Chapter 148: Do I Look Scared?
It's Qin Yanran again.
I thought she had left, but it looked like she had followed us to the restaurant.
It stands to reason that this restaurant requires a reservation to come in, so how can she be so unimpeded, or is it really just a coincidence that she came here to eat?
I don't believe that I was killed by chance, and the only explanation is that one.
To be honest, she doesn't look very good-looking, although the two of us look quite similar, but at this moment, it seems that she completely looks like a miserable white female ghost, which makes people a little scared.
I wanted to call Shi Xiangnan, but the phone fell on the table, but I was afraid that such a rash call for help would not have a good impact, so I simply stood and stared at her.
When I saw a piece of her red lips erased, I felt uncomfortable, and it always reminded me of the scene when she forced her to kiss her just now.
"What, you're scared to see me?" Qin Yanran asked me with a smile hidden in her knife.
I didn't want to dwell on her too much, I was worried that she would be bad for my baby, so I just wanted to leave.
But Qin Yanran blocked the road to death, and I had no way out at all.
She drew closer and closer to me, until she finally grabbed my wrist: "I tell you, even if you are together now, there will come a time when you will be separated, I will curse you, I will curse your children, I will not let you live comfortably." ”
When I heard her curse on my child, I was so excited that I even wanted to slap her twice.
I knew she was just trying to provoke me, but I endured it and clenched my fists.
"Miss Qin, please speak with some virtue, curse a child who has not yet been born, you are simply not human."
Then I pushed her away vigorously: "I'm not interested in chatting with you here, I still have to leave beforehand." ”
The moment I turned around, I heard her laugh, and finally said coldly: "Soon you will regret it, I will be entangled until death." ”
It wasn't until a few hours later that I really understood what Qin Yanran's words meant, if I had known earlier, maybe I could have saved the situation, but life is like this, forever swaying back and forth between inadvertently and unexpectedly, making people's hearts scatter long ago.
By the time I got back, almost all of the meals had been served.
I used to have a big appetite and eat whatever I wanted, but now it seems that I have suddenly lost my taste buds, and I have no desire to eat at all.
Even though there were a lot of food in front of me, I still couldn't open my mouth, and I felt extremely uncomfortable at the thought of Qin Yanran saying words cursing the baby in my womb.
Shi Xiangnan felt that I was not active at all, so he asked me why I didn't eat, I just said that I was unwell, especially because I was a pregnant woman, and many things could still be covered up with excuses, and I didn't say anything about the rest.
Although his appetite was not very good, he still ate a little bit under Shi Xiangnan's strong request.
I didn't have much to eat, so I ordered a bag to take back to the office heading south, and if I was a little hungry, I could use it to satisfy my hunger in the afternoon.
On the way back, maybe my emotions were too obvious, Shi Xiangnan finally stopped the car and asked me, "What's wrong?" The whole meal was sullen. ”
I struggled with whether to say it or not, but in the end, under his questioning, I couldn't hide it, and opened my mouth to tell him.
Shi Xiangnan held the steering wheel tightly with his hand and was silent for a while.
Piercing the dreary atmosphere was a rush of cell phone ringing.
I pushed him, and Fu Chen's name was displayed on the car screen, and when I reacted, I clicked south to connect.
I only heard Fu Chen's hurried voice inside: "Mr. Shi, I am now in Shanghai University Hospital, Qin, Miss Qin..."
Fu Chen's words were only halfway through, and then his voice became smaller and quieter, but when I heard that I was in the hospital, how could I feel that I had a bad premonition.
Shi Xiangnan didn't say anything, just frowned deeply and kept staring at the phone, he was silent for longer than Fang Cai, so long that my heart began to panic.
Listening to the noisy voice on the other side of the phone, it took a long time for me to hear Shi Xiangnan ask, "What's wrong with her?" ”
Fu Chen said: "Miss Qin jumped off the building and died. Just now, on the roof of the building in our time, she jumped down, and now the police are dealing with the scene of the accident, and Miss Qin is already dead after jumping down. ”
My head immediately exploded, I couldn't believe what Fu Chen said, and I was very flustered in my heart.
But the living facts that Fu Chen said couldn't help but believe.
Eventually, Xiang Nan said, "I'll be at the hospital right away," and after one look at me, he slammed on the accelerator and drove away.
Along the way, he was using the speed of drag racing, and the speed of the car has been hovering more than 100 miles, and I was terrified.
