During the period when Shi Xiangnan didn't come, his assistant Fu Chen would send Mia almost every day and pick him up at night.

Day after day, this went on for more than a week.

Everything seemed so quiet, but for some reason, my chest was always stuffy, except that my mind was constantly drifting through something.

Although it was not a major illness, the doctors also saw me and told me to rest on time, but there was nothing else I could do.

This morning, as usual, I was pushed out for a walk by the nurse after breakfast, and I saw Fu Chen coming over with Mia in his arms, and just when he put down Mia, he answered the phone with a solemn expression and was very ugly.

I was about to ask him what had happened, but Mia leaned on my shoulder and whispered, "I just found out today that my father is sick, and he came home this morning for many days." ”

I was a little shaken when I looked into Mia's eyes begging me to look at him.

Just when I was still hesitating whether to go to see him, Fu Chen said on the phone, "Mr. Shi is now in the Mid-Levels Villa", just such a sentence made my heart not entangled.

Because when I was sleeping, I often thought of the place of Mid-Levels Villa, but I couldn't find any memory of this place, so in order to remember something, I asked Fu Chen to take me to see the south.

Seeing Fu Chen's face was very solemn, and he was also very surprised, probably not expecting that I would take the initiative to look for it when he went south.

During this time on the road, my mind was blank, and Mia sat obediently next to me, full of thoughts about what it was like in the Mid-Levels Villa, and what memories did I have?

When the car arrived at the door of a villa complex, the car stopped.

When I stepped into this place, I was greeted by not much familiarity, but more and more I felt strange to this world.

I don't know why, there is a thick layer of trembling on my body, is there any bad memory here, why is this happening?

Fu Chen pushed me, pushed me all the way to the door, and said to me in a low voice: "Madam, this place is still the same as before you went to Africa, it has never changed, go in and have a look." ”

After standing still for a while, Fu Chen pressed the doorbell, and the person who opened the door was none other than Shi Xiangnan.

He stood in the doorway in surprise, his body swayed, and his bent waist straightened up immediately the moment he saw me, but no matter how much he tried to hide the fact that he was sick, because his face was very white, and the white was a little scary.

"Why did you get here?" He moved a little slowly, frowned tightly, took the wheelchair in Fu Chen's hand and pushed me into the room.

"That's... I heard that you were sick, and I just wanted to see where I lived and look for memories. "I didn't know how I used to be, but now I'm a very straight person and don't like to beat around the bush, so I looked at him a little embarrassed and told the truth.

He slowly pushed me around the house, and said in a dumb voice: "I'm sorry, I had a minor illness and didn't go to accompany you for the past few days." ”

Looking at his pale face and a little bent body, I was a little embarrassed to tell him: "You must have helped me a lot when I was hospitalized, you don't have to tell me I'm sorry, what's wrong with you?" ”

At this time, Fu Chen happened to hand him a glass of water and two pills, and he raised his head and drank it: "I have an old problem with stomach bleeding, you knew it before, and I would occasionally make it once, I haven't done it for a long time, but I didn't expect it to be at this time." ”

No wonder his face is so ugly, although I have amnesia, but I am not stupid, at least the common sense of life still understands, stomach bleeding must be very uncomfortable, especially he is still in the position of the president of a group, there should be a lot of entertainment, drinking or something must hurt the body.

So I looked at him and whispered, "Then you have to take care of it, and you must take care of your stomach." ”

Shi Xiangnan didn't pay attention to me immediately, just glanced at me lightly, and then nodded: "You said you would help me recuperate, I'll wait for you." ”

I looked away, and Shi Xiangnan stopped talking, but pushed me to the restaurant.

I looked at the environment here, my body was a little nervous, and Shi Xiangnan pointed to the dining table: "Do you remember that you often sit here and wait for me to come back for dinner, sometimes when I come back from a meeting, you will lie here and fall asleep, I won't disturb you at that time, just carry you back to the room, and then I will come down to eat by myself." ”

Before I could answer, he pointed to the sofa again: "And this sofa, you said that after you arrived at this villa, this leather sofa is your favorite, and a few times you drank too much and you lay on this sofa and kissed me." ”

I still shook my head helplessly, and Shi Xiangnan also helplessly hooked the corners of my mouth and said, "It doesn't matter, think about it slowly, I'll take you to the bedroom to have a look." ”

The bedroom was fresh, simple and beautiful, the type I liked.

