Chapter 63: The Last Night

I can imagine how shocked Shen Jingyun was and what kind of eyes he would have, but it was only an imagination, because in the process, I never dared to open my eyes, and after entering the bathtub, I was busy telling Shen Jingyun to turn around.

"Alright, Xiaoshuang." I heard the sound of a splash, and it was a long time before I heard Shen Jingyun's hoarse voice, telling me that he had turned away.

At this time, I dared to open my eyes slowly, and what I saw was naturally Shen Jingyun's back. I had never admired it carefully before, but now I found that although Shen Jingyun's back was thin, it was strong, and the splash of water just now splashed on his body, turning into small droplets, rolling down from his strong back muscles.

He has a good figure, which makes people blush and heartbeat, and he spontaneously feels a sense of glad that he loves me, and in the not too big bathtub, even if he turns around, his body will inevitably touch, and it makes people feel that there is an ambiguity with a boiling atmosphere.

"Xiaoshuang?" Shen Jingyun called me again.

I immediately reacted to what I was going to do in the bathtub, although I was shy, I gritted my teeth and stuck it, put my hand on Shen Jingyun's shoulder with a slight tremble, and began to knead his shoulder.

"Hmm." Shen Jingyun let out a comfortable sigh, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, he moved a little closer to me, and his entire back actually touched my body.

I subconsciously wanted to retreat, but in the small space, where is there a way to retreat, Shen Jingyun seemed to sense that something was wrong, and the whole person wanted to leave, but I gently surrounded him and said very quietly: "If you feel comfortable, lean on." ”

I could feel Shen Jingyun's slight trembling, but he was silent and didn't speak, and after a few seconds, he reached out, grabbed my hand around him, and whispered: "You are so gentle that I can't believe it, it's hard to imagine that you treated me so coldly." ”

"Once...... There are many problems between us, and you can only be between my friends and acquaintances, even if I like you, but my heart has not been opened by you. But now, you are my love, and I should treat you in the warmest way and the gentlest way. Didn't you do the same to me? Being held by Shen Jingyun, I was not so nervous, and when I heard his question, I naturally said what I thought in my heart.

Shen Jingyun was silent for a long time, he was naturally clear about the past between us, and he also understood what I was referring to in my words? At the end, he sighed, just grabbed my hand and kissed it softly on his lips, then relaxed comfortably and leaned on my shoulder.

I kneaded Shen Jingyun in this posture, at first it was full of charming and ambiguous feelings, but later, when I saw Shen Jingyun with his eyes closed, leaning on my tired appearance, I got rid of all shy thoughts, and just concentrated on massaging him.

"Xiaoshuang, in fact, I want you very much, but it's just ......" After enjoying it for a while, Shen Jingyun suddenly spoke, but as a man, it was very embarrassing for him to speak, although I had an intimate relationship with him, but I was still very nervous He said such intimate words to me, and he was a little anxious to interrupt him, but he didn't expect him to say something else.

I have to admit that I was a little disappointed in my heart, and he just felt like he was denying himself. I didn't want Shen Jingyun but didn't think about it so much, and continued to say directly: "It's just that I can't, because we have to act tomorrow." I shouldn't have indulged myself like this, and I shouldn't have pestered you like this. I can't afford you to slip up the cracks, so you and I should be at our best. ”

I couldn't laugh or cry when I heard Shen Jingyun's words, is this his reason? Even such things are counted. What makes me even more amused and helpless is that he seems to have a strong self-confidence, and I will cooperate if he wants me, but after thinking about it carefully, I feel that I may not refuse, which makes me a little embarrassed.

"Xiaoshuang?" Seeing that I didn't say anything, Shen Jingyun was silent, Shen Jingyun opened his eyes and turned his head to look at me. Seeing that I didn't look unusual, he leaned on me again with relief.

I'm still helpless, so how does he think I should respond? Fortunately, he didn't dwell on this topic, but continued: "Before, I was sorting out my route notes. In fact, strictly speaking, there is no absolute safe route, but this kind of exploration allows us to know that it is relatively safe. For example, safe time, rules to avoid those dangerous animals, etc. However, not every path is worth choosing, and what I have just compiled is to find the most reasonable route for us. ”

When he said this, I became serious and couldn't help asking, "What do you think is the most reasonable route?" ”

"It's definitely a less detoured, but relatively safe route. I still don't know how to walk at night, so we have to find two or three points that are suitable for our short stay. Shen Jingyun answered for me seriously.

