Shi Xiangnan didn't reply to me, just slowly got up and held me in his arms.

"I'm fine, don't worry, just take some medicine." He rested his chin on my head and said hoarsely.

I had to lean against his chest, listen to his heartbeat, and feel how he felt at the moment.

I wish I could be as calm as I am now, undisturbed by the news and rumors outside.

It's a pity that we are all ordinary people, and we have to face what we should face.

I gave Shi Xiangnan some stomach medicine, and before it was time to go to work, I asked him to lie down and continue to rest for a while.

Seeing that the maid had gone out early to buy groceries, I went to the kitchen and planned to make a bowl of hot noodle soup for Shi Xiangnan.

I prepared tomatoes, eggs, seaweed, and a willow noodles, and although I could cook, I didn't think what I made was delicious, so I had to make do with it.

When I came out of the kitchen after I finished cooking, I happened to meet the maid, and when she saw me working in the kitchen, she blamed herself a little, and I smiled and said, "I'm just idle to make noodles for my husband, why do you blame yourself?" ”

Eventually I looked at the time and turned around and went to the bedroom.

When I pushed the door in, Shi Xiangnan had just come out of the bathroom and answered a phone call.

Seeing me come in gave me a deep smile, and after a short break after taking the medicine, he had recovered a little and his face was much better.

I saw that he was going to change his clothes, so I walked over and helped him get a shirt to change, from the neckline to the buttons, and then to the cufflinks, the whole process was taken care of, and another spirit appeared in front of me.

When I saw that Xiangnan was about to put on a coat, I took his hand: "My stomach is just better, eat something and then go to the company." ”

He said calmly: "No, yesterday's incident was somewhat affected by the company, I'll go early." ”

"I made this noodle myself, eat a little bit, don't let me worry about you."

Shi Xiangnan looked up at me thoughtfully: "You cook it yourself?" ”

"Well, eat?" I looked at him stunned, waiting for his answer.

"Eat."

Downstairs, Shi Xiangnan sat down at the dining table, and I went to the kitchen to carefully put out the hot noodle soup and put it in front of him.

He raised an eyebrow and looked at me, then nodded: "I didn't expect my wife's noodles to look good." ”

When I watched him eat up the entire bowl of noodles and there was only one empty bowl left, I knew that the noodles I made not only looked good, but also looked good.

And I quickly ate the rest of the noodle soup, and I was just about to take the bowl away, when Shi Xiangnan grabbed me suddenly, and his eyes motioned for me to sit next to him.

I saw that his expression was a little heavy, at least much heavier than it had been during the meal, and I guessed that he might have something to say to me.

It's just that before I could guess what to say to me, I heard his dull voice sound: "When I was in the bedroom just now, the police called me, saying that this matter has been defined as a suicide incident, and asked me to go to cooperate with the investigation in a while, if there is no accident, the case can be closed." ”

I couldn't accept what the police were doing, and I was a little angry: "What else are the police looking for you?" Don't I believe you? You were with me at that time, do you need me to testify? ”

Shi Xiangnan stroked my arm and said slowly: "Don't worry, this is just a procedure, just now the police said that they also need you to cooperate, they investigated Yanran's whereabouts before she died, and found that you met when you were in the restaurant, if you don't want to go, leave this matter to me." ”

I always thought that something like suicide would not affect us at all, but I had a mistake in my perception.

So I patted Shi Xiangnan's hand and shook my head: "I'll go with you, if you don't face this kind of thing, it's easy to be caught by the media, don't affect the Times Group and yourself." ”

After that, Xiang Nan went to the company first to deal with the more urgent matters at hand, and I sat in the car and waited for him to go to the police station.

I was swiping the news on my phone in the car, and without exception, the sky was full of information about Qin Yanran's death.

was not a celebrity, but because his ex-boyfriend was the famous president of the times, he was already on the hot search and news events.

I looked at the descriptions of those news, describing how pitiful a woman was, and Shi Xiangnan and I were belittled by countless media, and I felt sad and desolate when I saw it.

But what can we do, and we can't run in front of everyone and tell them what kind of person Qin Yanran is? Those who are clear are self-purifying, and when they understand this sentence, their hearts are much more spacious.

Sometimes I really admire the current news media, always looking at the surface phenomena and chasing all kinds of shadows, talking about people have been OVER, what kind of energy is still playing here.

I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when Shi Xiangnan came out of the police station, but Shi Xiangnan looked much calmer than me, but I was extremely nervous, and I didn't know why I was so flustered, and I didn't do anything wrong, what am I doing.

