When I returned to the hospital again, I almost looked out the window at the cars and people, and I only felt that the four words life was like a drama was particularly heavy.

It's incredibly unlikely that one out of a hundred people will experience amnesia, and I'm one of those impossible.

I don't know what fate has given me, but what I can be sure of now is that it gave me a large blank space.

When the doctor asked me if I wanted to have a blood clot removal surgery, he told me what the risks were and that I might not be able to think of anything.

But I have nothing to fear, and I wonder if a woman who has nothing left, what is there to fear, and what is there to be afraid of losing?

I have nothing left to lose.

So I signed the surgery consent form without thinking, and I not only believed in the doctor's medical skills, but also because this hospital was south, and I believed that he would send the best medical team to help me do this brain-opening surgery.

During the period before the operation, Shi Xiangnan still came to the hospital every day as always, even if we didn't talk, he would stay for a day, and even work here with a computer.

Sometimes I wanted to open my mouth to ask him some questions, but the thought of what happened at the Mid-Levels Villa that day made me feel a little scrupled, and I had to suppress my emotions and look at him from afar.

Just two days before the operation, when he packed everything and was about to leave the hospital, his eyes fell on me and said, "Tomorrow is Mia's birthday, grandpa has already instructed the maid to prepare a birthday party for her at noon, and Mia may feel unhappy if there is no mother for her birthday." ”

Hearing his words, I hesitated a little, and when I looked south, he was a little lost: "It's okay, I don't want to go, let's talk about it later, maybe the day after tomorrow the surgery is done, you may remember everything." ”

According to what Shi Xiangnan and Gu Wanwan said, Mia was brought back from Africa by me, and I have no blood relationship with Shi Xiangnan, during the days when I was sick, he treated Mia like his own daughter, how could I, a mother, not attend her birthday party.

I let go of my hesitation and entanglement, and just as he was about to open the door and leave, I said, "Well, will you come and pick me up at noon tomorrow?" ”

He looked at me in a daze, and his face showed a hint of joy: "Okay, I'll pick you up." ”

"Can you buy me a gift for Mia? I don't know exactly what she likes now, but I want to give it to her. ”

Shi Xiangnan nodded: "Mia likes Peppa Pig, you still told me." ”

……

Early the next morning, Fu Chen entered the ward with a large bag and a small bag, he took the clothes and shoes I usually like to wear, and I chose one to wear on my body, although the appearance is simple, but at least it is the type I like now.

It was already past ten o'clock when Shi Xiangnan picked me up, and now I can completely abandon my wheelchair, although I still have a limp when I walk, but at least I don't need help.

But I still couldn't twist to the south, and when I was still squirming with him to push myself to get into the car, I had been put in the co-pilot position by him, and then I dropped the seat belt neatly, and looked at me with a calm smile.

I had to say "thank you" a little uncomfortably.

He got up and got into the car on the other side, and when I started the car, I saw a big colorful cake of Peppa Pig in the back seat, and a delicate oversized packaging gift box.

I looked at the back seat with some confusion and asked, "What is this?" ”

Shi Xiangnan glanced at me lightly: "She always wanted a balance bike before, and you were always worried that she would fall, but she liked it tightly, so I helped you buy a gift for her." ”

I nodded, and then didn't speak.

The direction of the car was unfamiliar to me, and I was silent all the way, but finally I couldn't help but say to him, "Thank you." ”

He didn't react, I thought he didn't hear it, and just wanted to say it again, but I saw him turn his head to look at me, and said in a low voice: "I was too anxious last time, I'm sorry, I apologize to you, in fact, you can promise to go back to the old house with me today, I'm already very happy." ”

He explained to me what he had done that day, and I understood that he cared about my feelings, and I lowered my eyes: "I understand, it's all in the past, I won't blame you." ”

At that time, I didn't think I was excessive, but when I thought about it later, I did something wrong.

After all, it was a man ten years ago, maybe it was really like what they said, Ling Han and I had broken up a long time ago.

Shi Xiangnan has paid a lot for me, and even paid his life and paid so much in their descriptions, and I just said I don't remember you, it's really hurtful.

If it were me, and the man I loved would blindly mention the women in front of me, I would be full of anger and maybe collapse, let alone someone like Shi Xiangnan.