"Two or three? Does it take us that long to get to that lake? Today we tried, using a safe route, following our footsteps, to reach the lake in the evening. "I wonder why I don't go to the lake in one go. There are endless dangers in this dense forest, but it is relatively safe as if the lake is a forbidden area, which is something I have experienced firsthand.

"Xiaoshuang, you're thinking too simply. Everything will not go so smoothly, think about it, although we have encountered danger in our exploration these days, which one is a great danger? I always felt that the exploration went so smoothly that I didn't quite believe me. Even if you don't mention this, what do you think is the key point, no, let's put it this way, is the key person not appearing? Moreover, the fact that I have two or three anchors does not mean that we need to walk that long. Because no matter how smooth it is, according to our steps, one day and one night are enough. Unless, unless, un......less," Shen Jingyun said here and kept silent.

And where can I still think about the question raised by Shen Jingyun, and I can't help but ask nervously: "Unless what?" ”

"Unless we're dead." The answer is cruel, but it is indeed possible, Shen Jingyun simply said directly.

I was stunned for a moment, but I realized that this result didn't seem to be so unbearable, but why didn't I have time to think about it carefully, Shen Jingyun had already taken my hand and said: "The answer is very cruel, because it is indeed not a small possibility of this, the key point I mentioned just now is that I guessed that the people of the Eye Clan were obviously in this dense forest, but they never appeared, which is unreasonable!" The more this happens, the more I feel a strong sense of conspiracy, we are in the light, the enemy is in the dark, and I can only plan for the worst. ”

"Hmm." I nodded calmly, and then leaned on Shen Jingyun's shoulder, this posture was very intimate and reassuring.

"But I'm not afraid. To be able to work with you, to do my best and even my life to protect you, even if I die, I have peace of mind. If I die in the end, I will not be able to save your life, and I will be at ease, for I have no right to be the master of others except to give myself to you. Die here with you, turn to dust and be accompanied, where do I dare to have dissatisfied thoughts? Shen Jingyun's tone was a little reverent, and I was no longer silent this time, I clenched Shen Jingyun's hand and said, "Me too." ”

At such a moment, our hearts were so connected, and I could understand why my first reaction was not at all afraid.

After being intimate for a while, Shen Jingyun said, "Xiaoshuang, you now understand why I chose two or three landing spots, right?" I don't think we'll get to the lake so smoothly, and the foothold is like a retreat, a little preparation. Two or three are for the sake of insurance. Along the way, you often see me going around to dig and bury somewhere to prepare for our foothold. ”

"Hmm." I don't have any doubts, anyway, he's there, just follow him is my only thought.

In such intimacy, Shen Jingyun finished taking a bath, and some fatigue was somewhat eliminated in his eyes, we did not feel half nervous, but ate silently in the warmth, and began to clean up this platform that had been in a short time.

If our adventure is a long one, tomorrow is the last one. Therefore, we must travel lightly, all unnecessary things Shen Jingyun did not tidy up, and those left in a backpack were the most needed things. And there was another leather bag, which he unfolded and tied around his waist, and there were three magic nails, which he placed in a position that he could easily reach. He said that in order to set off at the specified time and not delay, he slept like this tonight.

I didn't ask what that skin bag was, but I knew that the three magic weapon nails were the magic weapons that unlocked his seal, and it seemed that Shen Jingyun didn't plan to keep anything at all this time. I'm a little worried in my heart, I'm afraid that even if this last journey goes well, will Shen Jingyun leave any sequelae because of this?

Shen Jingyun saw my worries and said to me half-jokingly: "Leaving so many things here can be regarded as a memorial for the place where we set love." When I think about it, I think it's actually very happy. ”

I was amused by his words, knowing that I was going to leave here, my heart was reluctant, reluctant to such a difficult and difficult environment, just because Shen Jingyun was right, this is indeed our place of love.

"Sleep, Xiaoshuang." Gently kissed my forehead, which was almost cleaned up at this time, but the familiar bonfire was still burning, which was reassuring.

I hugged Shen Jingyun and murmured in an almost prayerful tone, "I pray that God will let us go well and live." Because I am not afraid of death, but I am reluctant to die, I still want to live with you for a long time, walk a lot of roads, and hope that God can have mercy on us. ”