But at this juncture, I can't say anything, after all, people die, even if they have no love before, but after all, they once loved each other.
Suddenly, such a big living person jumped to his death, probably me, and I would react like him.
So I had to tighten my seat belt, grab the handrail with both hands, and couldn't help shouting: "Brother Nan, slow down." ”
Shi Xiangnan seemed to realize something, suddenly slowed down the car, and held my hand tightly: "I'm sorry." ”
I could only stroke my chest and shake my head: "Brother Nan, it's important to go to the hospital." ”
Finally, after more than 20 minutes of driving, we arrived at Shanghai University Hospital.
I wanted to leave first, although the doctor was used to seeing such life and death scenes, but I was still a little afraid of Qin Yanran's death.
After all, she looks so much like me, let me see her lying there with my own eyes, my heart is rejected.
Fortunately, Xiang Nan was considerate of me, and he asked me to wait for him at the door of the hospital's morgue, and then walked in by myself.
I don't know what he will be like when he sees it at the moment, I can't imagine it, maybe it's sad, maybe it's distressed, in short, I know that his mood must be gloomy lately.
The morgue in the hospital has always been cold and gloomy, and I feel extremely cold when I lean against the wall, so I finally thought of the last sentence that Qin Yanran said when I was in the restaurant before, "You will definitely regret it".
It turned out that at that time, she had already moved the idea of seeking death.
She really made me remember her in the most shocking way, but would it be as she said? Will I regret it? I don't know now, and I don't know if it will be in the future.
I can't stand the atmosphere here, the dark crowd of reporters outside surrounded the hospital, I think they must have found a news topic to write about again, such as "the ex-girlfriend of the president of the era jumped to her death" and so on, thinking that it was enough to deal with it in time to go south.
In the end, my body couldn't support it, and Fu Chen took me back.
When I got home, it was almost evening, so I changed all my clothes and sat quietly on the bed in my bedroom.
I'm afraid of the dark, especially after today's experience, I'm even more afraid of the dark night, so I turned on the lights at home and turned up the TV to the maximum, until the TV was always a funny variety show, and I couldn't make myself laugh, and even started to cry later.
I don't know what's wrong with me, so I cried for no reason, maybe I was afraid that Shi Xiangnan would blame himself for Qin Yanran's death, maybe I was afraid of something else.
Xiang Nan didn't come back after waiting for a long time, but I knew that no matter how I waited, he might not come home that night.
But I really couldn't sleep, so I had to lie on the bed and continue to wait for him, he never came back, my heart was always hanging, and I couldn't land at all.
The servant cooked, but I had no appetite at all, so I kept lying in bed, and to outsiders I felt a sense of self-abandonment, more like no one wanted it.
It wasn't until about three o'clock in the middle of the night that I was sitting alone on the bed in my bedroom and watching TV groggily when I suddenly heard the sound of the door opening.
Just as I was about to go downstairs, a dark shadow appeared at the door, and I was very uncomfortable to see him.
But in just half a day, he was already so decadent that he couldn't do it.
The suit on his body was already wrinkled, and even his face was tired, and a lot of small green orange stubble had grown on his chin in a row.
It's really distressing to see me.
Although my heart is very sour, I don't care about him at all when I see him like this.
I had never seen him look like this, his eyes were so scarlet, I thought he must have been blamed to the extreme by Qin Yanran's sudden death.
Before I could reach out to hug him, he hugged him tightly, and I smelled a strong smell of tobacco, I must have smoked a lot.
I raised my head, met his eyes that were red at the moment, patted him on the back and said, "Don't be sad, the matter is over, I'll go and put water on you, take a bath and rest." ”
"Don't go, let me hold for a while." Probably because of his smoking, his voice sounded hoarse, and when I heard his thick voice, I couldn't stop crying.
But he hugged me and didn't let go at all, and even when he hugged me, his body trembled, his face was ugly, I was worried if he was uncomfortable, sure enough, he had a stomachache and didn't eat at night, until now.
Even though I was mentally prepared, I never thought that he would become so fragile because of Qin Yanran's departure.
Maybe the cold and indifferent appearance that has always made me feel that he looks very strong, but now that I am holding him, I feel his tiredness and helplessness, and even heartache.
His stomach pain lasted for a long time, even until the next morning.
He got up with a pale face, I was really distressed, and then said to him: "Brother Nan... I'll take you to the hospital. ”