178 Necessary selfishness
Li Yu shook his head and said meaningfully: "Now she is really my sister." ”
I was alarmed, "Isn't that good?" ”
"It's not bad." He sighed, and then said, "I always feel that it is neither the desire for power nor the surname Luo that really made her what she is now, but me." ”
I could vaguely guess what he was trying to say.
Sure enough, he then said, "I have failed her feelings for me." ”
I couldn't help it, "That's right, you just said that if I was adopted by you, I would definitely not be bullied." I also think that's true, after all, there is an adopted sister in the family. ”
Li Yu's face suddenly turned ugly, I know my words are very heavy, but that's the way it is. What is the difference between his behavior and Chi Fengmin? I even sympathized with Li Nuannuan a little.
Li Yu didn't speak, and I'm glad he didn't defend himself.
We were silent for a while, but I broke the silence, "Actually...... I think you're already good. ”
He was silent.
I continued: "Introspection and speaking out about this kind of thing requires a very strong psychological quality, and based on this alone, Chi Fengmin does not deserve to be compared to you. Seeing that he was silent, he said, "Moreover, now your sister still loves you as a brother, and I think she doesn't care about this anymore." ”
"It's not that she doesn't care," he said, "and I suspect she doesn't seem to remember at all." ”
I was stunned for a moment, only to feel that something suddenly came to my mind, but it suddenly disappeared. I thought about it for a long time, but there was no trace of it.
I asked, "Why are you so skeptical?" ”
Li Yu said: "It's just based on my understanding of her." However, it is not ruled out that she just pretended to forget because she felt embarrassed. ”
I said, "If you don't pretend to forget, there's really no way to face it." ”
He nodded.
At this time, Puto woke up, it still couldn't move, and from its gaze, it was still very uncomfortable.
Li Yu called the doctor, and after the doctor saw it, he said that the situation had not changed, and Puto should still stay in the hospital.
After that, Li Yu's henchman, this turned out to be a person I had never seen before, if it weren't for the fact that I confirmed that it was Li Yu in front of me, I really wouldn't dare to hand over PUTO to him.
On the way back, Li Yu told me that this person's name was Ah Yi, and he was one of several people that Li Ang had personally selected and cultivated for Li Yu, among whom Ah Yi had won Li Yu's trust the most. Although Wu Jingkang appeared first, and Ah Yi and the others also obeyed Wu Jingkang because of their loyalty, Li Yu quickly assigned them back to his side and told them the truth. It is also because of this that Wu Jingkang's power can be restricted.
While we were chatting about these things, the car gradually drove into the area of the farm, and there was only farmland nearby, and there were no street lights, because of the season, the road was already dark.
Li Yu also slowed down and reduced chatting because of this.
But even so, trouble happened.
Suddenly, a dark shadow appeared in the driver's window, and Li Yu stepped on the brakes.
With a huge jolt that almost made my stomach vomit, the car stopped.
I looked around, and there was nothing around, thinking that this was near the farm after all, and it wasn't unusual for a rabbit or other critter to run by.
But Li Yu still said: "I'll take a look." ”
Then he unbuckled his seatbelt and got out of the car, quickly opened the door, and asked, "Do you want to eat venison?" ”
"Huh?"
He pointed under the car and said, "There are fawns." ”
Li Yu got out of the car and took the fawn out, it looked like it was still a baby, its leg was injured, and its eyes were full of horror.
The two of us put it in the car, and Li Yu began to reverse.
I asked, "Are you going back to the vet?" ”
"No," he said, "the road has changed, and there is a pond not far ahead, and if it weren't for this guy rushing over suddenly, we would have gone in with a car by now." ”
I chuckled in my heart, "Isn't the pond just water?" ”
Li Yu also woke up like a dream, "That's right." ”
I said, "Looks like this little guy saved my life, so we can't eat it." ”
"Good," Li Yu said, "but the roast venison is very delicious, especially this kind of fawn, the meat is not fishy, tender and juicy." ”
I gave him a blank look and said, "Are you going too far?" ”
"Huh?"
"I haven't eaten a single bite since morning." I said, "Once I lose my mind, don't talk about saving my life, even you will be able to eat it." ”
Li Yu then said: "You didn't eat breakfast? ”
"Nope." Moreover, the police came and delayed for a while, and the PUTO rescue was delayed for a while, and it was almost dinner time.
Li Yu hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, let's go to dinner first." You start by drinking some water and padding. ”
I said, "There's no hurry to eat, let's take it to the hospital first." ”
It's not too far from the pet hospital, so we'll send the fawn back. But because the police came, we wasted some more time.
