Chapter 244: Why Should I Believe Your Words?
When I saw him come in, I was still looking at the photo of his phone at a loss, and immediately put the phone aside, smiling a little stiffly.
He took the phone very indifferently, opened the screensaver just now and shook it in front of me: "The photos taken before have come out, do you want to take a look, I asked Fu Chen to bring them next time." ”
When he asked, my curiosity drove me to nod.
"Can you show me the photos on your phone first?"
I looked at the wedding photo on his phone and smiled brighter than on the marriage certificate.
I didn't know I could smile so well, I guess I love this man.
If I didn't love, I wouldn't get married, and I wouldn't smile so happily, but looking at the photos, I couldn't match myself as the model Zeng Xiru said.
I kept staring at the photos on my phone, unable to take my eyes off it, until the doctor finished changing the medicine for me, and the man next to me sat down and called me in a low voice: "Anning!" ”
Hearing his voice, I slowly looked away from the photo and said to him: "I want to go out for a walk, I want to find memories, my brain always floats over something, but I can't catch it, I don't know what it is, it's very messy." ”
Shi Xiangnan pushed the wheelchair in front of me, then helped me put on my clothes like a nanny, and then gently patted me on the shoulder: "Let's go, I'll take you for a walk." ”
He carried me to the car and whispered, "Some friends want to come and see you, I rejected them without your consent, I want to wait until you adjust a little better, if you want to meet them, I can also ask them to come now." ”
When he spoke, his tone was gentle and steady, not at all like the eyes of a rich man.
So I whispered, "I don't know them when they're coming, so I'll listen to you." ”
He pushed me down the hallway of the hospital, I didn't speak, he didn't speak, but when I looked at him, I saw that he was also looking at me tenderly.
He suddenly asked me, "You don't remember me, you must not remember how we met, do you?" ”
I looked at him awkwardly and shook my head: "I definitely don't remember." ”
He was afraid that I would be bumped in the hallway, and he gently pushed me over every time I crossed a hurdle.
So I smiled: "Do you think I'm pathetic?" Such a big person, no one even knows his last name, not even his father and mother, how can he still remember how I met you. ”
He chuckled lowly: "You must not have imagined that you and I have developed from lovers in bed to husband and wife." ”
I looked at him a little dumbfounded: "Am I really as profligate as Zeng Xiru said?" ”
He didn't answer me, but smiled and shook his head: "Although we are lovers, I have a habit of cleanliness, and I am only allowed to have a man as my lover, so you have only touched me from beginning to end, and you don't know how shy you were on the first night." ”
He looked like he was very tsundere, as if he hadn't experienced it for the first time.
I was just about to ask more about my relationship with him when I saw a couple standing next to the artificial lake in front of me.
The two of them seemed to be arguing, and I saw that the woman slapped the man a few times, and then pushed the man out, crying and roaring angrily with a special grievance: "Why did you betray me, why did you go to bed with that woman behind my back?" ”
At this moment, sporadic images flashed through my mind, like shooting stars passing in front of my eyes.
"Hello junior sister, my name is Ling Han."
"He Anning, I, Ling Han, only like you alone in my life."
"When I earn a scholarship for this semester, I'll buy you a lot of good food."
"You look so good when you smile, I like it."
"I want to kiss you, okay?"
"I want to have you whole when we get married."
"I don't like you anymore, I'm in love with another woman."
"Who do you think you are? I like whoever I want, you can't control it. ”
"Ling Han, you're a big liar."
"Why did you betray me, why did you sleep with that woman behind my back?"
The pain in my head and heart was terrible, and I kept covering my head and letting the big beads of sweat continue to drip down.
I remembered that man, the man named Ling Han.
Shi Xiangnan's body trembled a little as he hugged me, and he seemed to be afraid.
In a trance, I clearly remembered that when I was in school, I fell in love with a person named Ling Han, but how could I marry the man in front of me in a blink of an eye and become Mrs. Shi.
I couldn't see the man in front of me clearly, I didn't know the entanglement with him, but in a trance I saw him frowning, it was really ugly.
