Chapter 151: Those Past 02
Of course, Lu Yun understood that if he told Lu Yao everything, she would definitely find it difficult to accept, and it would be an extremely cruel blow to her, so he didn't say a word for so many years, not letting her know about those ugly pasts.
But when he stood outside the door and heard what she said to Lu Junfeng, the words were naked contempt and disgust for others, with a lofty posture, because of the superiority of birth, and trampled everyone else under their feet!
He knew that his daughter's personality had the characteristics of a petite little princess, and he regarded these as innocuous little tempers of a little girl, and he firmly believed that his daughter and himself were the same kind of people.
But it turned out that he had been deceiving himself.
After today, he could no longer hide it from her, because he was afraid that she would become like her mother, and he would have to pull her back into the world he was in!
So he finally convinced himself and decided to tell Lu Yao everything about the past.
"Yaoyao, I know what I'm talking about, who is talking about it, and the person who has been kept in the dark and doesn't know anything is you!" Lu Yun paused, and he took out something from the drawer of his desk, "These are the photos of the accident scene taken by your mother when she was in a car accident. β
Lu Yun held the file bag containing the photo in front of Lu Yao.
"Don't worry, there is no ...... Photographed your mother...... "No matter how much he wanted her to know the truth at that time, he would not be cruel enough to make her face the scene of her mother lying in a pool of blood.
Lu Yao's hand hesitantly reached out to the file bag, although Lu Yun had already explained that there was no bloody scene in the photos, but when Lu Yao took these photos out of the file bag and pinched them in his hand, his whole arm was shaking uncontrollably.
They didn't give her a very clear explanation for the accident that year, and she herself refused to understand!
But when she saw the white car her mother was driving in the photo, she couldn't help but gasp for a few breaths, and tears burst from her eyes.
Lu Yun turned his face away and didn't look at her.
"Your mother was chased by someone at the rear end of the north-south elevated highway, and the car hit the separation belt directly, and the huge impact caused the whole car to roll over, and your mother injured her head at the time...... "This traffic accident can be summed up in just one sentence.
Rear-end collision, overturned, injured......
This incident, which can be narrated in just one sentence from other people's mouths, made Lu Yao lose the person she loves the most in her life and loves her the most.
She was supposed to be a little girl who enjoyed her mother's love and hid under her wings to play coquettishly, but she had to stand up her thin and immature shoulders, and endure the heartache and strive to step forward with every step.
That's why she hated Lu Junfeng so much back then, but she didn't expect that in the end, she not only forgot about those hatreds, but ...... to him
Seeing these pictures again reminded her of the nightmare that brought to her the blood of her darkest days in the summer of thirteen.
"The car that rear-ended your mother was a black van, and the driver and his companion suffered only minor injuries. Your mother just got her driver's license, because of her lack of driving experience, after being rear-ended, she caused a rollover and hit the barrier because of slamming the steering wheel, and after the accident was determined, the other party was fully responsible and bore all the expenses and pensions. I've always kept this money for you. β
Only then did Lu Yao know that the so-called sum of money left by her mother turned out to be like this......
It's really ridiculous and ironic, she even thought about using this money as the capital for him and Lu Junfeng to "run away" in the future! With her mother's pension!!
Lu Yun's eyes suddenly changed from pain to gloom, and he asked her, "Yaoyao, do you know why your mother went out that day?" β
"Why did you go out?" Lu Yao muttered to herself, she didn't understand why her father asked about this well-known thing?
Isn't the reason why she went out was the reason why their father and daughter quarreled and were hostile to each other over this?
Nearly five years have passed since this incident, and she has gradually seen it, but why does Lu Yun want to arouse all her painful feelings about this matter today?
Lu Yao endured the doubts and calmly recounted: "That day, you drove to the train station to pick up Ah Feng, and when she was tidying up the room, she suddenly remembered that she had not prepared pajamas for Ah Feng, so she drove out of the door. β
At that time, she told her indifferently that he must have brought it himself, and even if he didn't, he would still sleep in a T-shirt at night, and he could buy it at any time.
But she said that it was not okay, because it was the first day he came to our house, we should prepare everything for him, so that he felt that this was not just a temporary place to take him in, and we had to make him understand that from this day forward, this was his home.
She actually agrees with her father, and often thinks that her mother is very hypocritical, isn't it just a pajama, how can it be related to the sense of belonging to the family? Besides, didn't they plan to just take care of him until he graduated from college?