This incident was not serious, but the police were very puzzled, they said that it was just starting to get dark, and we could find the pond in the car, but Li Yu and I were sure that we didn't see it, and I didn't even see it from beginning to end.
Naturally, the two of us didn't say anything in front of the police, but after they came out, Li Yu said, "It seems that we have to meet with Lan Xian'er." ”
I nodded, "The map on the car is always up-to-date, and the pond can't be built in a day, so how can it not be on the map?" ”
Because this matter is related to the fortune told me by Lan Xian'er, we only thought of her.
Li Yu asked me to call Lan Xian'er, and then I remembered that my phone was still in his car. At this point, the phone was already dead, so I flushed it.
As soon as I turned on my phone, ten seconds later, it started vibrating so wildly that I couldn't operate it at all.
Li Yu also frowned, glanced at my phone, and asked, "Broken?" ”
"It's Chi Fengmin." You don't have to think about it to know.
Li Yu showed annoyance, then parked the car in the nearest parking space, picked up the mobile phone, dialed the number, and put it to his ear. After a while, he said, "Go and arrange it, I want to send a lawyer's letter to Chi Fengmin." ”
Maybe they were just as confused as me, and asked something similar, Li Yu said: "He made hundreds of phone calls to harass my wife." ”
I don't know what to say over there, Li Yu hung up the phone.
I asked, "Will it be useful to send a lawyer's letter?" ”
"Yes," he said, turning his head to look at me, and suddenly said, "Don't be afraid, I won't tell any third party about you." ”
I said, "If the Chi family's election is successful, it will definitely be unfavorable to you in the future." ”
Li Yu said: "This is certain, which is why we chose to support another faction to prevent this from happening." ”
I said, "If these things about Chi Fengmin are exposed, then their family will be finished." ”
"Then my house will be finished." Li Yu said: "Not to mention that there are many people in this world who like to watch this kind of excitement and like to criticize the victims, even if everyone chooses to sympathize with us, it is a lot of mental pressure." ”
It was obviously my business, but he changed the name to "we", and I understood that it was as if I was no longer facing it alone.
I said, "That's fine, I can choose not to watch or listen." Just ......"
"Jiayin," Li Yu suddenly interrupted me, "haven't you always been afraid that I will make a fuss about this?" ”
I said, "That was before, and now I'm not afraid." ”
"I said so," his tone was still gentle, but his tone was much more serious, "don't feel guilty anymore. ”
"I don't feel guilty," I knew he would say, "I was afraid that you would use it to make a fuss, because if you did, you would take revenge on me, and I was afraid of being retaliated against by you." But now that you didn't take revenge on me, I did it willingly, and this feeling is different. ”
He still didn't speak.
"As for what other people think, I don't care about that." I said, "Everyone's experience is different, and controversy is inevitable. I'm not destined to be friends with people who think I'm wrong in this matter, and I can't be friends with those who sympathize with me, that's enough for me. ”
Li Yu finally opened his mouth, "You haven't experienced it, that's why you can say it so easily." ”
"I've been there." I said, "After my parents' accident, my story was also reported, and I am somewhat well-known in our local area. A lot of people come to sympathize with me, either out of kindness or just out of wanting to appear kind. Some people say that this is because I am a mourning star, and they will ask me if I will use my brother's money to buy beautiful clothes, and even say to me that children like my brother are just a waste of resources to live, so it is better to die directly. It wouldn't hurt more than it did then, and I'm already older. ”
After listening to this, Li Yu was silent for a while, and said, "But, have you ever thought that maybe I was doing this willingly for you to suddenly be good to you?" ”
I was stunned for a moment, then wanted to laugh, "I know you're not that kind of person." ”
He shook his head, "You have to think so, once the Chi family is elected, with Chi Fengmin's character, our family will inevitably be wiped out, and as long as the Chi family is eradicated, this hidden danger will be eliminated, if Duan Moxiu who we support is elected, we will have a good start." Such a huge risk and a huge benefit are enough for me to do anything. ”
I thought about it for a moment and said, "You're scaring me." ”
He said: "I just hope you don't cut your own flesh to make others happy." ”
I said, "You're no one else." ”
"In this matter, you will treat me as someone else." He said: "People should have some selfishness. ”
I asked, "Do you have the 'necessary selfishness'?" ”
I thought he would choke on me, but he didn't hesitate to say, "Save." ”
I'm upset, "Can I know what?" ”
"My **, and my family." He said: "No matter how the outside world evaluates or doesn't evaluate, and no matter how many benefits or risks can be avoided by exposing this **, not exposing it is my psychological bottom line." ”
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