Chapter 62: Bitterness and Sweetness
No matter how difficult the world is, the people who enjoy it in the midst of it can be regarded as gaining a lot of knowledge, at least when you recall it in the future, or talk about it with others, it should always be interesting, and even full of wonder to the observers, right?
I often think about the amazing look in Nanfeng's eyes when I hear me talk about what I have seen and heard, and my heart will be filled with inexplicable pleasure, and everything will become interesting and easier.
The experience made people grow, and in just a few days, I slowly lived more and more smoothly in the jungle in this strange self-comfort and persistence. All kinds of detection, evasion, and finding water and food are also very good, after all, I am still a cultivator, and in this kind of place that purely relies on my skills, I at least have a foundation, right?
Since I no longer dragged my feet, the scope of Shen Jingyun's detection with me was gradually expanding. Proven safe roads can save us a lot of time, and according to our footsteps, even if we are in a dense forest, it is normal to have more than ten kilometers an hour.
Ten days later, one close to evening, we were approaching the mysterious lake, which looked like eyes. When I saw the mysterious lake that I had seen in the illusion, and recalled the bits and pieces I had experienced in the past half a month, I had an urge to cry and a great sense of accomplishment.
Compared with my excitement, Shen Jingyun was very calm, he habitually took out the notebook he carried with him, wrote and drew on it with half a pencil, and then took me back from the safe path that had been planned.
Dense forest nights are always accompanied by heavy darkness and temperatures much cooler than in the outside world.
When I sat in front of the campfire after taking a hot shower, wiping my wet hair, I was at peace. I seem to have adapted to the life and rhythm here, I can have fun with the adventures during the day, and when I return to the platform to rest at night, I also feel a great sense of happiness, and I don't feel that life here is so hard.
Shen Jingyun also sat in front of the bonfire, and when I came over, he was seriously looking at the notebook in his hand, sketching it with a pen from time to time. I felt the warmth of the campfire, sat down and looked at his face, and couldn't help but be a little dazed. No wonder some people often say that when a man is serious, he is the most handsome, and Shen Jingyun's serious side face still fascinates me to this day.
Feeling my gaze, Shen Jingyun turned his head and smiled at me, then put down the notebook in his hand, walked over, took a clean towel that had been placed aside, and gently wiped my hair.
Neither of us spoke, and at this moment the warm aroma came from the pot on the campfire, and everything seemed homely. And I also deeply understand in my heart that I am not the kind of woman who loves nature and loves adventure, and she can adapt to this place so much, not all because of the existence of Shen Jingyun?
In response to that sentence, with your beloved, you can feel beautiful anywhere.
And this beauty is also carefully maintained by Shen Jingyun, which makes people warm and nostalgic. For example, life in the wild is so hard, but no matter how tired Shen Jingyun is, he will always prepare some hot water for me after returning to the platform, so that I can take a hot bath and wash my hair simply.
I once told him not to be so troublesome and wouldn't it be better to rest earlier? He told me gently, there is no girl who doesn't like to be clean, it's hard to crawl and roll here every day, how can you bear to let me endure dirty again? Some hot water is also not a hassle! Moreover, every time after I washed, he would patiently wipe my hair a little bit for me as he is now, for the simple reason that the night here is cold, the campfire is not a panacea, and he doesn't want me to get sick and cold in the wild, and the cold will be very painful in the absence of medical treatment. Even if I think that since I was born as a cultivator, it is actually difficult for me to catch a cold.
But he said that nothing in me would be a trivial matter, and he cared about it.
Thinking about these details will make people indulge, even if it is in a bitter environment with him? I will be happy too, because I trust him to take care of me well, and will not leave me miserable and helpless. In addition to these details, the food that was heated on the campfire every night always had a pot of thick soup, which were all mushrooms, wild vegetables, and game that he got along the way.
I also couldn't bear to let me eat cold and hard convenience food outside.
I leaned on his shoulder, thinking about these subtle memories, completely relaxed and enjoying Shen Jingyun's gentleness, until he dried my hair for me, and just wanted to say something, but I held down his hand, pulled him down slightly and forcedly, wrapped my arms around his shoulders and said to him: "Don't say anything now, what you were busy with just now, what are you busy with now." Let me do something. ”
Shen Jingyun smiled helplessly, probably because he was occasionally helpless to me, and then raised his eyebrows and asked, "What do you want to do?" ”
I didn't answer, but kissed him lightly on the cheek, and then said, "You are not allowed to ask, anyway, I am on this platform, and I am not going anywhere, and you can see me when you look up at any time." ”
Hearing me say this, Shen Jingyun didn't ask anything anymore, just pinched my face dotingly, and then picked up his notebook again, I didn't care, every day after I came back, he would often take the time to look at the notebook, and there was nothing magical recorded in the notebook, nothing more than the route and terrain traveled every day, some detailed records, and so on.