After a while, my mood improved slightly, Shi Xiangnan didn't say anything, just turned around and took me back to the ward, and then looked down and asked me, "Did you remember something?" ”
My expression was not too good, and I asked him in a little panic: "Ling Han, I think of Ling Han, my boyfriend, do you know, where is he?." ”
I saw Shi Xiangnan's calm face: "You only thought of him?" What about me? ”
I bowed my head gloomily: "I'm sorry, I really don't have any impression of you." ”
"Forget it, you don't have to apologize to me, I know you don't want to."
I didn't know what to say when facing Xiang Nan, but he looked at me very calmly, and said without changing his face: "Then do you know that you and Ling Han have broken up?" ”
"I broke up with him?"
Shi Xiangnan's face was a little cold and told me: "What you remember is ten years ago, you told me at the time that he betrayed you and had an ambiguous relationship with another woman, so you broke up and returned to Shanghai from Zurich." ”
Hearing him say this, I was a little annoyed: "Impossible, how could Ling Han do something sorry for me?" ”
His face looked even darker, but he still explained to me, "Believe it or not, it's all true, it's all what you told me. ”
At this moment, I shouted uncontrollably: "I don't believe it, he is so good, he will get a scholarship to buy me gifts every year, he is very good to me, he will not be sorry for me." ”
Shi Xiangnan frowned, hooked the corners of his lips, and looked at me as if he was mocking himself again: "Would you rather believe in yourself who lived ten years ago than believe in my words?" ”
I bit my lip and glared at him, "Why should I believe your word?" Although I have amnesia, at least Ling Han is the only person I can think of since I woke up, I don't believe who else can I trust? ”
He stared at me for a long time, and I seemed to see something transparent shaking in his eyes, which made me feel a sourness inexplicably.
He suddenly chuckled and sighed lightly: "An Ning, that person really has no weight in your heart, you love me, you are my wife when Xiangnan, aren't those photos enough for me to gain a foothold in your heart?" Think again. ”
His eyes were so eager and burning that I couldn't answer, so I had to turn my head and whisper: "The only thing I can think of now is Ling Han, I'm sorry, just like Doctor Gu told me, I have divorced you, I think if we are really husband and wife, the relationship may not be very good, otherwise how can we be divorced, I think I need to be quiet, you go first." ”
For the next few days, Shi Xiangnan did not reappear.
Ever since I remembered Ling Han, he had disappeared without warning, without any news, and his whole person disappeared without a trace as if the world had evaporated.
I thought he was too strange when he was there, but he felt empty when he wasn't.
This time, after walking south, he instructed his assistant to send Mia over, just in time to relieve my boredom, and Gu Wanwan also came to me with delicious food.
During this period, there were also relatives from the Shi family who came, but I refused them one by one.
I don't even know how to deal with Shi Xiangnan, let alone those relatives and friends.
I don't have any memories of Mia, but I don't get nervous when I face her, and I even smile happily.
As soon as she saw me, she ran into my arms and said in her immature voice, "Mom, I miss you." ”
Hearing her voice, my heart softened, and I was thinking about how sad she must have been before, my mother didn't know her, and even pushed her away, and she didn't remember it, which made me feel a little remorseful.
At this time, Gu Wanwan carried a rice bucket from outside and pushed the door directly.
I had to stare at her in a daze, she saw that I was a little absent-minded, gave me a bowl of pig brain soup, and handed it to me: "Drink it quickly, what is lacking, what is missing, pig brain is the most brain-replenishing, what do you want?" ”
"I don't know why, although I don't remember anything, but I think you're very kind, we must have had a good relationship before, right?" I held the bowl of pork brain soup and took a shallow sip.
Gu Wanwan suddenly grabbed my shoulder: "Of course, how many years have we been, it's not an exaggeration to say that we both wear a pair of pants, let's say what's something to ask me?" ”
I said a little anxiously, "I... I think of Ling Han, my mind is very messy now, I clearly remember that I was in love with Ling Han, but I saw the real marriage certificate between me and Shi Xiangnan, who am I with? ”
Gu Wanwan looked at me helplessly, took my hand, and told me word by word: "That person Ling Han has long been your past, a person who is not worth mentioning, I don't know why you think of him, in short, he has another woman, you will break up with him, it has been many years ago." But I can tell you for sure that you are really Shi Xiangnan's wife, you can try to get in touch with him more, and when it gets a little better, you can try your home to feel it, maybe you will remember something. ”
I sat down in front of the window and shook my head: "I can't think of it, maybe my previous life was too ordinary, there is nothing to think about." ”