He opened the closet, and what caught his eye was a piece of women's clothing that was very simple, but it looked very textured, and he took out one of them and said, "These are the clothes you usually wear, and this one was changed before you went to Africa." ”

He pointed to another white coat and said with a smile: "That's your work clothes in the hospital, I brought it back after I left the job, after all, it's your thing, I'm afraid I won't find it if I lose it." ”

When he opened the door of another wardrobe, I saw a dazzling gown, inlaid with many diamonds, hanging in the wardrobe, looking extraordinary.

I rocked my wheelchair and touched it, looking at Shi Xiangnan: "Is this the wedding dress I wore when I took the photo?" ”

He nodded, and I looked at all this in front of me and was even more flustered and said: "Why don't I remember anything after reading this, I don't have any memories at all, I'm really scared now, why don't you let me die like this in the car accident, I feel that my life now has no meaning at all." ”

Shi Xiangnan immediately squatted down, and he stroked my back: "Don't talk nonsense, I let the doctor save you for a long time before pulling you back from the hands of death, how can you say that if you are so depressed, there must be something that can stimulate your nerves and make you think of everything." ”

I grabbed his arm tightly as if I was grasping a life-saving straw, and begged him: "You take me to Zurich, take me to meet Ling Han, all I can think of now is him, I can't think of anything else, maybe he can help me recover my memory, okay?" ”

Shi Xiangnan's face suddenly became ugly, and he squeezed my shoulder, getting tighter and tighter, and even hurt a little at the end.

"You're my wife, and I'm not going to take you to meet other men." He suppressed his emotions and said this slowly.

But who else can I ask for but him, as he said, we are husband and wife, then all my things, including documents, only he knows where, I can't go to Zurich out of thin air.

I had no choice but to step aside and look him firmly into the eyes: "I know it's not fair to you, but what else can I do, I only have this memory of this only man I have ever liked, and I hope you can take me to meet the only person I can think of." ”

I said it with such sincerity, almost pleading, that anyone who listened to it would probably be unbearable.

At this moment, I saw his cold side face, the cold air was pressing, as if a puff of smoke was enveloping him.

He suddenly held my face, dropped all the indifference on his body and asked me: "I am Xiangnan, why don't you remember me but only remember the person who has no sense of existence in your life?" Look at this bedroom, you threw away all the things you didn't like in the bedroom, and you took me to the furniture store to buy them here. I thought you were here to find memories, but you asked me to take my woman to another man, and I couldn't do it. ”

I knew that what he said was indeed unfair to him, but I was also desperate to do it, and I was also very aggrieved to tell him: "I'm sorry. ”

Suddenly, I was pulled up by him, and he staggered me against the bedroom door, and my back ached.

I looked up at the man in front of me, probably my request really broke through his bottom line to me, he was so cold, his angry eyes were like a huge black hole that could suck me away in an instant.

But is it my fault?

I'm such a big person, since I woke up, countless people have told me such and such things, but I can't remember any of them, the only thing I can remember is a man ten years ago, I want to see it, is this too much to ask?

I struggled with fear: "What do you want to do?" ”

Shi Xiangnan almost used all his strength to resist me, and even pressed my chest out of breath.

He suddenly bit my lip hard, the pain was caught off guard, and I didn't have time to push him away, I could only open my mouth and take a breath, and he drove straight in.

When the pain gradually disappeared, I endured the sharp pain under my feet, and finally pushed him away with all my strength: "Mr. Shi, don't force me like this, no matter what the relationship between me and you was before, now I should keep some distance from you, at least you are just a stranger to me now." ”

I didn't say this on purpose because of his sudden closeness, I was just stating the facts.

No matter in the eyes of others, or in Shi Xiangnan's life, what life and death I have experienced with him before, or how sweet I am with him, the moment I wake up and lose my memory, it is really just the past.

The moment I left the villa in a wheelchair, Shi Xiangnan watched me get into the car, and before the car door closed, he said to me in a low voice: "He Anning, we are husband and wife, even if you can't remember, I am also your husband, one day I will remind you of me, you always liked to chase me before, now I will chase you again." ”

Sitting in the car, looking at Shi Xiangnan in the rearview mirror, I gradually became a little out of breath, so I kept covering my chest and letting myself breathe heavily.

And his last sentence just now kept swirling in my head.