Shen Jingyun has his own insistence, even in the modern era where science and technology are so developed, he still believes that a pen in his hand and a notebook are reliable, and indeed in the wild, no electronic tool is as useful as this ancient tool.
I don't interfere with Shen Jingyun, I believe that every time he does something, there will always be his reasons.
I'm just happily busy, fetching water, boiling water, pouring out the inflatable tub of my used water, and washing it...... Every day before, when I saw Shen Jingyun doing it, I didn't think it was too difficult, he always said it easily, in fact, he did it himself, only to find out what a luxury it was to take a bath in the wild, it was really difficult for him to insist on it for me every day.
After being busy for more than half an hour, I prepared a bucket of hot water for bathing, and in order to prevent the water from colding, I was like Shen Jingyun, and then boiled a large pot for backup, so that I could add hot water at any time.
After doing all this, I pulled Shen Jingyun, and took off his shirt for him a little shyly, and he gently reached out to wipe the fine sweat on my head, and said funny: "Otherwise, you will scrub it first?" Look you've just finished washing and you're sweating again. ”
"No, you don't sweat a day? I'm not a princess, so I have to be very dry after taking a shower. Hurry up and soak it, don't just scrub it with cold water every day, hot water can relieve fatigue. "While speaking, I have already taken off my shirt for Shen Jingyun, although I have been intimate once, and when I saw Shen Jingyun's body again, I couldn't help but be shy, because this was me personally undressing Shen Jingyun, I just wanted him to enjoy it once.
Shen Jingyun looked funny, flicked my forehead, and said, "You go and take a look at the soup in the pot, don't burn it dry, I'll take off my clothes myself." ”
I felt like I had been gifted, and I quickly ran away, to be honest, I really didn't have the courage to take off my pants for Shen Jingyun or anything.
In the mist, Shen Jingyun finally soaked in the hot water, and couldn't help but let out a long sigh of comfort, I was also happy in my heart, it turned out to be a very pleasant thing to be good to him in my own way.
In Shen Jingyun's helpless gaze, I insisted that he soak in the water like this, and I fed him bite by bite, since I decided to let him enjoy it once, then let him be an uncle completely.
After the two of them finished eating, I added hot water again, and began to massage Shen Jingyun's shoulders and back a little bit with shyness, he is definitely working harder than me these days, and today we are really close to the lake again, so it is naturally the best to let him relax completely.
Shen Jingyun knew my intentions, so he closed his eyes and let me massage him, but he asked for a cigarette halfway. When I brought it for him, he suddenly looked at me and joked, "What is this special day?" Xiaoshuang made me a master completely. Once, I paid you to hire you, but I didn't see you so dedicated? So, I had to smoke a cigarette to celebrate. ”
After all, they have been intimate, I don't think there is anything like this? It's not an exaggeration to smoke a cigarette to celebrate, in the days in the wild, Shen Jingyun saved thousands of provinces, and only half a pack of cigarettes was left, and smoking one today was definitely a luxury, in fact, it also expressed his emotion to me.
So, while massaging him as usual, I said, "What's so strange about this, you used to be just the boss, and I took the money to do things." Now, you'...... You...... You are mine, I will do things with my heart. ”
Shen Jingyun was stunned for a moment, because it was the first time I announced something so directly, he didn't expect it, and the next moment, he actually pulled me over, making my sleeves full of water droplets, but I saw his evil smile: "Since you are doing things with your heart, this is not thorough enough, not responsible enough." Why don't you come in with me and massage me again, it's also a close skin-to-skin intimacy, that's what you do, isn't it? ”
"You ......" I was ashamed and anxious, but I couldn't refute it, knowing that he was joking, but I didn't know how to step down.
Fortunately, Shen Jingyun was really just joking, and quickly let go of me and enjoyed his cigarettes with peace of mind. I don't know why, when I saw Shen Jingyun's eyes closed, although he wanted to hide it, but he couldn't hide his tiredness, I picked up my hands with a little trembling and began to unbutton my shirt one by one.
"Xiaoshuang, don't you press it? Are you angry about the joke just now? Shen Jingyun didn't feel my movement for a long time, and asked with a little regret.
"Don't look back." I shouted anxiously, then closed my eyes, walked around to the front of Shen Jingyun, gritted my teeth, and walked into the bathtub.