So I was a little embarrassed and said, "I won't mention other men in the future." ”

Xiang Nan was very happy when he saw it, and he pursed his lips: "Where do you want to go in the future, tell me, and I will take you to find memories." ”

Shi Xiang took me to a mansion on the outskirts of Shanghai, which looked like the residence of a famous nobleman.

Seeing several people standing at the door of the villa waiting to greet me, I was inexplicably rushed to panic.

He parked the car, shook my hand before getting out of the car, and said to me patiently: "Come, sooner or later, you have to face them, see more people, you will remember anything, don't be afraid of me." ”

I got out of the car tremblingly, and I didn't know how to greet them, but I didn't expect these people to stand there in a row and shout accordingly: "Welcome home, wife." ”

Even Shi Xiangnan looked at them in some surprise, not to mention what I felt at the time, when I was at a loss, I was already pulled by Shi Xiangnan by the arm and entered the villa.

I saw a thin old man and a man sitting on wheels at the dining table, and when he turned his head to see me, he suddenly froze, and then the old man spoke: "Why are you so unreliable as a mother, I heard Xiang Nan say that you forgot about us, even Mia, why don't you hurry up and sit down and eat." ”

Shi Xiangnan introduced to me: "This is grandpa, he is old, but his mouth is not forgiving, he likes to fight with people, you will get used to it in the future, it is my eldest brother who is in a wheelchair." ”

Hearing what this old man said, I was so unreliable, my nose was sour, and I almost cried.

Even though I don't remember anyone, I did feel a little sorry for Mia when I said this, so I let Shi Xiang pull me south to the table.

"Mommy is here."

Hearing this shout, I immediately looked back and saw Mia standing at the corner of the second floor, looking at me with great excitement, and then ran towards me in two steps and three steps, almost hitting my feet.

Fortunately, Xiang Nan had long legs and big steps, and ran over to hug her in time, and did not forget to rub her hair, and said in a very doting tone: "When you see your mother, you are frizzy, pay attention to your feet." ”

Seeing such a picture touched my soft heart, I thought to myself, maybe our family was really intimate and happy before, or maybe Shi Xiangnan was really a very good man, he can do this to other people's children, and he must have been special to me before, so why don't I remember him at all.

I shook my head, didn't think about it, hugged Mia and kissed her, I really felt the soft and delicate kiss from the child, so I also gave her a kiss back.

The old man invited everyone to the table, but the housekeeper said that there were still people who had not returned, and they needed to wait.

But the old man was not happy: "My granddaughter-in-law is here, I said that the meal will be opened, is it up to you or I have the final say?" ”

As he spoke, the old man sat down on the throne, poured himself a glass of wine, looked at me and said, "I'm so happy today, how happy it is to be able to eat together as a family like before." ”

As soon as the meal was served, I saw a woman rushing back, and when she saw me, the woman immediately hugged me: "Do you think of who I am?" ”

I looked at Shi Xiangnan with a distress look, and he directly pulled the woman away: "Little aunt, don't scare her, if you think of it, you will think of me first, you don't have such a sense of existence." ”

"You stinky boy, are you looking for a smoke?"

The two of them sat down as they talked, and looking at their appearance, I shook my head, and I didn't want to think so much, so I followed Shi Xiangnan and sat down.

After this little aunt named Shi Xinting sat down, she, Shi Xiangnan and the old man always scolded each other, which also made the atmosphere of this meal particularly lively.

After the luncheon, Mia went to take a nap, and I was just about to leave, when Xiangnan received a call from Fu Chen, it seemed that he was going to the study to use the computer to deal with some things, so I had to sit in the living room and listen to them talk about the past.

But the little aunt patted me and suggested that I should go away with her, as if I had something to say to me.

She took me to the garden of the old house, the garden was very large and quiet, she pulled me to sit on the lounge chair, and said to me with a smile: "When Xiang Nan first told me that you had amnesia, I didn't believe it, and then Mia also cried and told me, I believed it." Do you know, you and Xiang Nan have gone through a lot of hardships to be together, you used to be so in love with each other, although there were a lot of stumbles in the middle, and finally got back together, you don't know how important you are to him, but you forgot him, it's really cruel to him, I really hope you can quickly remember the past, you must not know that you were the person I owe in my life. ”

"I know that my little aunt feels sorry for him, and I can see that he is very good to me, and I also try very hard to think about the past, but it often backfires, and I can't give me anything except for a headache when I work hard, and I am also very helpless, and I also hope that after tomorrow's operation, I can remember everything."