regain your memory, then be a negative person, when I gave up on you because you might be a drag. ”

At this time, my hand was held tightly, I wanted to respond to him, I wanted to try to hold him, but the whole person was very ethereal, and I couldn't lift my hand at all.

Then I heard him say to me in an almost ethereal voice: "He Anning, when you wake up, I hope you will never remember the past, and then you can take Mia to find a new man and live a good life, so that you don't have to always get hurt because of me." I won't go to you again, you know, I'm too good at talking, and I've always been cold before, so as long as you don't provoke me, I definitely won't go to you. ”

"That's it, stay for a long time, I may be reluctant to leave you as soon as you wake up, say a word of blessing, I wish you a lifetime of happiness."

Then I felt the warmth of my lips, and it was probably him kissing me again, and the kiss was so short, and he left like a dragonfly.

After a long time, I didn't hear any more voices beside me.

When I woke up and opened my eyes, I didn't know how long it had been since he spoke, but until the day after I opened my eyes, except for Gu Wanwan and Mia accompanying me, Shi Xiangnan really didn't appear again.

I thought, isn't it time to go south?

Did you really tell him that you had given up on me, who I once loved?

I knew that I had hurt him this time, and that it was my memories that I couldn't recover that prevented me from keeping him before he left.

If I had a memory, I think that He Anning would have struggled to open his eyes, grabbed his hand and told him, "Don't go." ”

It's a pity that I'm not that He Anning, I told myself inside in the mirror: "I'm sorry, I couldn't help you keep him." ”