Therefore, she regarded Lu Junfeng as the culprit who caused the most misfortune in her life during that dark period.
"That's right, she did go out to buy something, but Yaoyao, do you know, even if Ah Feng didn't come to S City that day, even if I didn't pick him up at the train station, even if we prepared all the things for him in advance, even if ...... Even if there is no such person as Ah Feng in this world, on that day, your mother will still go out......"
"I don't understand what you mean...... Lu Yao was a little at a loss, he didn't understand why Lu Yun was talking about this matter to him today, and why he had to hold on to the reason why her mother went out on the day of the car accident.
"Yao Yao......" If Lu Yao could see the expression on her father's face at this moment, it would not be difficult to find the pain and grief when he revisited this matter with her.
How much he wanted to forget this thing forever in the past, and also left that person in the past, but he looked at the photo in his hand, her smile had already been engraved in all his memories of the past, even in the future, those memories that belonged to her could not let him go, and ...... their daughter.
"Your mother would go out that day to meet someone." He closed his eyes, but the figure in his mind became clearer and clearer, and the lingering figure in his memory was a pain that he could never forget in his heart.
"See someone? Who to meet? Lu Yao understood that the person her mother went to see that day may be the key to the accident.
Lu Yun didn't say the person's name directly, he just told a story slowly.
He met Yin Fangjie when he was twenty years old, and they got married because of Lu Yao in the year he graduated from his doctorate.
When Lu Yao was in the third grade of elementary school, he ignored the opposition of others, moved to S City with his wife and daughter, and after staying away from the Yin family, he began a small life as a family of three.
He thought that no matter what happened in the past, at least they were married and had Lu Yao, and life would go on unhurriedly and plainly.
But it turns out that he has been deceiving himself all along, he thought that she would forget that person one day, and even if she couldn't forget, she would try to let go, it turned out that she never thought of letting go!
"Your mom and he grew up together, and they went from the same kindergarten to the same university, if it weren't for the ...... Even though they later got married and had children, they still didn't break off the relationship. I thought that he went to country M, and we moved to S city, and the relationship between your mother and him could be completely broken, but in the end, she still had to do everything possible to see him......"
In order to see that person, she finally lost her life!
After Lu Yao finished her father narrating this old story related to her mother, the whole person began to be confused, her mind was even more blank, she even lost the ability to think, she thought that her father was just telling a bloody and bizarre movie story, and the people in the story had nothing to do with her and her mother!
Lu Yao walked up to Lu Yun step by step and took the photo from his hand.
She lowered her gaze to the man in the photo with white paint on his face and his eyes narrowed into a slit with a smile, and she pasted the picture to her heart, and then crouched down as if she couldn't hold it anymore.
"I don't believe it...... I don't believe it! Lu Yao, who was squatting on the ground, raised his head sharply and showed a bleak smile at his father, who was looking at him condescendingly.
"Yaoyao, that person ......"
"I don't believe a word of what you just said!! Lu Yao interrupted her father's words loudly, she didn't want to hear him say those things anymore!
Why did he tell her that not only did her mother never love her father, but she was also a third party who had an affair with a married man and cheated on her!!
"But you already believed it in your heart!" Lu Yun also raised his voice, he didn't allow her to find any excuse to evade this matter, he said in a deep voice, "You can call him now!" β
Of course Lu Yao knew who the "he" in his father's mouth was, so he already knew about it? Know everything that happened between his father and her mother, and know more about the root cause of her mother's accident back then?
That's why he said that he would leave because of the crisis in his parents' marriage...... It turned out that her mother was the so-called "crisis"!
"Grandpa...... You've known about this for a long time, right? β
That's why he was so cold and resistant to Tang Fei.
"Yes, and it's far from that simple," if it was just because of her daughter's affair with someone else that caused the accident, then her grandfather didn't have the face to blame others for his own child's fault, "Do you know who drove the car that rear-ended your mother?" β
Lu Yao has experienced that her best friend left without saying a word, abandoning her disappointment, and was also severely hurt by the regret that the person she loved the most left forever with the regret that she didn't have time to say goodbye, and she fell in love with a person she would never fall in love with in a hopeless struggle.
And now, they're going to get her to overturn all her definitions of "pain" in the past, and they're telling herβ
Your misfortune is not an accident, but fate!