On the way back, Xiang Nan's mood was not very good, when he spoke, his tone was low, I knew that this matter was indeed a little difficult for him to accept, I didn't want to force him to do anything, I wanted to wait for him to come out of this matter by himself.

There are so many things he is facing now, the difficult media reports, the company's stock has been shaken a lot because of this matter, and there are things from all sides that need to be communicated and coordinated, and he is facing these things alone, I know how difficult it is for him now.

Either way, he's protecting me now, and no matter what the reporters write, he's trying to protect me and our image when he's holding a press conference.

So I will also stand behind him and accompany him through this sudden difficulty.

I leaned on his arm and comforted: "Brother Nan, this matter is already a fact that cannot be changed, and people cannot be resurrected after death, don't think about it anymore, just let these things pass." ”

"Well, I don't think much of it, but emotions always need some cushioning."

"Brother Nan, maybe she's a little extreme, but I always feel that she should still have old feelings for you in her heart to be like this."

As soon as my words fell, Xiangnan reached out to touch my face: "I know this, but no matter what, I still distinguish between love and sympathy, and I will not give up on you choosing her because of sympathy for her." ”

"I came back so late last night because I found a brand new diagnosis report in her belongings, which clearly stated that she had moderate depression, so I went to the doctor who examined her at that hospital and confirmed that she was really depressed." Shi Xiangnan choked up a little as he spoke, and I even heard him sigh heavily.

"But... But you said that her illness was faked. I looked at him with some confusion.

"An Ning, at that time she did fake the case, but this time it was not, she did change to depression, and what I blame myself for is not finding out about her condition in time."

I understand what he said, and I understand his current position, but I also know that no matter what, the fact that Qin Yanran jumped off the building is irretrievable, people can't live in the shadows, and those who are alive have to continue to live, so they have to come out when they should come out.

I have always felt that Qin Yanran will be a stumbling block in my married life, and maybe she will suddenly come out and brush up on her sense of existence.

It's just that I suddenly felt that this person disappeared when he said he disappeared, and it was strange that it made people feel a little empty.

I also hope that with the disappearance of her, the grievances and grievances that I have only seen with her will disappear with her.

I leaned on Shi Xiangnan's arm and held his hand tightly: "Promise me, give yourself a few days, let all the sadness and sadness explode, and let yourself really forget these after a few days, just because she left everything behind you back then, and don't let yourself be sad for too long, okay?" ”

He hugged me tightly, lowered his head and kissed me deeply on the forehead, and then said: "I didn't fail to walk out as you said, but I suddenly heard the news of her death and saw her appearance, and I felt a little emotional, the woman who once appeared alive in my life is gone, and I really feel a little uncomfortable." ”

"So, no one can predict the things in the world, maybe yesterday I was alive, maybe the next day I will be gone, the world is impermanent, the vicissitudes of life, just go to the heart." That's all I can tell when to the south.

"Yes, the world is impermanent."

As soon as I entered the house, I grabbed Shi Xiangnan's waist and asked him softly, "How is the company now?" Is it much affected? ”

Needless to say, I can also guess that his career should also suffer from a crisis now, after all, he had just given Lin 200 million in business before, and within this day, until I saw that the stock of the era displayed on the Internet had fallen to a new low, I was worried, and I blurted out a question.

He pinched my face lightly: "It's still under control, but now outsiders who look at the excitement think that the president of Times Group is a ruthless and unrighteous person, and even his ex-girlfriend can be forced to jump off the building, are you afraid of the president's wife?" ”

"Of course I'm not afraid." I said so firmly: "I trust you 100%. ”

After Shi Xiangnan changed his shoes, he slowly squatted down, changed the shoes on my feet, and pulled me to walk in the direction of the bedroom: "Don't worry, my heart can't hold anyone now, you have already taken it all." ”

I couldn't have forgotten how happy I was when I heard this, and I was even a little excited.

So as soon as I entered the bedroom, I put my arms around his neck and whispered in his ear: "Me too, the only person who can fill my heart is you, and there will be no one else." ”

I don't know if it's because I heard Shi Xiangnan's words, but I really want to kiss him now, although I know that Qin Yanran's matter has just passed, and the atmosphere may be a little wrong, but I still can't help but ask against his forehead: "Brother Nan, I want to kiss you, is it okay?" ”

He suddenly put his arms around my waist and gently pushed me against the wall, and while I was still stunned, he had already covered his lips.